WEDDING (Not Just) IN BED

WEDDING (Not Just) IN BED
CRACK ALL THE FLAVORS LIKE SPLINTERS AND PIECES THAT ARE NOT CLEAR



Ella's sitting in the chair. Papa and his mother sat on the edge of his bed.


Her eyes were wet hearing the stories of papa and her mother about their love story. It was tragic and disappointing for Ella.


Her father cried a hiccup apologizing to her who had been so 'fooled' for so long'. Mama begged Ella to understand their situation first.


"Father, mama..... How great you are to keep this secret to this day! Even today at the age of Ella who will be 32 years old? Even Adel, until the end of his life did not know this "secret" of yours? It's great! Great!!!"


"Ella..."


"Great of you, keep everything. All this time, I have been so flattering to you! Uphold your true sacred love!... Turns out, papa's the same guy as the dapper-nose guys out there!"


"Ella! Don't talk to your papa like that!" mom screamed at him.


"Mama! Is that how much you love the man who once shared his heart and love for you and that woman?"


"Ella! Your father is not like that!"


"Wild, ma! Let Ella express her frustration. Let all his disappointments go to papa he said!"


"Hahaha.great! Very good you guys bastards! You can control the women for reasons of holy love and loyalty! But behind you treat your wives like your lust-satisfying slaves!


And you, papa...! If you love mama, why not from the beginning your family told you to get married again, you took the initiative to go away to take mama along. Why get married first, and the woman turns out to give you the offspring of a daughter again. And your parents kicked him out, and then you stopped by to leave them until now! Wh why? Why do you have to share yourself with someone other than my mom and then you have a thought of leaving? Why???"


Ella was hysterical. While her mother ran towards Ella. Trying to calm his beloved daughter who looks desperate and very unstable psychiatric condition.


"It's Ella! It's not papa's fault entirely!" wailing mommy raging tears. The one being judged by Ella was just sloshing on the floor. Crying on the side of the bed.


"Who's fault is that? Wrong mama? Is it wrong that God's condemned mother cannot give a son offspring? Wrong mama so that this man can easily give the option of accepting another marriage of origin with his girlfriend in school? Is it all Mama's fault? Ella asked, ma answered!"


"Do you guys know? Do you know that your son is the one who has to bear the burden of suffering because of your actions? You know, what's wrong with me, ma, pa?... You guys don't know! Because for so many years, I also kept my secret to you also to Adelia's late house! And now I know,....why do I have to be 'chosen' to get this bad luck? Wh why? Which I always asked in my heart. Why should I be a 'hina' girl'. It turned out that all was due to the sin of this man apparently!"


Plaque.


Mama slapped Ella's cheek. Make Ella look sad netra mama full of glass also puddles of tears.


"Is this man in love with his mother? Until mom slaps me, ma! Until you can't control yourself because I insulted her in front of you?"


"Don't go on, son! Mama knows you're disappointed! Mama knows, you're in shock Ella! But don't keep saying that! Hik hikhiks Big sin dear! Don't mess with papa, son! Papa's not as bad as Ella thought!"


"Well does the man who raped me*me not mean to my mother? Can you think like that too?"


"A what?? What does Ella mean?"


Mom and dad were surprised. Holding her breath with eyes focused on Ella.


"You don't know khan, this man's sin is my responsibility! I was told*a lecherous man in the campground at the same time from delivering the Adel Scout group guidebook. You guys remember? Why have I changed since then? You guys still remember that? Why don't I talk to Adel, and I just lock myself in the room? Do you know why I became like that? No khan? Because I have so much respect for you! Because I don't want you guys to be so sad for so long. Because I always keep your feelings! But you guys, especially this guy! What I'm keeping his feelings. Which I hold up as high as the sky. Apparently,........."


Both parents embrace Ella. Break his third cry. Break all the glass in their hearts. Spattered all tastes, decomposed like fragments and pieces that are not clear shape apparently.


Ella backwards. Ella walked away and ran upstairs. Go inside his room. Crying it out. Weeping over the past and present fate.


Regretting what happened. Can he turn it back? He wanted to change his destiny in the past. Because the tightness of his chest made him fall limp helpless.


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