WHEN THE HEART MUST SHARE

chapter 35

Jelita kept moaning in pain.

Ms. Sari could do nothing to ease her pain.

Because of panic, he scolded the nurse who handled it.

"You can work, right? my son is in pain, doing something, or what about the cake?"

Got a reprimand from Ms. Sari, the young nurse was offended.

"Dam, buk. We did what we should have done

if your daughter still feels pain, it's not our fault dong. Maybe it was karma for his sins. It's good to call us. Go on, dong!"

Bu Sari ride pitam. But how else, the cause of Jelita in hard water has spread widely.

Many scorned the situation that befell Jelita.

But there are also some people who still have humanity. They sympathized with him.

"Why did everyone turn around so quickly? it feels like we've just been able to taste a comfortable life, why so quickly you take? Life is so unfair!"

His heart grew even more livid when he saw Jelita's state.

After suffering a serious burn

On his face, who else would look at him? her beauty has always been an asset for them to survive. Zahra sat quietly on the floor while occasionally looking at her mother.

 Ms. Sari looked at him, her bad idea came up.

"Why don't I just find Zahra's real father? maybe this is the way out of all these difficulties." thought Ms. Sari.

"Mom's sick, Mom... It's hot and it's painful." Jelita said.

"Yes, relax.. We'll find a way out."

"Mother.. ! " call the little girl.

Jelita doesn't touch him too much.

Ms. Sari muai is looking for information about Zahra's real father. He intended to exchange the boy for some money.

 "Who's looking, Mom?" greet a security guard at an immigration office.

"Sir Anwar." he said hesitantly.

"Mom have an appointment?"

"Not yet, this is all that matters."

"Sir Anwar is an important person, if there is no appointment, it is difficult to meet him."

Miss Sari is not desperate. He waited in front of the gate.

When a fancy car comes. He believes that's what Anwar's name is.

He immediately intercepted it.

"You who?" his voice sounded haughty.

"I'm Jelita's mother, do you remember the girl you abused five years ago? Now she has a sweet four-year-old daughter."

The haughty man seemed to remember something.

"Then you want mom, what?"

Jelita's in trouble, sir. He's in the hospital. Give us money for medical expenses. In exchange the father can bring the child." said Bu Sari terbata.

The man who was called by Anwar thought for a moment.

"i was afraid that my mother would deceive me, so bring the child before me!" his orders are arrogant.

"Alright, tomorrow I will try." replied Ms. Sari. Actually, he was angry too. Why use all. Zahra was his son, his flesh and blood.

***

While Jelita and Bu Sari are confused looking for money for medical expenses.

Anisa and Yahya try to be happy for their marriage. Yahya really sincerely loves Anisa and her son.

That night they were talking in the room after the Isya prayer.

"Sister, can I ask you a question?"

Yahya turned to look at her.

"Sister loves me?"

Yahya was astonished. Why did Anisa ask that, did she not feel my feelings so great for her?

"Why are you asking like that? You feel sister's affection has been lacking all this time?"

"I'm just afraid you're unhappy with us, you're forced into this bond because of the responsibility you've taken from my Abah."

"Ssttt...! Yahya placed his index finger on Anisa's lips.

"Sister loves you very much, even from the first , but baby at that time you prefer his father Al than me who is just an ordinary boarding boy.until now that feeling has not changed."

Anisa blushed, She was flattered.

"Why do you ask that, then,?" chase Yahya.

It's okay, just want to make sure." Anisa answered nervously.

Actually Yahya knew the reason Anisa asked like that. He must have felt strange, because almost two weeks married, he had not been in touch at all.

It is not that Yahya has no desire, he is a normal man, even very normal.but every time it is cleared of that intention, his little heart defies.

And in the end, Yahya could only go into the bathroom and splash his head with water to relieve the unstoppable turmoil of desire.

"But why hasn't sister....?" anisa's sentence hangs.His face is down.he knows the question is too sensitive to say.

But Anisa felt she had to know the reason why she had not been touched even after almost two weeks of being stopped.

Moreover, Yahya who often suddenly entered the bathroom and was silent for hours there.

That's what she did almost every night, when Anisa was preparing to be a real wife.

"You don't think anything, let alone think that I don't love you."

I wanted to perfect my duties as a husband, but that's when your heart has truly accepted me."

Anisa looked at that smiling face full of calmness.

Is that the heart of this man? He disregarded his right just to respect my feelings?

Anisa swallowed the bitter-tasting saliva.

She was even more amazed at the man who was legally titled as her husband.

He promised to open his heart to Yahya.

"Oh, yes, tomorrow my aunt who lives in Lampung will come tomorrow. Said he wanted to see his daughter-in-law."

yahya said to divert their conversation.

"really? Who's he coming with?"

"alone. Let's take a break, tomorrow we'll pick him up at the station." Aby kisses Anisa's forehead warmly before they finally sleep next to each other's minds.

The same thing happened to Aby.

He looks thinner, though,

Kidney infections that are in pain are very torturous. There was no money to pay for the doctor. Let alone to seek treatment, to eat only he felt difficulty.

All his property and assets are gone.

All he can do is move.

Aby could only lie on her shabby bed.

Sometimes the pain caused her to shed tears.

It's really concerning.

Ever since he decided to move from his original place, Imran could no longer meet him

But he never complained, he realized all that he was going through because of his sacrifice for Anisa.

"How are they doing now?" he lamented while staring at dozens of pictures of his wife and child plastered filled the walls of the room.

He recalled his mistake that had helped Jelita. From there the beginning of the destruction of his household.

 One day, with a cane and a shabby shirt. Aby tried to get out of her hut.

He had to do that to keep his life.

"But who would hire a weakling like me? But I have to keep trying! God has rationed the reserves for all his creatures" he said not despair.

While dragging his feet, he went down the hot road. Sweat began to wash his neck.

"I'd better take a little break there" he thought.

Then he pulled over and hitchhiked to the head of a store.

While leaning against the wall, he imagined how years ago when he was healthy and successful, he had an almost perfect family. Have a good career, a beautiful wife and a beautiful son and a smart and handsome. Unknowingly his lips curved up, measuring a smile. A very precious memory for him. But the smile disappeared again when the shadow of tragedy in the office that made him have to meet with Jelita.

Abi breathed out slowly.

"Everything is fair, all have been rewarded for their actions."