What I'm Going to be without You
About Him
The break bell rings. Bella, who learned of the incident this morning, was concerned about Meira. She wants to cheer Meira up, hoping she can befriend Meira and her gang. She approached Meira who was still sitting in her chair excitedly.
"Hi, Ra, that was Meira" Bella asked a little clumsyly.
"Why calm down, that's normal, just relax, I'm Meira", Meira gave a smile to Bella.
"What if today Bella treat Meira eat meatballs in the cafeteria"
Hearing the words of the treaty Sesil turned to the source of the voice, Bella's voice more precisely.
"Yaaahh, Meira doank's time is tractable, are we-we ga?" sesil chirps pretend plain.
"Yes Meira doang time, we-we also dong", Alya chimed in Sesil's statement.
"That bill", the pendiem Lulu followed.
The three of them lyrically while raising eyebrows.
"Three of you Bella treat also really, just calm down", replied Bella was happy to be able to join them despite her initial intention because she wanted to entertain Meira. Actually Bella did want to treat them all to be closer just that Bella was still shy to say it.
"Don't Bell, they're kidding, don't take it", Meira raised her hand to the right and to the left like a chest so that Bella did not do that then Meira looked at the faces of her friends who were still smiling idly.
"Why Bella was planning to treat all of you"
"Yes", replied compact Sesil, Lulu and Alya.
"Yes yuk cus, canteen" said Sesil eagerly.
"Yes elo Sil, turn to be treated to the spirit of the road", Meira rose from her seat holding Bella's arm.
"Yes dong, who try who does not like free" said Sesil proud even though treated.
Bella who is treated like this by Meira so feel close to her, she feels like she has a fun friend like Meira's friends.
The canteen has started to be full even though the bell has not long rang, maybe some of them are stealing the start for a break or maybe there are empty hours directly cus canteen. Bella and Meira sat in rows, before them were Lulu Sesil and Alya.
They all order meatballs and iced tea. While eating, Bella sees Keynan from a distance seem to go to their table, Bella fix her hair her eyes fixed on Keynan who is getting closer to her steps, Bella's face smiles awkwardly, while Meira is still focusing on eating, while Meira is still focusing on eating, Alya noticed the behavior of Bella who was tidying her hair, Alya noticed the view of Bella who was pointing to another place, then Alya looked to the side, it turned Keynan towards them.
"Bell, you see what", Alya wakes up Bella's daydream like a man in a kasmaran.
"Why" he replied as he put meatballs into his mouth, awkward behavior like being caught stealing.
Keynan who accidentally came to the cafeteria to catch up with Meira directly sitting next to him surprised Meira who was still focusing on eating.
"Hi Ra", said Keynan.
"Jeez Keynan ngaggetin aja", Meira turned her body to look at Keynan in shock.
"Well, why are you here?" ask Meira.
"Where are you Ra's circumstances, you don't know Aris" he asked worriedly.
"Light, it's safe" Meira said.
"Oiya Bell, you if anyone bothers you call aja Keynan, she must help you, will Key", Meira patted Keynan on the shoulder.
Hearing Meira's words, Keynan looked at Bella who was next to Meira, Bella still smiled charmed with Keynan's concern for Meira. Keynan replied with a smile.
"Hi" said Keynan.
Bella said, Keynan tea cares very much about Meira, they are very close, whether Bella can also be that close to Keynan, really want to be close to Keynan, like Meira. Bella should do it. Will Bella ruin their closeness if Bella can get close to Keynan.
"Bell", call Sesil to surprise Bella's daydream.
"Ah, yes, why?"
"Bell, you know what the hell?" ask Lulu who is in front of him.
"Emm, no, thank you Ra thank you Key, thank you everyone wants to be Bella's friend.
***
"Ra, wait", call Keynan.
Bella remained silent without looking. Keynan chased after him running small. Hold Bella's shoulder. Bella.
"Bella, I think Meira, sorry yes" Keynan said in shock.
"Yes nggapapa"
"Lo see Meira no?" ask Keynan to find Meira.
"It's in class"
"Yes, I did" Keynan ran away leaving Bella behind.
After Keynan leaves, Bella is excited to think Keynan thinks she is Meira. Bella laughed to herself then she covered her mouth which was still laughing.
"Ehm, Bella is not in vain to dress up like Meira, maybe in this way Bella can be close to Keynan", Bella still stands and talks to herself because of excitement.
"Huhhh, calm down Bella, this is just a little" Bella said as she breathed out from her mouth.
***
During the day during the break Keynan playing basketball on the court, Keynan did not care about the hot weather that was important to play basketball. Meira and Bella walk together, just dropping off an assignment in the teacher's room, they both walk through the field. Suddenly Keynan called.
"Ra", Meira stopped. Keynan approached Meira who was with Bella.
"Geez Key, keringet lo", Meira took a tissue that happened to be in his pocket, took a sheet and then rubbed it into Keynan's face to clean the sweat that came out of his white skin. Another tissue was rubbed around his face. Keynan just smiled at Meira doing just that.
Bella could only look at Meira rubbing the tissue on Keynan's face, wiping away the dripping sweat, enviously wanting to do the same to Keynan. His heart rumbled, why the hell did Meira do that in front of Bella, when they were just a victory, surely Meira deliberately wanted to show this in front of Bella to show them to care for each other, so deep in Bella's heart, then Bella resuscitated herself, closed her eyes while shaking. Bella, please don't think like that, Meira is kind enough to be friends with you.
Meira finished wiping Keynan's sweat and stored the tissue for disposal in the trash.
"Ra, you will come home with me yes, please, long ago we did not go home together, yes, yes!", persuaded Keynan.
Meira could not avoid Keynan's persuasion if he had pleaded like this.
"Yes, yes", he answered.
"Ok sip, wait for it", Keynan rubbed Meira's head like rubbing a child's head, then Keynan ran away leaving them both.
"Hmm, you Keynan, sorry Bell, you must be feeling uncomfortable about our behavior" Meira told Bella who had been watching them.
"Ngga, no ko, nothing"
"Keynan likes that"
"Meira's house is the same as Keynan's?" ask Bella.
"Yes, we're a complex, neighborly", Meira answered cheerfully as if proud to be neighbors with Keynan.
"Meira certainly likes her house close to Keynan"
"There's the magic, there's the food, too"
"Why isn't there a senengnya why?" bella asked, getting curious.
"Yes sometimes Keynan likes to rest, nosy, time ever yes I men nyiram flowers kept him coming quietly to my house matain water faucet, water tap, I guess why I find out who knows if the hose is leaking or clogged, fitting a hose hole right in front of my face, he turns again the tap, he said, squirt dong water hit my face all until my clothes are wet, yes I already siramin aja him all"
"Well, y'all" said Bella who was happy to hear the stories about Keynan.
"Exciting, bummer she knew", Meira put up her BT face remembering the incident.
The two of them continued walking towards the classroom, Bella kept asking questions about Keynan wanting to know a lot about him. Meira himself answers Bella's questions and tells her some things about Keynan with great enthusiasm. Meira stops her story when they get to the front of the class. Meira doesn't want Keynan to hear that she is proud of him in front of Bella. Keynan could soar later hear himself praised.
