WHEN THE HEART MUST SHARE

chapter 19

Jealousy in Jelita's heart began to arise, especially Bu Sari often visited the house. He began to get incitement that plunged.

"Your rights are the same as Anisa's. Then why would Aby marry you just for display?"

"But I understand that he can't hurt Anisa."

"It's Aby's fault, if you don't feel like you can do justice, why she's keeping you, you're asking for a divorce! There's still a lot of single men who'll want to be with you, you're beautiful, son."

Jelita was pensive, she thought about her mother's words.

"True, maybe a lot of men will want to be with me, but can she love Zahra like Mas Aby loves her? It doesn't seem to be.." he murmured doubtfully.

"Remember mom's message, don't always want to be second!"

Jelita kept ringing her mother's message.

"Don't always be second!"

"There are holiday tickets to stay at the top for two days from the office" Aby said as they finished their dinner.

"At the top? All this time I dreamed of a vacation there." welcome Anisa.

"Imran and Lisa are also coming, too" Aby replied smilingly

Anisa was happy, the holiday at the top was her goal, not that they had not been able to, but the time that had not allowed it.

Anisa's face turned sour.

Aby and Anisa did not ask her opinion at all. He is still trying to hold back.

Jelita's eyes heat up when she sees the harmony of Aby and Anisa.

"Lita, let's sit here. That job will be done tomorrow." Anisa tries to involve Jelita in their warmth.

"Stage, Ma'am. Let me do it first." replied Jelita with a tight chest.

"Mas, the ticket is for how many people, anyway" asked Anisa suddenly.

"Two people, why?"

"Jelita. I don't think it's good to leave it at home while we're having fun."

Aby speechless.

"But unfortunately only two tickets, Nis." said Aby.

"Then let Jelita go."

 Aby.

"But this is your dream... Things you've wanted for a long time. Jelita has a baby. No way, I'll take the baby there." Aby tried to explain.

"But Anisa Ma'am can keep Zahra temporarily. Mas Aby never asked me what I wanted." Aby and Anisa looked shocked. Jelita was standing behind them.

Apparently, he heard the husband-wife conversation.

"I mean, besides Zahra being a kid, there's Imran and Lisa, and my other coworkers. You'll find it hard to adjust, if Anisa, happens to know them." Aby tried to give an excuse.

"Why should I be worried, is there a Mas Aby?" Jelita won't lose.

"I'm also very anxious for a vacation, Mom! have you ever asked me that? "

Aby speechless.

"Already, already. don't extend. You'll be accompanying Mas Aby tomorrow. Zahra let me hold it. Prepare the clothes you need to bring. Don't forget to bring a coat. it's cold" said Anisa trying to smile.

"Thank you, Ma'am. But really Mommy's okay?"

Anisa nodded for sure. He welcomed Jelita who embraced him tightly.

Aby just kept silent to watch all that.

After Jelita.

'Mas Aby don't be so moody!"

"Do I have to cheer up? Nisa, why give this opportunity to Jelita?" regret Aby.

"Mas.com is just a matter of vacation, I can go anytime if there is time" Anisa replied calmly.

"Yes, if you have time, not necessarily Mas Aby there is time either."

"Here you go, let's take a break. Tomorrow's the journey's pretty far, right?"

Aby did not argue. He lay down near Anisa. Aby gave a long sigh. He felt that there was a distance with Anisa since Jelita's presence. There is something that can hinder him if he wants to be with Anisa.

Otherwise accompany Jelita to calm Zahra in her room until she falls asleep. Sometimes Anisa takes Zahra to bed in their room.

Tomorrow afternoon.

Jelita looks very enthusiastic.

He has prepared several clothes, including his sex clothes.

"What, sir? Why should I? Just ask Jaka sir to do it.." Anisa received a call from her school.

"Why?" Aby who happened to be beside him asked curiously.

"The deputy asked me to make a report to the service, this is not my duty, but the person concerned is sick and this report cannot be delayed" said Anisa confused.

"But Zahra?"

"Zahra will come with us." Aby replied for sure.

Jelita gets a little upset when Aby informs her that Anisa can't look after her child, and Aby asks her to take her.

"Mas Aby himself said that babies are not good plowed to the top." he was disappointed.

"If not, who will he live with? Or we all don't have to go." Aby finally said.

"Don't, Mum! Alright.. I'll prepare Zahra's needs." said Jelita relented.he didn't want the chance to go with Aby just missing.

"Let me take between buying Zahra's needs." Anisa bargained kindly.

"No need, Ma'am. I can go alone." Jelita refused subtly.

Anisa sighed softly.

Jelita went alone to find her son's equipment.

"I think Jelita was disappointed because I didn't take care of Zahra.." he muttered softly.

He did not know Aby was standing behind him and hearing his complaints.

"Not be a burden on the mind. Let him learn to accept the situation, just as you accept it gracefully."

"She's younger than me, maybe because she feels I need to understand her more." Anisa is still defending Jelita.

In the afternoon Aby and Jelita set off at the sight of Anisa. Aby's heart was silent in the absence of Anisa. Aby tries to find a gap in Anisa's heart, has she really cleared it all? Was the woman's heart really not hurt? The question echoed in Aby's heart.

Anisa busies herself with her schoolwork.

For a moment he could forget Aby and Jelita.

When Aby was at the top with his young wife, circumstances made Anisa meet again with Yahya ustadz. They are both sent by the school for a project and require that they continue to meet.

"Let me drive home, it's late in the afternoon, taxi's also hard to get through here."

"Sorry, ustadz. I'll wait a little while." Anisa replied. At that time they were on the side of the road, some of their colleagues had gone home first.

Anisa regretted why not bring her own motorbike, she chose to ride the car invitation this morning.

Ustadz Yahya could not bear to leave Anisa alone. He sat but a little far from her.

Not long after, Anisa suddenly fell unconscious.

Ustadz Yahya immediately took her to the hospital.

Anisa is shocked when she realizes she is in the hospital.

"Thank you, ustadz" he smiled.

"You don't move too much first."

Anisa forced herself to hold her head up.

"Please don't tell anyone about my situation" he pleaded.

"Why?"

"I don't want to make the people I love feel anxious. I was just a little soy."

Ustadz Yahya nodded. But he doesn't believe Anisa's okay. His face looks pale and limp.

The doctor came to see how he was.

"Ustadz, can I talk to the doctor alone?"

Though astonished, Ustadz Yahya nodded and excused himself.

"Anisa, I quickly came here when my friend who served here said he had a patient named Anisa. And my feeling is that it's you" said the beautiful doctor seriously.

"Thank you, Doc. everything's still safe, right?" anisa asked with her lips getting drier.

"As long as it's safe, but I can't hide a secret of this magnitude. It's a huge burden on my mind."

"The doctor will not blame anyone, this is my request as a patient.My goal is just not to make my loved ones sad."

"Drugs are still your routine?"

Anisa nodded

"Only in these two days, may I be exhausted from staying up to work."

Doctor Ratna smiled with admiration.

"Now I'm dealing with patients who have a very high spirit of life. I salute you." he said smiling.

"It's normal, Doc. If God calls me in the near future, I just want to fill the time left with useful things.it is useless also crying over the situation." replied Anisa firmly.

The doctor also knew how Anisa faced a crisis in her household, in addition to struggling with her disease.

"Truly a woman who is strong and deserves to be a role model." the inner doctor.

Ustadz Yahya grew curious as he saw such a serious conversation between Anisa and Doctor Ratna.

"The only way I have to find out about that doctor."