What I'm Going to be without You

The Pink Letter Writer

This morning the dawn of the Adhan reverberated, the air outside was currently quite cold. Meira has opened her eyes, but it feels lazy to wake up, her body still wants to be spoiled with a soft and warm mattress. His mouth repeatedly evaporated. Hoaam is so sleepy. From behind the door of her room, her mother called her name to wake up. Meira just says yes. Then he stretched his muscles, ah it feels like being pulled this body. Wake up Meira, he muttered as he patted her cheek.

Meira got up from her bed, rubbing her eyes. He walked towards the room for ablution and performed the dawn prayer. After the Meira prayer tidied up the school tool on her desk, after she considered it neat, Meira walked to unlock her bedroom door and went Meira to the kitchen to see her mother who was preparing breakfast. His father is still in the mosque usually returns home before 6, sometimes after prayers in the mosque his father chatted with the surrounding residents. Meira watched her mother slicing onions.

"What did Mama make breakfast for?" An actual question she already knew what the answer was because Meira saw the ingredients her mother was preparing.

"Cooked fried rice" his mother replied as she sliced some of the peeled onions.

"Meira help ya!"

"Do not, mending you take a bath, get ready to go to school" said his mother gently.

"Yes, Meira took a bath first yes", kissed the cheek of her mother who was still finishing her spice preparations. Her mother just smiled at the behavior of her daughter who had begun to grow up.

Meira leaves for school with her papa who happens to be leaving today because her papa leaves early in the morning because there is a meeting at the office. Meira is only escorted to the school gate, yes because the rules of the school outsiders can only take her to the gate.

At that time there were many other students who also just arrived, some came by public transportation, some brought their own vehicles there were also delivered.

Meira steps her feet towards the class, her mouth continues to hum even though it is just a dudududu lyric.

"Ra", an unfamiliar voice rang out in her ears, a soft and innocent voice.

"For Lu", Meira who knew whose voice was immediately turned her head and greeted the innocent innocent innocent girl.

The two of them walked together to class while recounting the incident of yesterday's letter, the tragedy of the pink letter Lulu said and they laughed at each other. Right in front of the classroom door suddenly there was already a male figure waiting for him, a familiar face but he was not from the same class as her, he was, he deliberately waited for Meira in front of the class because he wanted to get an answer from yesterday's letter.

"Hi", greet the man.

"Hi", Meira replied with a forced smile.

"Sorry, want to pass" said Meira who was a little uncomfortable because the road was blocked. Meira tried to break through the man.

"Wait for dong Ra" said the man, blocking him again.

Keynan who was in class got up from her seat because she saw Meira being stopped at the classroom door.

Lulu whispered in Meira's ear, "He who sent the canned letter, he's an IPS 2nd grader who asked for MOS's first fitting acquaintance".

Meira tried to remember, and she just remembered the time of MOS there were people who wanted to get acquainted with her because she said Meira was similar to her ex.

"Which letter is it?", Meira pretended about the letter.

"The pink letter in your drawer"

"Oh that one, yeah I'll be bales"

Several students were already huddled to witness this incident. Keynan had also moved out of his chair to see what would happen, Keynan did not want to take any wrong steps, he was just in case Meira was bullied.

"Could you give me the answer now, wouldn't you?"

"Well, I shot him with a letter, yes I answered him with a letter as well dong", Meira was getting uncomfortable because he did not like being the center of attention.

"Ok, I'm shooting you right now, Meira will you be my girlfriend?" The man said it in a loud voice.

Some of the students were already crowding around, hearing that they immediately cried out accept, accept, accept, accept.

Meira was silent for a moment thinking about what steps she would take, she saw Keynan in the class that had gone from his chair maybe he was also waiting for a response that would come out of Meira. Meanwhile the other friends kept cheering to receive it.

As a friend who had been standing next to Meira, Lulu did not banyam talk to see this incident, Sesil and Alya have not been seen, maybe if there they can give input to Meira, maybe, but Lulu who is actually quiet finally can't stay silent no matter what happens she has to say, Meira is her best friend, she doesn't want Meira to be with this man.

"Don't accept Ra, he just wants to bet with his friends" he whispered in

meira's ears.

Lulu finally says it, because before this incident Lulu witnessed for herself that the man was betting with his friends to get Meira. However, he did not expect it to turn out that the person who sent the canned letter was the man in front of him.

Meira who listened to Lulu's whisper looked at her face and Lulu shook her head which meant she thought not to.