What If I'm Not Good Just

Foibles

After Junior High, a close friend of mine moved to school, making me come back alone. And I was in school with Jonny. Some of my friends are still there, Firman, Erik, Hendra, Anto, David, they're best friends, close friends, no frills said girlfriend . We are friends as is. I also know Esther, she became my best friend in High School . We often joke laugh, and funny funny funny . Our friend Hendra finally dated a fellow friend during Junior High, our friend moved to another town 2, but in 2nd grade High School he moved back to school .

When I was in High School, I got into the class of excellence . Not to imagine, children who SD value red 4 or 5 adorn the rapot , can enter the class featured😅😆Gurunya wrong , or I am transformed into smart🤭 .

" Cas , you entered yahh's class of excellence, " said my cousin Elsa .

" Yes Sa....".

" We sit next to samoingan yuk, one bench

," said Elsa.

" Don't fit dong Sa, if one bench, " Casey said.

" I mean semeja lohhh, " said Elsa laughing.

" Somehow 'em, we're sitting at table ', Casey's ledek ."

Elsa laughs ngakak .

Elsa took my bag and put it next to her chair.

Jefry and Adi are also in the class of Cas 'seeded" said Elsa.

" O yahhhh".

" Tuh...., Elsa shows Jefry and Adi sitting in the same place, like herself and Elsa .

Some teachers in High School again set up students and students. Back to gift giving. But still quite, in terms of grades , some teachers still fer to be honest .

The superior class does not necessarily make the students superior to all things. Entering the superior class, there will be many types of humans who are nerds, but when mingling, there is also recalcitrant, feel super power, smart class, so have a low level also, so have a , like a super class that is different from other classes. Classes are not always good classes. Plus there are minus.

" Eh Melani is also in the top class" Elsa said .

I glanced at Melani, my papa's superior son, smart sighh, but not super smart. Since SD is often champion 1, but SMP always compete with Adi.

" Many well, good value is good, many rivals" said Elsa.

Casey just shut up .

The pressure I felt in the seeded class was huge . People in the top class, who are economically fit like me are few, more people are located and established .

In this class, I know some male figures who often become one group with me . Jefry and Adi are my group mates. I have a cousin named Elsa. He's my cousin pretty good. Elsa when Junior High became my friend back home from school .

" Cas , later we go home the same yahhh, " said Elsa .

" Well, Sa, I picket daft, it's my turn, our line ."

" Yes, wait for me, when you are waiting for me Sa, beware yahhh ".

Casey sweeps the row , Casey on the right sits , 2 tables on the right, into a picket cleaning class . Adi was cleaning the class.

Adi smiles at Casey, Casey replies.

Awe is the same smart person, indeed different, hehehehe," Casey said in his heart.

" Cas , go to the IDA store later yahhh, I want to buy a pen ".

Casey nodded.

I used to accompany him to buy a book pen, because we passed the bookstore . With his parents' hefty economy, at the time , buying a pen one box , and a book a dozen , was already quite remarkable . Pupen is black . blue, he always buys per box . And make no mistake, he has one for me, no hehehe .

He is good, but in terms of giving no . I also did not ask for . I'm also a sincere friend . If it is given I accept but to ask for it is not my nature .

If Elsa buys dozens of pupen and school supplies, not for me who lives in the economy .

Asking for a pen is very difficult at home, must always be in my papa . Just ask to buy a new pen . pen packed, why run out quickly? It's always like it's asking for money, it's very difficult at home. And my mama never helped me if I got cornered, hit or scolded, my mama never protected me. At home, I am the child who gets hit most often and gets angry . My body became ignorant, want what , already resigned .

I used to cry in silence, to complain, I had no one . What a pity, to endure sadness, despair surely . And I was determined not to repeat my despair .

The weakness of a child, when he is never considered meaningful to the world . The weakness of a child, when he is in a child threshing, in contrast to the sauce . His personality is formed into a minder, less social, and often aloof and sad.

" This pen is new loh Cas , very smoothly if the nulis , " said Elsa.

" The price is also mehong kan Sa ".

" Yes, different five thousand of the same pen that I used to buy, but it's okay Cas , try the latest output ."

Casey just smiles .

More often than not, after school, I spend time at home made of planks, on the 2nd floor, precisely the name of the attic. After selling the cake and accompanying my brother to buy vegetables for sale to his esokan, in the attic of my headquarters, looking at the tree, where the wind blew the branches, seeing it was hard enough for me .

My situation is more depressed, where in every comic book rental place, my mom comes to that place, forbids people who rent comics , so as not to rent the comic books to me . With reason, so that my achievements do not go down.

Honestly, I heard it from every book rental place, very sad . I read comics, a lot about knowledge, and my achievements never went down .

One of the consolations, because I never considered it was to read comics . But it was also about, while setting aside a pocket money that I do super little, because I am a hobby of reading.

If you are a parent, do not just think about yourself, understand the child's world as well . And I didn't do this to my two children . Anything that is still positive I let , including after learning, both my children want to play Mobile legend games, I allow . Because I don't want to, the world of my children I took away, the world they like . There is a limit to them playing the game, I think that is enough .

Early on they only play games on Saturdays, but since Corona there are , the pressure for children is greater, they want to go to school, interact with many friends, become not school. They asked me to keep the hemster, until I allowed it, because they were confused, usually a lot of activities, arriving just at home, it was hard for the child .

Being a parent, not necessarily making power over all things, and frowning out what constitutes his child's world. A world that can provide comfort to him .

" Broom sweep yes Cas, also clean the bathroom," said my mother.

" Yes ma ".

I also sweep the house, sweep the yard, mengyabuti grass, then brush the bathroom.

" It's not clean in the bathroom, "my brother said.

" Just try the brush, it can not be brush, and repeatedly Casey brush, not missing ".

" Here.., my sister brushed the floor."

" Can't go away, right? ".

My brother was silent .

Always do, don't believe .

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