What If I'm Not Good Just

His name is Casson Christian

During college hours, there was a man approaching me, his name was Jupiter, he was handsome, neat, already working, just a lecture connecting his D3 to S1 accounting.We often tell stories, he approached me but with doctrines from parents, we often told him,I do not dare to welcome a proposal to establish a relationship with him, when the person is gentle and kind.The future is also clear.

I don't know, there was someone who signed off on Jupiter's absence, until the end of the meeting .

" Ihhhh, who signed absent Jupiter who is it ?" I asked Evi.

" I don't know either" said Esther.

" It's so weird".

" Yes...".

Lecturer to question, but no one confessed.Last I know, and Casson admitted, he did.

Time passed, a man of Catholicism, a tribe with me, approached me.He was sick, so he did not go to college, he visited my boarding house, I taught and explained the material to him.I was friendly, I was friendly,if the person initiating the conversation, if people are close to me, then I will be friendly.

Fate can not be expected, I once thought , happiness it will come in time.Always think, I have to iklas and patiently live whatever my life.Patiently face the test.Like raindrops that fall to the earth, I always think, only prayer and effort can change everything.

But in the end I realized, all my patience was running out.

"Don't force anyone, to love you".( Don't force anyone to love you).

" Or chat you".(or chat with you)

"Or talk to you(or talk to you).

" Because the right person"(because the right person).

" Always find way "(always find a way).

" To connect with you".(to stay with you).

I chose the wrong man, because of the doctrinal pressure from my parents, I felt he was good, but I was wrong, after all these years, living with me, I just found out, he's just a two-faced man, man can hide a secret, man can hide a secret, man is closed, and I think I know him, but I'm wrong.I became the subject of his deception, became the object where he lied for years.

Shock?..certain.

" But everything is broken, I already have two children.This destruction, confused for me to live, honestly I am very broken, disappointed and helpless."

" He's a good guy?".

" Where do I know bang".

My first brother asked me about Casson.

" What is the church?".

" Right, read the Bible is diligent too".

" Do you like her?".

" Ordinary, but the tribe ,religion is the same, lived alone".

" Yeahhh, good take care of yourself ".

Casey nodded.

" Is this true love?".

"This is the man I love"?

" Is this the husband who married me?".

In my second year of college, I finally accepted Casson as my girlfriend.Him self-liked one of my friends in the lecture room, his name is Ratna.Ratna to tears because Cason did not choose him.According to Casson I was his first girlfriend.And from the beginning ,he was different looking at me.

I received Casson. initially because of the ledge of my friend, Casson often batangi me.I never to GR an, be to GR ran.It turns out on the stove stove stove, can make someone so a repeat.And it happened to me.At first we just walk, he never dated, nor did I ever. Our relationship, just like the status after we made it.Gak never walk together.Even go home to college each other.

" I like you Cas."

" I don't want to, I'm hurt."

" Yes, I promise"

That's how you answered me when you shot me.

Until I felt, and complained to my friend Desy, I thought I was breaking up with Casson, after stating like, he disappeared like nothing.

Just in every lecture, just like in the past, sitting behind my chair.

We're a stiff couple, who don't understand anything.So I know how to hold hands as a couple, and how we kiss, we learn from each other and get to know each other, a lot of new things that we experience.

" I love you and love you Cas".

" Maskih.., answer me".

He thinks I'm his first girlfriend, but I don't know either, it's true or not.All I know and hear from him, when Junior High there was a woman chasing him, but Casson wasn't interested.Only in college did he look at me differently.

Many men who are also friends of Casson pounding arms Casson, because get me.They flat like me.I cheerful girl, the more cheerful I can be the more I grow up.

" Cheat you Cas, play back, you cut the road, I don't think you really have a crush on Casey."

" I know, you like Casey a lot, I set the strategy la," Cason said.

" You're lucky Cas" Aloy said.

Casson several times before we dated, participated in group assignments, same with me, before we dated.

Casson's good at math, and I'm good at taxation and accounting.

Casson's struggle got me, not an easy thing.The struggle was very heavy for him.I'm not a cheap woman, and indeed I was difficult to approach people.

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Don't Forget

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