WEDDING (Not Just) IN BED

LOTS OF WORDS AND TEARS

"Allaahu laa ilaaha illa huwal hayyul qoyyuum. Laa ta' khuzuhu sinatuwwalaa... Lahu maa fissamwati wamaa fil ardh. Man dzallazii yashfa'u 'indahu illaa bi innznih. Yes'lamumaa bayna aidiihim wamaa kholfahum. Walaa yuhiyytuu na bi syay-im min 'ilmih. Illaa bimaa. Wasi'a kusisyyuhussamaa waati. Walaa ya-uuduhu khifdzuhumaa wahuwal'aliyyul'adzim...."

Ayatul Kursi that Ramzy gave some back he dedicated to Ella's health.

His tears flowed along with the sadness of his heart which was very upset. Fear of something happening to Ella, his beloved wife.

After calling Prita's doctor, his heart calmed down a little. And on his advice too, he took ablution, reading the scriptures.

Doctor Prita said he was the vanguard of Ella's inner recovery. Automatically he must be strong and strong. It should not be much to ask let alone investigate because his wife's musabab depressed his soul. Just be friendly and give lots of love and affection. Ella must have recovered like before.

Ella woke up from her sleep. Sayup-sayup heard the voice of Ramzy. And she had already memorized her husband's lap. Because he is the one who guides and teaches Ramzy prayer also teach.

Falling water. Ramzy's hand he's about to reach.

"Mas!"

"Ella! Thank you God!" Ramzy was shocked but happy. Folded and closed the yassin book in his hand. He immediately embraced his wife.

"Want to drink, baby? Hm? Thirsty huh?... Want to eat something? There's your favorite ripped bread, which! Do you want this torn bread? Poor this torn bread!"

"Oh, Ramzy!"

"Hahaha...the reality!"

Ramzy hugged his wife with happy tears. Ella has regained her consciousness.

Ella felt like she was in pain from Ramzy. She cried too at last. The two cried bitterly with their bodies embracing each other. But without a word. Only their hearts speak. Because their souls understand each other.

Long enough Ramzy and Ella are drowning in their grief. Until slowly released all the burdens that hit the hearts of both.

Ella leaned on Ramzy's field with a more airy heart.

"Rafa and Rafi miss their mom!" ramzy said quietly like a whisper.

Ella's tears fell again.

"I'm sorry, ma'am! I'm not a good mother! I have ignored you and our children! I don't know what to do, other than my shortness of breath and wanting me to end this suffering!"

Ramzy shrinks Ella's tears. He let his wife take out all the uneg and annoyance in his heart. Just a nod of understanding. And eyes look at each other with the accompaniment of the details on each cheek.

"Huaaaaaaa hik hik.... Huaaaaaa, I'm sorry! Forgive my error yesterday maaaaaas!" Ella cries again embracing Ramzy's body.

He didn't really think about it yesterday. He just wanted his pain and suffering to end. He did not want to feel the inner burden that was so heavy on his shoulders yesterday afternoon.

"As long as I'm alive, don't ever think of yourself suffering, Ella! There's me. There is your husband who is always ready to hear your complaints! Just like you, who are always there for me,. And if you think your life no one loves. Then what am I, which? Don't you think about me going forward?"

"You can marry again. You guys can easily change love. As long as there is something you can love and care for. Like papa,.... Papa disappointed me so much! You too, if you want to share, say from now. Don't say love, but your heart doesn't. Don't tell me baby, but your feelings are somewhere else!"

"Ella!.... I understand you're disappointed in papa. I understand, you are hurt by the actions of papa in the past. But that's the past, baby! Everyone has a dark past. Everyone must have gone the wrong way and mired. Like us too. Got a lot of grim stories, which nobody wants to scrape by.

Please, don't talk about papa! Because papa also must have a wound in his heart that he does not want to reveal to us. And we are his children. It is our job to pray for our parents. Because of our prayers, they are happy. And we have become parents. We must also expect our children to be pious children who pray for us kindness."

Ella hugged her husband's body. Very tight, until Ramzy a little difficulty breathing and loosening Ella's embrace.

"You know Ella? You are much luckier than me! Why?...." Ramzy's eyes glazed over Ella's beautiful netra. Falling one by one melted on his cheeks.

"You have a mother who is like an angel. Who protected you from your little ones to this day. You were so happy in your childhood. Me being?... I was born into an army family. Since childhood educated military by papa also mama. I still remember when I was a toddler.... I fell down and cried, but I didn't get a word of comfort from my mom. But it's just nagging and punching. They said, get up.. Don't cry! Men can't be whiny! That's their rebuke. With a loud and loud voice. And my mother never defended. Just being quiet seems to justify papa's actions."

Ella rubbed her husband's back. Trying to comfort with the touch of his hand. Although she was crying, she heard Ramzy tell her story.

"Then, I still remember. When class 4 SD. I came home from school crying and battered in the face of a one-on-one fight with my schoolmate. Papa hit me with his 44 leather sandals. And the tip of my lips was torn off instantly covered in blood. Mom just washed my face. Without many words he put betadine on my face and the tip of my lips. What am I considered? How did I feel then? I am the sole successor of the owner of a large company. And I'm a mere puppet! But far from the affection of my parents."

"You know Ella? When I was devastated because Aunt Sumi died, Aunt Sumi was a housekeeper who worked at our house since I was a baby. My mom and dad just sent me to Boston. With the reason that I quickly moved on to forget my sadness of losing the Sumi bi who always took care of me. Me, I'm getting crushed there. I, must accept the harsh reality of all my life. It's like I got a curse from an evil witch. Who bewitched me so that no one would love me for the rest of my life Ella!

Imagine....! I'm introverted, cold and lonely. How other people love me and my own parents hate me. Ignoring me, with reason they were busy making money for my future.

It was you who turned my life into what it is today. I am happy to live with you! So, how can I replace you with another woman as easily as you said, dear Ella? Hik hik hik!"

Ella kissed Ramzy's cheek after her tiny fingers wiped her tears.

The two husbands close their bodies. As if it were in the soul. Now the tears of sorrow become happy tears. Hope to complement each other and cover each other's shortcomings.

Promise in the heart will always love and remind each other in all circumstances.

💕BERCONNECT💕