
Kama begins to tell Feli the story of her childhood memories. He explained in detail every thing recorded in his memory
until the impact left on him until now.
His school-age life that didn't have many friends and more shut down, he said,
the crybaby calls that are attached to her at every level of education, make her sickened and increasingly indifferent to the surroundings, such as numbness.
Wuiiih, pantes aja Kama do not understand the purpose of the Sutra.
Kama also added a story about the contents of the letter that was written during his 16th birthday.
"Woww, pull you.. Your case is rare. I just met someone with PTSD who enjoys it like you"
"Serious aunt? Isn't that weird, huh?"
"Even behind it. For as long as I know and I have studied, people with PTSD for years are difficult to live. And you are not at all right, although yaaa there are still small disturbances such as your emotional being provoked when there is a sad event that you know"
"But the luck that you get is also a lot, the example is that you become more focused on learning without caring about anything. And the results are very satisfying, perfect! Not many children your age are in college. You can count your fingers, right.."
"Well, the shortcomings in your case are only the support system of family and friends. For 10 years, you haven't had that vitamin from them. Especially from your story, no one knows about this disease except for you" said Feli
"Emm, actually there's more aunt. Since the events of 10 years ago, I hate it every time I see a handsome man. Because the one who caused the injury, has a handsome face and is always recorded in my memory. Although the end of it I have to accept the fact that the man is my real father." continued Kama again with a sad face, look, because the memory that recorded his father's face is recorded back in his memory now.
"If now, then is your sense of hate still there for dad?"
Kama was silent, he closed his eyes for a moment, diving into the feelings he had in his heart about his father, tracing how much hatred was still left there. And when Kama re-opened his eyes he shook his head at Feli.
"I don't know if it's a aunt, but I don't find hate like I used to.. I heard clearly every sentence from the ring about my father, and I seemed to be able to understand it all.. I could understand the feeling of a prick deeper until my tears did not stop dripping at that moment.. Biang full of pressure all this time aunt.. Biang raised me and defended me by enduring deep sadness.. And I just found out, auntie.." The crystal chirps are flowing alternately from Kama's chocolate balls. And Feli immediately picked up a few pieces of tissue for her.
"Don't somebody say that?" tanya Feli and Kama shook their heads again
"Grandpa aunty. Biang is just a story about dad to me, but not a story about his feelings at all"
"How can you be sure that a prick feels that way?"
"I'm sure, aunt. I really can understand what the culprit has been going through all this time. I.., I also felt the same wonder about myself. But it's a real aunt, my heart's getting more sensitive now"
"Maybe.., maybe because of the accident that time. Yes, I want aunty! At that time I could also feel broken feelings in the heart of Mr. Adrian until I did not stop crying" Kama recalled the incident when he was almost hit by Adrian in Dufan. He told Feli.
"Woww, cool! I'm amazed at your story, Kam. God loves you so much through all the things you are going through right now"
"I mean auntie?"
"Yes, your way is healed before your eyes, Kam.. It's just about solving the problems that have already happened. You have to meet your father, have a good conversation, and communicate. Well, that's where you're gonna get rid of the feeling of what's really in your dad's heart about you"
"Hopefully, aunt, someday I can meet him" Kama smiled
"Oh yes, you mentioned the name of Adrian sir. She who?" Felie asked back
"For another handsome auntie, how can I still hate them?" Kama did not answer Feli's question, instead he asked the others.
"Hm, handsome huh. Okay, I asked you first, who's your idol?"
"Idola? Hmm, maybe Richard Meier"
"What singer is that?"
"No, aunt. He's a world-famous architect"
"Huh? hehe, if it's a singer or actor, who do you like?"
"Hmm, it doesn't exist"
"Seriously? Do you not like songs? Or watch that movie?" Kama nodded
"Hmm, how unique you are, Kam.. Hihahi. I'm curious, what kind of handsome category for you is that..?" Feli is getting curious about Kama.
When Kama remembered the Sutra, he took out his phone from his pocket and opened the contact wa Sutra to see his profile photo, then showed it to Feli.
"Maybe I think gini, aunt. He was Adrian, who asked aunty" said Kama
"Woww, who are you, Kam?" Feli was stunned to see the Sutra photo
"My lecturer's at college"
"Lecturer?"
"Eh, his assistant lecturer, aunt. S2's son he's"
Feli glanced at Kama, he found Kama's face turned confused after showing a photo of Sutra.
"Tante admitted, his face is handsome, and he must be an idol in your campus, really not?"
"Banget! All the girls are crazy about him, except me" Feli smiled, he caught something tucked from Kama's sentence just now.
"I sprain every time she squirms she smiles at me, auntie. Moreover, he is a person who likes to spread charm to all girls, the main fix nyebelin deh!" call Kama again
"Have a girlfriend?"
"He said not yet, eeh even ng I have never dated at all, is a lie. Hiya!" now Feli captures there is a close relationship between Kama and the Sutra
"Whose full name?"
"Hmuuuuuhhhh" Kama let out a long sigh
"The Adrian Zanyar Sutra" Kama mentions the full name of the Sutra. Fix it! As a psychologist, now Feli has understood what is a burden on Kama's mind and heart today.
Feli approached towards Kama, he placed his palm on Kama's chest.
"What's his name, Kam? Try to repeat"
"He, Su-sutra Ad-drian Za-nyar.." instantaneously Kama stuttered to repeat.
"Okay, I get it now. So lately, you keep thinking about her?" Kama nodded and Feli smiled
"He's the one who's making your heart more sensitive now?" Kama nodded back
"I want to meet him, I want to say thank you for getting you one step closer to healing. Opening your heart that was closed before it with a lock of hatred, slowly become shady and can understand many things" said Feli with a smile
Kama was stunned by Feli's sentence. What Feli said was true, later Kama felt for himself that the Sutra was a male figure who accused him like a tree. Just choose what tree, teak tree, cypress tree or toge tree, hahaha.
"Yes, real aunt" Kama confessed, but her face was still confused
"Keep, how do you still seem confused? There must be other problems, right about him? Doonk's story." persuaded Feli
Kama took a deep breath again, preparing himself to tell more details about the Sutra. One by one Kama explained about the time he had missed with the Sutra since the last two months, until strange sentences coming out of the mouth of the Sutra starting on Friday, making him confused and half dead, he said, can't even sleep all night.
"You couldn't sleep last night, Kam? Gawat, I really need to see him!" said Feli seriously but ended with a laugh "Hihihi.."
"Kok aunty ketawain me anyway.." whinek Kama
"Hihihi, yes sori.., sorii.. I feel good about you, Kam. Because from your story about him, you realize that you do not continue to avoid? There wasn't a single statement from him that you answered" Kama nodded
"Okay, if so now I'll help you understand. You answer yes or no. Relax, close your eyes, and answer with your heart, because your heart cannot lie. We're starting to.." Kama immediately leaned back and closed her eyes
"He's good?"
"Yes"
"He's polite?"
"Yes"
"As far as you know, he's a liar?"
"No"
"You comfortable with him?"
"Yes"
"Everytime with him, you're cool?"
"Yes"
"When he doesn't have any news, you think?"
"Yes"
"When he talks, even if it's confusing, do you like it?"
"Yes"
"When he's angry, do you feel guilty?"
"Yes"
"When did your eyes meet, you were nervous?"
"Camey"
"When the position is closer to you, your heart is pounding?"
"ii-iiy"
"When you ever hugged him in the hospital, your heart was pounding too?"
"ii-iiy"
"And now your heart is pounding too?"
"Iiiya" Feli smiled
"OK, now you take a deep breath and exhale. Repeat 2x, so you can relax again" Kama immediately according
"Now more calm, Kam?"
"Yes, auntie"
"I started asking again.. Have you ever felt a butterfly flying in your stomach?"
"Yes, how do aunts know?" kama opened her eyes, sitting up straight
"Calm down, Kam.. Yuk, relax again yuk.. I still have a question" Kama complied and returned to his original position
"Okay, we're starting again yeah.."
"One time when you were with her, you never felt like your chest was full, like a lot of bubbles inside her, making you instantly become short of breath?"
"Yeah, aunt. At that time I thought, I had asthma" Kama replied innocently while keeping my eyes closed
"When he gives you something, do you feel good and fit in with his choice?"
"Yes"
"The statement he uttered yesterday is the same as you, you hate?"
"No"
"So you like it?"
"Yes"
"His nature and attitude to you, do you like it?"
"Yes"
"The physical you like?"
"Yes, uh, no" Feli smiled
The mat!
Feli flicked his finger
"Okay, we can open our eyes"
"Udah done aunt? How are the results?" ask Kama curious
"The answer itself was just now" said Feli smiling
"I mean auntie?" but Kama still didn't realize
"So you said, you don't hate the statement yesterday. And when I ask, do you like it? You immediately answer yes. Until you get over your chest tight due to paralysis, it's because of him. He's already managed to fill every space in your heart, Kam"
"That means what, auntie?"
"Fell in love" Feli smiled again
"I'm in love? Same with Adrian?"
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About Kama will admit the diagnosis of aunt Feli or not huh??
More curious kaaan..
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