What's up Selena ?

What's up Selena ?
Chapter 4: Meeting



Damar Anggara was my second friend, a guy I'd known from childhood like I knew Ghandi, but I was only able to start this friendship when we were in 1st grade High School, one class with me and he's my neighbor. The man looks cold from the outside, but has a very good heart according to Ghandi. Although sometimes he can be very annoying, but I like to be friends with him.


Name: Damar Anggara


Date of Birth: 10 January 1996


Height of bed: 181 cm, (may be increased again)


Hobbi: Quietly staring at the aquarium


The reason Ghandi likes it: He is smart and kind


Reason I like it: He is funny and also laughs easily in front of me


I was amazed by the writing in this black book, I saw a figure other than the one I knew, this writing is not like me, or I alone still do not know the real me. My curiosity about Damar is growing, from this writing I imagine that Damar seems like a pleasant person, it is clear in my head how it looks, because this book really describes his appearance, he said, his tall body and good body proportions, using glasses, short hair and also a little urgency, just like the depiction of cool male figures but popular in school, are, unfortunately none of the photos can validate my shadow.


“Kak” Kayla, my sister who has always accompanied me through the boredom of these three months, and she is one of my only friends who is most willing to spend her time entertaining me through these days of mine. As usual after school, Kayla was always with me.


“Kak, again why ?” ask Kayla who is still in her school uniform.


“Replace clothes first, then sister answered” I said by narrowing my eyes towards Kayla.


“Later dehhh, so lazy” said Kayla who laid her body on my bed.


“You are pretty scolded mama loh” said I am still trying to find out the clues about Damar in this Black book.


“So I've read all his books?” ask Kayla curious.


“Not” answered me with a smile looking at Kayla's face like she wanted to say something.


“Hmmm, sister want me to help you not ?” ask Kayla to me.


“Help what?” ask me curious.


“There's been progress about sister's memory?” ask Kayla curious.


Kayla's question made me speechless, during these three months there was no progress from my memory, I still did not remember anything, I was confused what to do. But with the people in this book, maybe they can help me.


“Sister needs your help” Kayla shows an enthusiastic face, while nodding her head.


“You can not, ask the same mom about our neighbor who used to be Damar Anggara, because if the big brother, mama would not want to menjawab” Kayla looks surprised to hear my words.


“Kok his face like that? But he said he wanted to help sister” I was curious.


“So you know where Mas Damar is from?” ask Kayla curious.


“From this book you love, here is a list of the names of your friends, you have not read?” I said to Kayla.


“Not yet, I found the book in the warehouse last week, I didn't have time to read it, so I immediately love big brother” said Kayla.


“So can you, about Damar?” ask me again.


“No need to ask mama brother, we are the ones who find information about Mas Damar, because I also know Mas Damar, and my dear brother now this time is very sophisticated, because I also know Mas Damar, we can find out everyone easily, we can find Mas Damar on instagram, facebook and on other social media, he said, and I am grateful to have a sister who is very proficient in the field of prostalkingan and of course what we need now is I take a shower first ” Kayla then get out of bed and out of the room, and I could only look at the black book expectantly.


***


“How were you at Kay's school? Ask your mom who is busy working in front of her laptop, even though it is time for dinner.


“OK ma” said Kayla who was cool to take her side dish.


“Mama can report from Buk Maya he said you yesterday did not enter the class all day with the reason to want to practice piano” as soon as your face turned a little more serious than usual.


“He Kayla piano rehearses to make it even better” Kayla said sounding confident.


Mama closed her laptop, looking at Kayla who was eating this dinner.


“Why ?” ask mama.


“Mbok Ros how long have we been working together ma ?” what I wanted to ask was different from what I was thinking, I was eager to ask her about Damar Anggara, but seeing Kayla's expression I undo my intentions.


“From you have not been born” the look on your face has started not tense like before, mama then smiled thinly.


“I'm ready to eat, and I want to study first well in my sister's room, tonight anyway I slept with sister” Kayla then left the dining table. My mom and I continued our dinner.


***


“Kay, or we find the same information Mbok Ros aja how?” I said while lying in a pair with Kayla who was focusing on looking at her Handphone.


“Mbok Ros was a spy mama sak, it is difficult to cooperate with Mbok Ros, his loyalty and loyalty with mama is already very ingrained” Kayla who speaks with her poetic tone.


“Switch read Ghandi's poem well, so be a gini” poetic ass My word teases Kayla.


“Ia, Mas Ghandi's poem and Kak Selena's poem are also kan” Kayla said by narrowing her eyes at me.


For too long I forgot myself, I didn't even know myself as told by Kayla or my identity from my own room. My mom said I love to write, but it's been 3 months that I've never written. Well, I just wish I could get to know my true self and certainly Ghandi.


“Kak, can ni Damar Anggara” Kayla show social media accounts of a man who even in his account contains nothing but an old motorcycle photo.


“You sure this is Damar?” I try to convince.


“Yakin sis, one hundred percent” says kayla with confidence.


“Where's the date he was?” my many.


“First, his account is not in private, the second followers are very much already 10 thousand, and there is no following and it shows that the owner of this account is famous and popular among him, he said, and the most convincing thing is that this old motorcycle, brother, this motorbike and the photo place is exactly like the next-door neighbor's motorbike, and I'm sure Mas Damar seems to have been here before Kayla deh” gave an argument that is difficult to accept, but I still smile to see Kayla who is eager to help me.


“Color according to you is Damar, brother please you mintak mobile phone sister who saved the same mom, let sister who send messages through social media sister herself” my door to Kayla.


“Kayaknya can not deh kak, because the same day before brother accident right mobile phone, laptop brother rusakin and brother soak into the pool because..” Kayla stopped her speech, hesitating to say it again.


“Because what” you are curious.


“I don't know exactly why, because on that day my brother was really angry with Mas Ghandi and came home crying and angry, angry, I never saw a sister like that” Kayla said in a soft-sounding voice.


My life is full of mysteries and puzzles, there is fear in my heart, I fear that I am the cause of all these puzzles, but I still cannot give up.


“Too many mysteries well, hmmmm if social media accounts brother and Mas Ghandi you know ?” I asked Kayla.


“Kakak and Mas Ghandi are Kudett, less updated, dating is too classic to use poems all right, so you two are stone age humans who are trapped in the bodies of the millennial” generation Kayla said with a soft laugh. I also laughed to see Kayla who seemed very sincere about loving me. Despite all the emptiness I felt, Kayla still gave me her own color.


“I've just sent the same message my brother damar, continue tomorrow we ask the same mama mobile phone and laptop for sister, so sister can keep living sister, brother, tomorrow I'll help you tell mama” Kayla sounds very convincing.


***


“Kak dibales” this morning Kayla replaced the crowed chicken sura to wake me up. My morning opened with an enthusiastic smile from Kayla who was waiting for Damar to return the message.


“Mas Damar would like to see you today at home at 10 he said” I was surprised to hear Kayla say, I was confused how to, I was confused, because ever since I got out of this hospital the first time I met anyone else I was afraid that Damar still couldn't help me.


***


“Mas Damar” Kayla ran towards the living room and I followed her slowly.


I looked at Kayla's head on the elus gently, they both stood up while coolly reprimanding her warmly, I smiled looking at them and I didn't even dare to get too close.


“Kak here” Kayla came up to me and pulled my hand which is currently feeling very nervous to meet Damar.


Me and Damar faced each other, I smiled to greet him, and Damar smiled to greet me as well.


“Ababar Selena?” ask Damar to me.