When Kama Meet Silk 1&2

PROLOGUES

People say you'll only fall in love once in a lifetime. I mean who's really in love. Circumstances where your chest is crowded with strange bubbles that make it difficult for you to breathe until stingy (like an asthma person again relapses, exactly, hahaha.....it falls in love ato ajakitaan?..).

Then you will also be nervous half to death in addition to weak knees like fainting, (kayak abis chased by his crazy dog neighbors, long distance running until gemporrr, hahaha)

Fikss, it is only in comics, novels, soap operas, and Korean dramas that are popular today. But not in my dictionary! Falling in love is a waste of time, mind, and heart. Oh yes one more, waste energy, because later you will certainly be hurt that requires you to be injured and cry for days, even years, as experienced by my mother (my mother).

 

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I was still in 1st grade at that time, when I came home from school, at the door I saw a young lady (mother) fighting with a handsome, fair-skinned man wearing glasses. his appearance was neat and impressed like a smart person. Who her? I asked in my heart.

Biang (mother) who noticed my arrival, then told me to go inside the house immediately, but the man called my name, but,

"you're Kama Leandra Rahayu, right?" ask her with a smile and so warm eyes

I had not yet answered, biang (mother) directly told me to enter with suppressed intonation,

"yama..! you're in now!"

I am still confused directly obey the riang and go inside. Who is that guy, huh? Why does he know my full name? Pretty good looking, maybe he is...

Praanck..!!

The sound of a vase breaking. I was shocked and immediately ran out and peeked out from behind the door seeing what was happening. But what I found was my mother (my mother) crying and driving away the handsome man. With an annoyed face the man immediately left my house.

Biang continued to stare towards the road until the shadow of the man disappeared from his sight. Then...

Gubraaak...!!

"biiiiaaaaaaaannngggg........."

 

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This is the kind of love I remember to this day. Leaving behind a deep sense of trauma, until I realized that I had PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder).

Excessive disturbance characterized by unreasonable thoughts and fear of something. Constantly experiencing flashbacks or flashbacks about traumatic events. Therefore my heart immediately reacts if there is something sad or someone hurt around me. I'm sure I'll cry. Know it or not, if I see someone hurt, my tears reflex is dripping down for it.

Biang didn't even realize I had PTSD. And I didn't want to tell her either because it would only make her worry. It's not a dangerous disease after all, it's just embarrassing for me. I have to be called the crybaby by my schoolmate2, and that really sucks..!!

Now that the cry is over, I will not hear anymore. Because I finished my High School 2 months ago. And I will soon be doing my job as a student. I'll make sure no one knows about my PTSD! It won't.....

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How will Kama's next life be as a student?? Stay whiny ataaauuu......

Curious kaaan, yuuk follow 😊

THANK YOU READERS FOR READING THIS PART 😊🙏

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