What I'm Going to be without You

This Taste

After the dhuhur mother Jasmine came to the hospital with the needs needed when the hospital including a change of clothes and some Keynan underwear. Mother Jasmine saw a small white pot containing a purple chrysanthemum flower plant near the door, there is Keynan writing in the pot besides that there is also a picture (^.^) next to the name Keynan. Mother Jasmine took it and brought it into the inpatient room. Keynan was still with Bella telling her stories. Mother Jasmine walked in right away.

"I'm sorry son Bella, aunt a little long" said mother Jasmine felt guilty for having to trouble Bella keep Keynan. Mother Jasmine walked over and put down her carry-on bag.

"Why aunt, don't feel long" replied Bella smiling at Jasmine's mother.

"That's what a bund?" asked Keynan because he saw a flower that was so striking in his eyes.

"Oh this, purple chrysanthemum flowers, pretty huh".

"Mother buy?" ask Keynan.

"Ngga, you saw it in front of the door so you take it" replied the mother happily.

"Have people kali bund, don't take it" Keynan said

"Well, this has a name for Keynan".

The mother placed the flower on a table next to Keynan

"Beautiful huh!", said mother Jasmine praising the flower.

"Who the hell is Bund?" asked Keynan curiously.

"Loh, are you the one from here baby, no one came but Bella's son?"

"There's no bund, no Bell!", Keynan replied reassuring the mother.

"Yes aunty, we were here before, no one else came" replied Bella defending Keynan's statement.

"Hmmm, who is it, maybe from a fan of Keynan aunty" Bella added.

"It could be that" replied Jasmine.

"Well, I don't have any fans, I've wasted the flowers, there's nothing else".

"You are so dear, you can't, you have to appreciate people's gifts", persuaded mother Jasmine.

"Part of why the hell, love flowers use the event at the front door, why not give it a try" said Keynan ketus.

"Maybe the guy's hurrying Key", Bella is prejudiced.

Keynan then looked at the flower, then saw again there is a picture (^.^), funny also inner. Is this not from Meira? Ah not possible, I love Meira yes flowers, but if so, ah it's just so. Keynan's mind spoke for itself. Eventually Keynan let the flower remain on the table anyway later the mother could take care of him.

"Oh yes aunt, rich Bella must leave, it's late in the day".

"Yes, thank you, Bella, take care of Keynan" replied Jasmine.

"Key, Bella's coming home" Bella said goodbye to Keynan.

"Thank you Bell" Keynan replied.

After Bella's bouncing, Bella went to the parking lot there was a driver who was lying under a shady tree right behind her parked car.

***

Bella walks further and further away from the hospital, she does not know where to go, her mind is chaotic, she does not know what she feels now, even though she has often seen Keynan with her boyfriends first, she said, but this time, she felt differently. This time he was afraid of losing Keynan. He was afraid that if Keynan was with anyone else, Keynan would never remember him again.

Meira stops by the roadside, then sits on a chair under a shady and shady tree, she sits down thinking about what she will do after this. He did not know whether this feeling of jealousy or fear of loss or both. He looked down at the scene he had seen.

Closed both eyes, Meira tried to think clearly. He thought, he can't do this, he should feel happy to see Keynan happy.

"What kind of friend I am, I have no right to chat Keynan want to deket ma who" Meira said by himself.

"Ah, suck me" he continued.

"Lo who Ra is aware of dong, is aware" Meira said still talking to himself.

Then Meira took a deep breath and exhaled it through her mouth. Meira got up from her chair and left the place. Meira gets back on the bus, she chooses to sit close to the window so she can see the scenery outside.

Meira went home straight into the room and laid her body on the bed. He felt very tired today compared to before. Meira fell asleep probably due to exhaustion through some of the events she was not wearing today.

The clock shows that at 02:00 pm Meira woke up, she realized she had not prayed. He rose from his soft bed and performed the dhuhur prayer. Then he went out of the room to see his mother had just returned to shopping for daily necessities. Her mother smiled, Meira rushed to help her mother bring her groceries into the house.

The day turns night, Meira has dinner with her mom and dad. They discussed plans to visit Keynan after he had surgery. His father Meira had contacted Keynan's parents if they could not reach him at this time, Keynan's parents understood and informed him.

"Well, Pah, Meira take a little walk out".

"Not late at night" his papa said

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"Be careful on the road" said his mother.

Meira kisses her papa's hand and kisses her mother, she goes to the garage to get her favorite bike out. Meira wants to ride a bike tonight to relieve the anxiety she feels. Meira put up earphones to listen to the songs she likes, then she did not forget to wear a bicycle helmet.

The bike was slow, Meira deliberately pedaled slowly because she wanted to enjoy the beautiful atmosphere of the night. Bicycle walking a few miles from home, Meira began to feel tired she took a short break to buy a drink because she forgot to bring a drink. After getting a bottle of water, he rushed to drink it and continued on his way. After passing through the city park, Meira wandered around for a while, seen some young people were sitting chatting, there were also some food vendors.

Meira stopped and led her bike, walking away from the city park. His feelings feel better. After a while walking a group of people confronted him in a deserted place, there were about 4 people and one of them was the person he knew, Aris, yes no other. Aris along with his motorcycle gang who plans to gather with others happens to pass the road there and see Meira walking and then facing him. He wanted to return his frustration this afternoon.

Aris teases Meira, she who is not lazy energy serving the man. This time Meira was really upset by his behavior. Aris tries to hold Meira's face and slaps her with Meira's hand.

Aris and his gang laughed. This time Aris felt victorious because this place was deserted from passers-by. Aris gave the code to his gang. Quickly they immediately held Meira's hand, one hand held by 1 person. Meira's bike slipped out of her hand she tried to make a revolt and screamed but no one passed by. Why is this night so quiet, her inner.

"No one will help you" Aris laughed.

"Take him near the empty house, and you get rid of his bike, lest anyone know" Aris ordered.

They do their job, while Meira is still trying to rebel, she hopes someone will help her. Meira gathered all her might to kick her leg to the person holding her, her right hand came off and then punched the others, after everything had come off, she tried to run, but Aris swiftly stopped her. Aris held her in his arms tightly. Meira keeps up the power's running out. Suddenly someone hits Aris' friends. His three friends fell in pain.