What If I'm Not Good Just

The Wound In His Eyes

Casson looked into Casey's eyes, there were so many disappointments and wounds that he gave.There was deep sadness in Casson's heart.

But Casson was as usual silent.

" I'm being a stupid woman bang, stupid feeling you love me, loving a child, all fake," Casey said.

Casey wiped away the tears in the corner of her eye.

" Lord, please break this feeling of love, help me forget it, Casey said in her heart.

" Maybe you're tormented living together with me, you feel like I'm not what you want me to be. I treated you less, so you could escape to gambling or to another woman."

" I feel hate for myself Casson.People who do not love me, should refuse when it comes to me, instead of tired, sick, I feel inferior to women of the night.Fourteen years we are married, twenty-two years I know you, it turns out all lies.I even feel you're forced to marry me, "Casey's gaze blankly stared at the ignorance.

" I learned that you were wasted, that's okay, even when you died,you say it will be made at one location of your parents' tomb I will fulfill.Walau I think we used to not want to repotin children, want to be cremated and our ashes scattered in the sea".

" Man is born alone, goes home alone, too, "said Casey patting slowly on his chest, to keep him strong.

" The love that you told me was fake Cas. Look at my dull, unkempt face, my hands are full of hard work, 14 years you never bought me jewelry though, 14 years, 14 Years you never buy clothes for me, for my son, you never make money too much for me when imlekan, only once, one time only. Even for me to reply to a friend who gave my child my father's extreme I can't afford, you never get past it.Dress in my former brother I collect for me to use, I wear it,because I can not buy underwear.Yah Cas, my life is very sad is not.Hina you make.I am not the most important part of your life."

" My heavy question you answered, why did you marry me, if you wasted me and my son?".

" I will not expect anything from you, if you want to go, please, but do not forget , salary and all the needs of children, you must fulfill, you must fulfill, because they never ask to be born into this world, you can do anything outside, whatever, you are free, you are strong, you can lie for the sake of lies, Godup with lies, until you die.Because of your rottenness will God open, when you are negligent, you can fool humans, but not with God.God sees, how to account for you in every step of your life.How do you use money, wisely ,how can you joke laugh with any woman that you can scatter money.Your life is ruined, your response will be borne, you plant, you harvest.Being a human can be easy, but being a human trash, but being a human,full of joyful faith, being a human being who is just a human being, without meaning what it means that you live in the breath given by God, but be poisoned and dirty in the world.You are like a thief, a robber, a liar, a liar,your life is not a blessing, it is a source of pain for your children and your wife.Your children and wives cannot repay what you did to them, you lie to what extent, your conscience is never there.Not forever can you fool your wife and children.In spite of karma you will accept yourself."

" Your eyes are blind to the temptations of the world, your life is dirty, your body is dirty, your hands are dirty, only sins can you make.Make your happiness, do as you please.Reachhh? if you feel happy to go with him, it does not matter to me and my children.Your salary will be used to pay our debts and necessities of life.Dare you marry me, until death, you must be responsible , because you are obligated to do it.That is the reward of your hypocrisy, make me a shield for your dirty deeds with anyone.I am difficult for you to destroy, care and development of my son is also difficult for you to disturb, make compensation for us, and make it a compensation for us,our relationship is just material, nothing more."

" If the inner living is still I ask, because I am a normal woman, not a cheap prostitute.Not also women sell themselves, not also be a crazy woman brondong or husband people.I've felt the feeling you perhi to the brothel, not even a woman, not to be a crazy woman brondong or husband, I feel you give money to a woman who is respectful and you are compassionate, I also feel you are better to another woman than to be with me, it's fine, it's okay, my tears of God will be reckoned one day, you will pay for it all.The pain and destruction of my life you will pay with cries and wounds more than what you make for me.There will be people you love, he said,break your heart and trust.If it was not me who avenged your crimes, but there will be a woman you have covered with me all this time, left you, destroyed you, and stepped on your heart.However I am no longer the woman who is there ,not a woman who survives this folly.This bitter enough, this sick chip, enough water my may, and enough of this destruction you make, I'm not your puppet anymore, that you can step on, you can step on,which you can deceive."

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