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- - Kama Pov - - - - - Kama
I was so shocked when I heard Adrian asking me to get engaged. Did he speak wrong? He doesn't even know about my illness.
Basic Freak!
"You don't really know what I am.., what my background is.., and my nuclear family, my father and mother." I told him.
"If so from this moment you know everything. About you.., your background.., and your parents.. There's still a year until my project is complete. And in that year, Pliiis knows me all.., will you?" adrian talked while looking me in the eye. Does this mean he really wants to know?
Aah, what the hell?! His gaze even made me flirt..
I took my eyes off her and stared straight at the end of the bridge of love. I didn't want him to see me get me wrong because of that look.
How could I have a boyfriend like this.. Whether to be proud or afraid, I also do not understand, the clear face of his handsome even more and more days even make me more wrong behavior!
"Where's the..? You want to, right..?" he asked back.
"Hehehe.., you can be sorry if you know everything!" I tried to warn him
"It's the exact opposite, I can regret that I didn't know everything"
I continued walking along the bridge of love that we just half lived, followed by Adrian next to me with a blue umbrella that he had been holding since. He was so kind that he noticed me like this. Everything in him was more, making me feel inferior myself. I think he's too perfect for me.
Do I deserve to be with him? How many new relationships today are so serious..
"My life is far from normal.. You must be surprised to know everything." I choose to enjoy the view rather than having to stare at his face.
"Since the first time we met I've trained in shock with you.. Shocked by your indifferent attitude.., startled by our names.., startled by your emotions.., misunderstand you.., startled by your habit of suddenly crying.., shocked by God's destiny that always brings us together.., shocked by the events of the time in the hospital.., shocked by the courtship you admit in front of aji and aunt Lulu.., surprised by your desire to learn Islam.., and shocked others. Everything you had in you from the beginning never stopped making me shocked. So for the next time, my heart is used to being shocked with you.."
Huh huh? He still remembers all that..
"Hmuuffftt.., okay, I'll tell you a slow story. Since childhood I was raised by my mother, grandfather, grandmother, and aji. They are the family in my life. Aji is the younger sister of his cousin who was raised by his grandparents"
"Sorry, what does that mean?"
Oh yeah, I forgot he doesn't understand Balinese
"Biang means mother in Balinese"
"Oh, okay, then.."
"Aji was like a sister to me. So understand if his attitude is protective. Aji was the one who always accompanied me to play, and taught me all kinds of things.. While being a prick, when I was a little prick often sick and several times in the hospital.."
"Grandfather and grandmother were also very kind and always spoiled me.. And.., I'm gonna ask where my dad is. The answer is, I don't know where he is and what he looks like now. The point is I was raised without a father figure since childhood.."
Adrian is looking at me right now, I can see it from the corner of my eye. He was starting to be surprised to hear my story. This is just warming up.
"When I was six years old, grade 1 Elementary, I saw an incident that until now I still remember clearly in the head.. The real incident I did not understand but was so scary for me at that time, to the end by bringing a firefly to the hospital.. Biang so often sick since then, more silence or crying alone. Whereas before the riang was a cheerful figure and always took me to go for a walk every afternoon.."
"I love the prick in my own way, which is not to make him dizzy and not to ask anything about him. Because in my opinion, the calmness of the prick is much better than having to go to the hospital again. But it turns out that the events of 10 years ago not only left a mark on the biang, but on me as well.."
"Without me realizing it, I grew up with the same solitude as a prick. Not knowing friends and not being able to communicate well with anyone but family.. I don't care about every incident around, even with my classmates I don't care.. Because I don't want to build a sense of attachment to friends or anyone else, so as not to feel lost.."
Ehehe, he must have been even more shocked by now. Okay we go to the next stage..
"But somehow my heart was the opposite.. My heart immediately responds to grieving and crying when someone is sick or hurt, which I know even if I don't care"
"Hmm, wait a minute, I cut a little.. I remember the student who had an accident in front of the faculty three months ago.. So you really don't know him?"
Adrian was smart and could immediately remember the incident
I nodded and smiled without looking at him. Yes, because at this time I want to tell a story calmly without having to be surprised by staring at his face.
"Even his name I don't know.. It was just a coincidence, without a plan I had to see it happen!"
"And not only that.., there is still one more habit that is very disturbing my life.."
"What?" tannya
"I don't like squirming handsome guys! Hate it!"
True allegations! Adrian was not only surprised, he stopped stepping. He's five steps behind me now.
I'm sorry, you asked me to tell me everything
I stopped and waited for him to come from behind.
Hmm, do I have to look back?
I waited for almost a minute, and I couldn't bear to look back. What I found was that I was surprised.
What the fuck is that?!
Adrian tied his face with a handkerchief, like he was wearing a mask. Handkerchief? What year is it, he still carries a handkerchief. Like my history teacher back in Junior High.
"It's like that?" I can't wait to find out what the action means.
"Let's not squirm my face." she stepped closer to me
"So you don't hate it." Now he's standing right in front of me
Hahaha, you freak!
"I already know what the shape is, so it's free to close" said my saut and we also continued to move in tandem. A little more we arrived at the end of the bridge of love, namely Tidung Kecil Island.
"How do you tell me not to hate seeing me?"
"Hahaha, are you a handsome guy? What a pede!" I laughed when I saw his behavior.
"Yes, yes, really. I don't know what the handsome category is according to your judgment." he then reopened the handkerchief that covered his face.
Ah, what if later he knows now I even look at his face.
"Because of the strangeness of that attitude, I got to a bit of the crybaby at school. And it really makes me uncomfortable! I went to a psychologist to find out what really happened to me. And the psychologist said I have PTSD, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder"
Again Adrian was surprised, he kept looking at my face seriously.
"Udah.. Wow, that's cool.. We arrived at the end of the bridge of love.." The beauty of Little Tidung Island fascinated me. The place is so quiet, peaceful, yet so sweeping. The white sand of the beach is exactly like Pulau Tidung Besar, with clear sea water like glass. It must be exciting if I can stay in a place this quiet.
"Beauty yes.. Truly a wonderful gift of God with a view as beautiful as this." said mas Adrian
"It would be great if you could stay here!" sautku and Adrian again looked at my face seriously.
A minute later we approached a father who looked like he was watching the island.
"I'm sorry sir, I asked.."
"Yes, please, ask me what?" said the father
"How many people live on this island, sir?"
"Huh? Hahaha, this sister is just around the corner. The island is uninhabited. This place is used as a tomb for the people of Pulau Tidung Besar" explained the father again
"Oh, sorry sir, I don't know, hehehe.. Thank you, sir, excuse me.."
"Sama-sama dik.., please.."
Adrian came back to me and immediately took me back to the other end of the bridge.
"Udah yuk, back.. I'm laper.."
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Hayoo, is Sutra scared or what?
Invited Kama to live on Tidung Kecil Island he did not answer...
Haha