What If I'm Not Good Just

My Feelings He Wailed Me

I don't know how big my heart is, my feeling says 'he's close to another woman, how far I don't know.In addition to the tarot card that opens all the veils, the, I was very hard to find evidence.So much my annoyance God, sometimes I feel, talking alternately to my heart. Is it not yet revealed, but God I hurt even more when longer knowing the rottenness of my husband.Judge just make my brain damaged.Sometimes, I want to ask, is there any more , do you owe the same person ? fear haunted me, ever since he gambled and owed me hundreds of millions, my life has not calmed down.

I often check the email, timeline from the map account, google activity check, even create a map where the existence is all clean.

But this I did after being exposed to the falsity and lies of years of gambling, spending my son's deposits, spending all his salary and savings and leaving only debt.

" Failure of marriage, do not make us worse Cas, I know the weight for you through the lies of your husband, lost and dashed all your beliefs.It should all be a lesson, so you learn, so you learn, avoiding a repeat of Cas's same mistake" Dina said that afternoon seeing Casey crying in her living room.

Casey did not come gymnastics, after picking up her son home from school, Casey left her son to be satisfied to cry for sure.But when Dina called , felt something was wrong with Casey, but, Dina rushed straight to Casey's house. And sure enough, as powerful as man is, faced with the bitter reality, accepting the circumstances that arrive drain the day, as strong as it will be clear as well.

Sometimes it goes down, and it gets worse.

" You know not Din, divorce is not a difficulty, the real trouble is to endure, endure an unhappy marriage.Usually, I felt I was loved, I felt loved, he was crazy as I was.However , ever since his lies were exposed, I became aware, he did not sincerely marry me, in fact, I feel I am a shield and a tool, and well ..he managed to ruin my life. Ever since I married her, where ever I was happy.See, have a bag only 1, have sandals only 1, dress in , I picked up from her former ancient brother, very sick. He gives my snacks 200 thousand a month, while he can judge millions every day, he can give his parents 1 million, 500 thousand, I he considers Din, very sick. I can even sell my jewelry when I work first. During marriage , where ever he bought me jewelry, even took my jewelry.I was actually very tired, tired of understanding , what the contents of his brain.Tired at toying like a game, destroyed my life.Even I said, he'll get karma for what he did for me and my son."

" Patience Cas, you are devastated."

" You remember your two children, you don't do this, let's walk, catch the wind, don't slump at home, don't cry from people who are not important and don't need you to cry, your job is not done. If you go, how to support children .Hang on, smart kid, all God will pay for your grief because people are deceitful.You must be strong Cas."

" My feelings too, he's wishing me Din, a really sick cannibal, all the rubbish I made."

" I'm having trouble finding evidence, maybe I'm not a woman who's been lied to by my husband, behaving like I'm loyal, but the poison from her mouth comes out, cheats and plays on my feelings."

Dina hugged Casey tightly.

Casey's cries broke again that afternoon.

" Here, wash your face Cas, let us walk.Ngumpulin spirit, for children, do not think for the evil man.You think of yourself.Don't be ruined because of him".

Casey lowered his head.Casey slowly walked into the room, washed his face, saw his eyes and destruction.

Dina immediately excuse me to come in, powder Casey and apply Casey lipstick.

" You are my beautiful friend, remember that man must be your husband, why did you enter his family, his family so often slandered you where , evil parents you know yourself. I'm sad to see you Cas. If time could be repeated, I wouldn't let you marry her, I shouted at the church with no objections."

" He's good at keeping Din's carcass."

Dina and Casey hugged each other again. Dina stroked Casey's hair.Feel very sad to see the sadness of her close friend.

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