WEDDING (Not Just) IN BED

UNWRITTEN AGREEMENT

"Don't go home!" ella said after realizing that Ramzy's car was sliding towards her house.

"Where?"

"Whatever! But don't go home!"

"Ck. You think I'm your loyal driver, obey what you ordered!" ramzy said with annoyance. His eyes occasionally glanced at Ella in the backseat.

But seeing Ella who was silent without fierce resistance as usual, Ramzy also returned silent.

Her sister-in-law's candidate was like she was shaking her heart. His eyes were red and his eyes were empty. It's a lot different than Ella was 15 minutes ago. Who gallantly attacked him with sharp words.

Lake edge. The atmosphere was quite calm and quiet.

Ella got out of Ramzy's car.

His eyes stared blankly at the lake until his feet involuntarily stepped almost past the lip of the lake.

"Be careful! You could be blown away!" Ramzy pulls Ella's hand. It made the girl surprised.

"Thank you!"

Ramzy was stunned, hearing a word that slid from Ella's lips.

"Leave me alone! You can go!"

"Hey miss ice cubes! Like playing orders! Then what do you want to be alone in this lake? Want to kill yourself?.... Hey, if you die and your body is found by the police, I'll be the prime suspect. Because I was obviously the one who brought you here. And witness Dr. Prita, seeing us fighting in front of his clinic."

"Whisper! Can you shut up??.. Yes, if you don't want to go, can you just sit in your car? Don't bother me!"

"Yes Tuhaaan!! You were begging me to take it away, be told to all gas! Now, you're gonna tell me not to bother!"

"OKAY. Keep this a secret, I'll be good to you! Please, Ramzy!"

"What do you mean? Bribed me?"

"Haissshhhhhhh!!!!!"

Ella shouted annoyedly. Dropped his body in a grove on the edge of the lake. His heart and body were tired like he was not powered anymore.

Even his tears could no longer drip. Just a blank look at the middle of the lake.

His life is worthless. Even all his achievements during this time, like yawning somewhere.

The dark past was like a black shadow that kept haunting him.

Sadistic events that happened to him. And that young man, that,.. Now the Lord found his eyes again to see the face of the man who had taken up his girlhood. At the age of 15 years. Thankful she wasn't pregnant. Because Prita's doctor told me, even until there was a rapist victim*saan who was pregnant. And until now take care of the children of the marriage*saan. Hhh.... Barbarically.

Ramzy's a little probing. Ella is depressed about her personal problems. Although he did not want to be kepo, but he tried to find a way out for Ella.

"I've also been in the same condition as you are today. I once wanted to end my own life. Hhh.... Long ago. Before I knew Adel!"

Ella was silent. But his ears heard the words of Ramzy who was sitting next to him.

"I might have a harder problem than you, La!"

"Is the case more severe than the case of the victim perk*saan?" ella's chirps make Ramzy swallow the saliva. His mind is back to glare, at his story in Boston there.

When ten young men broke it. Unlock all his clothes until no thread remains. And they laugh while squeezing their needs. Until someone opens his pants and sticks something to*nus. Does that include perk*saan?

Ramzy is shaking. Shivering suddenly his body. Shaking here and there floundering like a fish in a dry pool.

Mouth screaming. Ella overwhelmed to calm Ramzy.

"City, Ramzy.... Conscious Ramzy! Istighfar.... Ramzy!!! Calm your mind! People can come to think I did something bad to you!"

"Aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhh"

Ella hugged Ramzy's sweat-soaked body. Whispering God's asthmatic sentence made Ramzy wake up little by little.

"Astaghfirullaahal...... Astaghfirullaahal..... Yes Allahu, yes Rahman, yes Rohiim.. yes Maliik ya Kuddus ya Sallam, yes Azziz ya Jabbar.." Ella's voice sounded softly in Ramzy's ear. He closed his eyes and fell asleep in Ella's arms.

Uffffmhhh...

Ella threw Ramzy's athletic body into the grass. Over two hours he was on this lake with Ramzy. But all like a movie that shows the sad story of their heartache in the past.

Are you the same as me? They both have huge mental wounds. Like a hole in the door of hell. Which every time without the cue relapses unbearable pain.

Ella looked at Ramzy's face. Wiping its big sweat the size of a corn seed. That face is so innocent. Makes his heart murmur, how lucky Adel is. Even Ramzy's face looks innocent while sleeping.

Ella looked at him. Making his tears drip back remembering his sadness.

Can I be as happy as my sister finding her love, God? Even for the happiness of my own heart, it was hard for me to feel. Why did you make me become like this? I am human like everyone else. Who want to be loved and loved wholeheartedly without bearing the burden of suffering. Is there a man who would accept my shortcomings? Is there anything in this world, God? Like Adel who can accept the lack of Ramzy and both sincerely love each other? Hhh....

Ella's lying next to Ramzy. With his face up and his eyes looking up at the sky.

The dim nature seemed to understand their empty souls. Can time treat all wounds? Just patience the answer.

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