What If I'm Not Good Just

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I've been...Ever loved you, until we were given two little angels.

I was once the one who loved you the most.

I cried in the middle of the night because I missed you.

I always say your name in my prayers.

And right now, I've been trusting you completely....Yes when everything has not been revealed.Once revealed, who are you?you are cruel as your mama, just like your papa, just like your brother.

All this time I've been used to being alone.

Think for yourself, find your own solutions.All are not there, they are only in my sad story.

" I remember you again, this afternoon, you must

There will be where I, will stand before you, look at your face and say, at last we meet......One word I want to say to Jonny, the one from the endless story."

I saw it on social media accounts, maybe if I accepted you, my story is not like this.

" A relationship will last if a man's affection is greater than a woman's.Because if a man struggles, then a woman will continue to maintain."

" But a lot of men don't appreciate Cas's woman, do they?" dikta.

" Well, mostly selfish and pious."

" One writing makes my body not give up, whatever bad I arrive to find my husband finish off whatever is in the house.Sabungan son, my jewelry he sells, our pension money we agreed to, he said,when an old man will not bother the child, he forgets himself, and never judge someone from the diligence he worship.

Reading the Bible, it doesn't guarantee that his family is devout in worship, but human nature determines it" Casey said.

" Well Cas, all the masks.Many of them are."

" My family-in-law, the most devout worship, but there is no love in her heart for her daughter-in-law, grandchild. Only masks can smile and be friendly to people, but when they get to know more deeply and become their family, they are much more respectable people who rarely worship, but their love is very deep for others" Casey said.

" Our behavior that makes us close to God.Not because we are diligent in worship, but we will not be able to call upon the children of the poor, do cruel and do not care about the same grandchildren, but we will not,if life is full of blessings for others," Casey said.

" I hope there is always God's plan, the plan behind all my actions.

Do not give up hope on Him.Because God never stops working on your life.I encourage myself Dik".

" Yes dong, don't get tired of praying, your son's son is still there."

" The happiness, that,

Married to the man who.....

love us equally

Who accept us as we are.

Faithful

The same commitment we

Men are open, honest and decide everything involves us and assume we exist, right Dik".

" Agreed Cas".

" I am not taught sweet-mouthed, dark-face one, I like to say, hate me show, if dear then I prove.Hurt heart I show, because I am not the one who gives a lie smile" ,caeey.

" Yes, that's how you've ruined him".

" Well, his face and his teeth are like vampires, maybe created like that, just like his character".

" Hmmm".

" I'm getting away, because their words hurt me more.As a mother, I have to take care of my mental health.Pressed, depression I experienced it.From the gathering she was in online I share, I also met the priest, the monk.

In the past , they hurt , I just kept quiet.The monk said, answer what they said. So you are not in hurt, and you must be strong , fresh for your son, so the monk told me Dik".

" It turns out, the more I come here, the more I understand.It is not me who is not good to treat someone.

But..Someone who never understands, how to give good feedback also, right dik".

" Of right Cas".

" I always think of other people's feelings, have they ever? no. gabe.

Did my husband ever think about what he gave me? for years he hid the carcass playing gambling, and my suspicions were that he was cheating, because he was tired, he did not want to be related to me, from his refusal, he said ,yahhh I'm like a call woman asking for rations on her husband.Sick, obviously.

As a normal human being, who needs sexual needs, I am like a beggar.Bukan can not I dinah outside and get a wad of money.

No, my life is the temple of God, my life is clean, I have pride."

" It's really your fate Cas" Dikta said.

" Frequently think about the feelings of others, when I am very hurt.Tired ..for sure, very tired.Even breathing I am difficult, looking at the distance. I don't have anything to send my two children to school, even his salary is tens of millions every month to pay a credit card."

" The silence of the golden fish Cas, bile.Sick, life can be like an eel, do not seem to him to lie to you, in years , do you believe in your husband again?".

" No .. I won't believe it at any time".

" You asked to separate?".

" There is no Catholic word for divorce."

" If you go, get married, then my marriage is Zina's marriage, if Casson does, he's also called Zina's marriage."

" Only death can be killed".

" My son's tuition, I'm the number one, with the proceeds of my food sale, in a small way.Sick, obviously."

" Patience Cas, there will be a rainbow after the rain".

" My brother who has money, where would care.Don't expect to be helped, just aja, there is money to buy rice, gak.All quiet.They are also increasingly changed.More concerned about their lives.When asking for help I never.Gak have money, they are also more,I never minjam, never asked, patience, must be Dik".

" It hurts, I feel alone.I confided in my cousin who is in Surabaya.He is very good, he is very good, even want to help me transfer for children.But I do not accept.There is an intention to give and respect what I experienced. I've been very moved.Sama he I told.And at first I don't know what my husband did.Thanks to his help, he had a friend who is a tarot master, from there open who my husband one by one, want how else, how else, he just kept quiet".

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Don't Forget

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