When Kama Meet Silk 1&2

DISINTEGRATED

- - Kama Pov - - - - - Kama

Adrian sir?

How did he know I was back at the hostel? I tried to get away from him, but he came. I'm dizzy ah! Don't want to see him!

But he kept sending me messages wa

Silk -

What exactly are you, Kama?

I'm wrong what?

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Okay, you don't have to reply to my message, but I'll prove it to you.

I'M NOT GOING HOME!

Yes Tuhaaaan..! What the hell is he made of?! There's no bullshit! I can't see him, I can't keep him out of my life! But I also don't want to betray Mini! How should I???

Eeh, it's 11pm, it turns out, he must have come home. Aaah, please! I strees thinks of him daritadi!

Tok..button.tok..!

Someone knocked on my door, who did?

"Missi mbak e.." Deko, I opened the door.

"Yes, um.., why?" ask me after the door opens.

"Mbak e.., that's mas guanteng, kasiaaan"

"The gate wasn't closed? It's 11 o'clock"

"Wez does not tutop kabeh.. But that's you, the mas don't want to go home. He's parker in front of the gate. He said he'd be teros waiting there.."

Hmuuff! You are stubborn!!

"Yaudah mas, let me samperin. Thanks yeah.."

I took the blue cardigan behind the closet and put it on. Then hurry to meet Adrian outside.

"Brother, is he still here?" I asked him so intentionally, so that he was upset and immediately left here.

"Wait for you" he replied briefly

Oh Tuhaaan.., I'm getting more and more unable to linger looking at him!

"Jaudah cepetan, what do you say? I'll try, not for long!" I heard lightning a few times

"I can't talk fast. I want to ask you a lot of questions!"

"But it's a shame, have to try again. Look at the sky" I pointed to the sky

"No papa! It's me, not you. You answer all my questions from there"

What the fuck is this? What if he gets rained on? Crazyhead! Does he think I can let him rain??

"Have you gone crazy?" just pissed

Buuurrrrrrr.rr.r.r....!!! It rained suddenly. I saw his whole body wet in the rain. But he didn't move at all, he held on with his position facing towards me. O Tuhaaan, I swear I don't have the heart! He's really crazy! He doesn't even think about himself!

"Yes, you're right! I'm crazy because of you!" he shouted to answer me because of the sound of rain.

"Now please explain, why are you? What am I wrong?"

I almost lost sight of her condition, she was so persistent just to know my situation. But all I know is I have to break her hopes. I need to get away from her. I don't want to be happy over my own best friend's suffering!

"There's nothing, sir! I am all right! You also have nothing wrong. I was wrong.."

"I was wrong yesterday. I.., I got carried away. Actually.., I don't have any feelings for you!" I can finally say it.

Maaaaaf! I'm sorry sir, I can't be happy with Mini's suffering. I had to say that. But I swear, in my heart everything is filled with you. Not even my brain stops thinking about you.

I know, besides hurting you, I hurt myself. But I have no other choice, I can't hurt Mini. Mini's my only friend in town. I.., I'm asking maaaf...

I'm sorry sir..! I'm really sorry..

He looked at me deeply, his eyes piercing into the heart of my heart. I know he must be surprised by my words. His eyes were glazed over, like he was so hurt because of me.

I couldn't look at him much longer. My chest is tight, sakiiiit once, like dying it feels...! This is how it feels to be heartbroken...

May God forgive me for hurting you, sir..!

Unknowingly the crystal circles flowed down both of my cheeks. Lothawat! Don't let him know I'm crying! I quickly wiped my tears. But..., what am I seeing? Adrian squatted in front of me. Why her???

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-- Silk Pov -- --

"....I don't have any feelings for you!"

The sentence repeats in my ear. Although the rain was so loud, but I heard clearly Kama's speech just now.

It was as if I was being struck by lightning, lightning coming out of Kama's mouth! The lightning struck down to my deepest heart. I think I just want to die! Is this a dream or what???

That's how Kama did that to me. What wrong? Even the happiness I felt yesterday was no more than 24 hours. And now I'm heartbroken! No, it's not a broken heart. It's worse than a broken heart! Kama tricked me with her words! He tricked me!!

I should have known from the beginning, Kama would not have possibly fallen in love with me, the one who always made her upset and angry. From the beginning he hated me, but I kept insistent on approaching him. I'm so crazy about him that I don't think with logic!

Now he has confessed everything! He really tricked me! It even ruined all my hopes for him!

Oh Allah.., so stupid am I...! I must have sinned so much that God punished me in this way!

Just as the rain was falling so fast, it turned out that the universe agreed to judge me tonight.

My legs feel weak, like they can't be moved anymore. I'm really devastated right now. I feel like screaming and crying, but I'm a man, I can't do that. Moreover, Kama is still in front of me right now.

I chose squatting instead of falling down because of my weakness. I thought, slowly I will definitely be able to gather back my strength. I must be strong! I don't want to look weak in front of Kama!

"Mother why?" huh, he can still ask me that! What a heartless woman!

I choose silence not to answer. I was afraid that my emotions would spill over with the pain in my heart because of it.

"Sir.." he said again.

Please Kama, shut up! Leave me here alone! I don't want to hear your voice anymore!

I turned around, I couldn't see him anymore. It was painful, even hearing his voice hurt my heart. Let me sit here clutching my knees, calming myself from all this pain, until I can, I will definitely leave here.

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