WHEN THE HEART MUST SHARE

chapter 33

 Yahya came home from that place with his chest full.

"How can Aby do this?

L'm... I always felt there for Anisa, I always sacrificed for her in the name of love, but what did that man do? even he was willing to give up his life for the sake of the person he loved, and even then did not want to know Anisa..."

Yahya rubbed his eyes.

It was almost home by then. He did not want Anisa to find him crying.

He found the woman sitting on the porch.

Yahya knows, Anisa really hopes to get news about Aby.

Yahya becomes worried, will he tell Anisa about what happened to Aby?

Aby herself strictly forbade it. Even the man asked her to swear.

"How, brother? Any word?" asked Anisa expectantly.

Yahya.

"Not yet, I'm looking into his office, he said he hasn't been in the office for a long time." Yahya turned his face away. He did not want Anisa to read his lies.

Anisa looked pensive.

 Now Yahya wants to bury his hope of having Anisa. He felt that Aby was the man who deserved Anisa's love.

  The other with Anisa herself.

  He realized Yahya's feelings for him. He felt it was time to repay all the kindness of the man all along.

I also hope Aby is free.

Anisa also tried to ask Imran. But Aby's best friend remained silent.

"Had it been, maybe he no longer wants to be in a relationship with us anymore" said Anisa hiding her disappointment.

Yahya looked at him pity.

From that moment on, Anisa promised inwardly that she would try to forget Aby. to Al, she also instilled that Yahya ustadz was the closest person to them at this time. although he did not insist that his son should accept Yahya as Aby's replacement slowly but surely, Al could accept Yahya's presence as a father figure in Aby's place.

Anisa was moved to realize that.

Although love for the man is not yet present in her heart.Aisa thinks what's wrong with giving him a chance? Love can come later.

Yahya himself felt burdened by that reality. Shut up, he found Aby.

it was the second time he met him, his hope remained the same, that Aby would meet his son and wife.

"Why are you doing this? let me tell you the truth, Anisa and Al deserve to know the truth."

Aby shakes.

"I will not ruin their future.

My kidneys that live next door are already severely infected.

What can one expect from a sick husband like me?

What can you be proud of a father like me? They will be disappointed and embarrassed. I will be a burden to them. I don't want that!"

"Did Mr Aby not miss them?"

Aby breathed heavily.

"Don't ask that? I can't even remember them for a moment."

Clear details dripped from the corner of his withered eyes.

Yahya believes that Aby really misses his wife and child. In view of the hand painting he made all the pictures about Anisa and Albany.

"I trust you, you'll take care of them. Take care of the people I love."

"Marry Anisa! I bless you guys."

Yahya was surprised, he did not expect Aby to ask for that one thing.

"Vow to keep this a secret to them. My age may not be long. I want them to move on."

Yahya came home empty-handed.

He has not succeeded in persuading Aby.

But Aby asked for something completely impossible.

Year passed.

The news about Aby has not been found. Anisa decides to formalize her relationship with Yahya.

"Practice me, brother! I want Al to have a whole family." Anisa said one day.

He was tired of his wait for the uncertain Aby.

Yahya was stunned to hear Anisa's request.

Not that he refused because he didn't like it. Even in a lifetime he will be faithful waiting for the love of the woman. But now, after knowing the circumstances of Aby. Heart worried.

"You don't want to?" asked Anisa doubtfully. He saw Yahya just dumbly in front of him.

"It's not so, Nis. I'm so happy, surprised, and yes, I'm not ready..."

'Why when the words he had been waiting for all those years came, his reality was different. Why doesn't Aby just keep going with Jelita, or Aby keeps hurting Anisa. That would be a strong reason for her to accept Anisa's offer.

***

Anisa's health condition is improving.

 That day he was walking in a shopping mall. Along with Yahya and Al bany, he is looking for supplies for his wedding to Yahya who is only a few days away.

He accidentally saw Jelita.

Her appearance was like a big madam.

The ones in her wear are also branded goods all.

 Then with his bow he approached Anisa.

"Sir, you're smart too, huh. Ask to be separated from Mas Aby just to be with the man" he said by pointing to Ustadz Yahya who was with Al.

"So your words, we have no relationship, so please leave before me!" exclaims Anisa

"Owh dares to speak out loud now, huh? Your head is big too."

"From time I've never been afraid of you, I just feel sorry. I'm also willing to share my husband with you because I'm sorry, no one wants to raise your degree but my husband."

Anisa said calmly.

Jelita growled while pursing her lips.

"Dragon's talking, Ma'am. You don't know who I am now?"

"Of course I know, you can look like this must be because of a woman's compassion too, or else you can steal another woman's rights.Have your skills other than that?"

"It's almost dead it can still be arrogant!" jelita replied cynically

Anisa remembered something.

"Eh, Jelita, are you hiding where Mas Aby is?"

Jelita laughs.

"You asking or taunting me? I thought you were hiding my husband."

"I'm not kidding, I know where Mas Aby is now. I'm not gonna take it from you, believe me. I just want to know where he is?" whispered Anisa. He was worried that Yahya would hear their conversation.

Jelita did not answer, but a man approached them.

"Have you bought it, baby? Let's go."

Jelita smiled at the man, then left Anisa just like that.

Anisa sighed softly.

Unexpectedly, Jelita is trapped in a black world, she becomes the mistress of the mischievous Om-om.

Then where are you, Mas Aby...?

The day of his marriage with Yahya is just counting the days. But Anisa's heart is still troubled to think about Aby.

"What's wrong?" Yahya.

"Nothing, brother." Anisa does not want to ruin their happy day because she has to tell about her meeting with Jelita. The man's heart would be hurt if he knew he was still trying to find out about Aby.

Meanwhile, Jelita was still thinking about Anisa's words.

"Mbak Anisa seems to seriously not know about Mas Aby. Then where are you, Mom?" her groaning in heart.

Of all the men she dates, Aby is the only one who can appreciate her.

After Aby's departure, Jelita lost contact with her.

His debt-ridden life brings him back to his former life. Living poor in a rickety hut.

Ever feel comfortable life makes it not at home. He began to ventured into the night world. Rich men became his target until he again felt the luxurious life results of doing maksiat.

Bu Sari also enjoyed the hard work of his son selling himself.

Zahra grew up under the care of Jelita. He often found his mother coming home drunk.

While Bu Sari ha ya busy counting the coffers of money from Jelita.

"Why not eat, huh? Mom's tired, day and night slamming bones for who else if not for us!"

Jelita yelled at Zahra who would not eat. The little boy snorted because his mother never had time for him.

"But Zahra wants Mom." he said sobbing.

"Ni child.. I was born without asking, still demanding. Then how can we eat if you're not looking for money?" he looked at his daughter with anger.

"Well, if you don't want to eat, you want to sleep, tired!" Jelita just left her son.

A neighbor approached the poor boy.

"Come here, same as Mbah. Mbah has food for Zahra!"

The little girl inched after the old woman she called Mbah.

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