WHEN THE HEART MUST SHARE

chapter 11

Aby begins to have trouble dividing her time between Anisa and Jelita.

But as much as possible it is fair.

Until one afternoon Aby accidentally visited her in-laws. He came alone.

"Alone, By...?"

"Yes, Bah, I'm here right from the office."

Kyai Romli observed the tired face of her daughter-in-law bearing a heavy burden.

"Is there anything you need to share with Abah?" say the wise man again.

Aby bowed.

He wanted to say what was happening, but his tongue was my tongue, he didn't know where to start.

"Maybe right now you're still hesitant to share it, it's okay. You can say it when you're ready.

Just so you remember, if the problem concerns Arini, Abah will not put himself as his parents. Except the mediator between you. So you don't have to feel rahu." said Kyai Romli again.

Aby was silent.

"Change.. I am sorry, I have failed to become a good priest and companion for Abah's daughter. I am powerless." said Aby Lirih.

kyai Romli looked at the face of her heartbreaking daughter-in-law.

"That you do not know what the problem is between you, Abah also does not force to know before you decide to tell. If you can finish it well. Talk up! Honesty is sometimes bitter. But it's much better than us holding something and it's going to drag on . Like storing a carcass the smell will be smelled too."

"Change right.. But Aby can't afford Bah.!"

Said Aby again with a heavy voice.

"Strengthen your heart, be sure that if you have good intentions, good will also be picked.and vice versa."

Finally, until he came home, Aby could not say anything to her in-laws. But her father-in-law's words gave her courage.

"I have to talk..! Whatever the risk, I have to be honest with Anisa. I can't cover up a lie anymore."

Aby was determined to speak honestly that night.

Aby remembers Anisa's message to pick Al up at her tutoring spot.

"Just forgot, Al must have been waiting for me" he said feeling guilty

But when heading to the tutoring place, , a call from Jelita disturbs him.

"Yes, Zahra's vomiting all the time. He did not want to drink milk.." Jelita's voice sounded panicked.

"Ok, you don't panic. Baluri her stomach with telon oil. I'm coming soon."

Aby turned back to her car.

Arriving at Jelita's place, he saw that baby Zahra was already seen limp.

"Let's get him to the hospital quickly!"

Aby was panicked by the red baby.

He forgot that Al was waiting for him.

At her tutoring place.

"Al, why hasn't your father or mother come to pick you up yet, son?" ask a female teacher.

Al shakes.

It's almost dark. All the children have been picked up by their parents, but

Al is alone. He was very sure that his father or his mother would come soon.

"Mom Knows Al's mother, let Ma'am take her home, yeah..!" haggle teacher.

Al shook his head hard.

The graceful woman sighed softly. He is also confused because Anisa can not be contacted.

Aby put Zahra's briefcase on the table.

"Thank God he's okay" said Aby Lega.

"Yes, this is because Aby quickly responded." replied Jelita smiling.

Suddenly Aby remembers Al waiting for her at Les's place.

"Astagfirullah, I forgot that Al was waiting for me at the tutoring place." Bi patted his eel in panic.

He just realized to check his phone.

The missed call was ten times from Anisa.

"I have to go home soon" he said as he ran to his car.

Jelita looked at Aby with an erratic feeling.

I don't know when it will happen like that.

Although they had the status of a religiously legitimate husband and wife, Aby never wanted to sleep in her room.

Baby Zahra had a high fever and Aby could not bear to leave him, Aby stayed overnight, but he was willing to sleep on the sofa.

Although Jelita and her mother tried to persuade, Aby persisted.

He apologized with his innocent eyes.

Throughout the journey his heart was filled with guilt. He had made his little hero wait, even until it was dark.

Aby grew anxious because Anisa did not want to raise her call.

Sure enough, les was deserted.

Aby rattled her own hair.

"Assynolt..!"

"Greetings... Where have you been? phone not picked up?" he was asked questions by his wife.

"Sorry, I'm so sorry."

"Everything won't come back with just an apology, Mas!"

Aby looked at Al who was lying on Anisa's lap.

"Mas, you know? He waited until it was dark. He did not want to be sent home by his teacher. Because he was so sure his father would be here soon."

"If you can't, say the same to me

I don't mind leaving my other needs behind. You've hurt her, Mom."

Aby stroked Al. The little boy just remained silent without a reaction.

"I'm sorry dear father...!" he said with a hoarse voice.

"Let her rest, I painstakingly calmed her down" Anisa said.

"You should take a shower and quickly pray..!"

Anisa said, Aby caught a look of disappointment in Anisa's eyes. Something new this time I saw.

After a rather calm atmosphere. Aby approached Anisa who was folding clothes.

"She, I'm sorry, can you forgive me this time?"

"You're innocent to me, Mom. But to Al..! Now I'm gonna ask, why are you late to pick her up? Why don't you pick up the phone from me?" anisa's eyes sharply scoured Aby's eyes. As if waiting for honesty.,

Aby speechless.

"Maybe it's time for me to be frank." - Aby.

"It was actually afternoon..."

Aby's sentence was stopped by the voice of Anisa's phone.

"From Abah." said Anisa while gesturing for Aby to be quiet for a moment.

"Anisa, is your husband home? Tell him his briefcase's left at Abah's place."

Anisa felt stale for a while with her brother.

Aby waited anxiously.

"Why didn't you tell me Abah's place..?" anisa's voice sounded a little softened

"Mas Aby wants to talk.. !"

Anisa nodded listening. But again Al's voice blocked his intention.

"Mother...!"

"Just a minute, Mom. I think Al needs something."

Anisa got up and headed for her son's room.

Aby pensively herself.

"I have to put an end to all this, Anisa must know the truth immediately. Whatever the risk I have to accept." he muttered confidently.

But after waiting long enough Anisa did not even come out of Al's room.

When Aby saw her, Anisa had fallen asleep while hugging Al.

"Fear again my intention." he said disappointed.

So did the morning. Anisa looks so busy. When Aby asked for her time she replied,

"Let's just go home from work, Mom."

Aby was forced to postpone her intention again frankly.

When Aby had left, Anisa who deliberately asked for permission did not enter because Al was still sulking. He chose to clean the house.

He started in their room.

He was stunned when he found a shopping receipt that was so long in the pocket of Aby's pants.

He held his breath when he knew the type of groceries listed.

There's baby diapers, and all the baby knickknacks.

"This.. ? Does it really have Mas Aby? Ah this must have been Mas Imran. But why is it in Mas Aby's pocket?" Anisa nodded in bed.

Various terrifying shadows danced in his mind.

"Astagfirulah.. What the hell am I thinking? I shouldn't suspect Mas Aby, he's a loyal and responsible husband. It can't be!" he disputes himself.

But given Aby's unusual behavior lately, it made her heart beat in pain. The habit of coming home late, the time for their child is reduced, and.. What did Aby go to her brother's house for?

"Yes, my Rob God, is there something that has happened that I don't know yet?"

Anisa kept looking around for something that supported the evidence in her hands.

His hands trembled as he found other evidence.

"Mas Aby.....!" lirih. His joints felt unable to support his body anymore.

"But I have to find stronger evidence. I'm going to follow Mas Aby home from work. Maybe I'm too much to stalk my own husband, but this is to explain everything, Mas.." he said, squeezing the paper in his hand.

In the afternoon, Anisa accidentally left Al to a neighbor to play there. He ordered a taxi and waited in front of Aby's office.

He tried to calm his thundering chest. "I hope all my suspicions are wrong!" said itself.

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