
I choose your heart without hesitation
because it's all about my God
He chose you to be my priest
The determination is not merely due to lust
Ever heartwelt to want you
But I know that my God is decisive
My God left me love not the love I ever planted. It is not love that chooses you, it is He who chooses you to love me
Tiara wrote down all her feelings in her favorite diary, a friend and friend who always faithfully accompanied the journey of her life so far. wrote down a few words to describe her heart after passing through a stressful night, which was very difficult, where he has made the choice to accept someone back in his life after a long time he tried to get out of memory with Arya.
Flashbacks
"Assalamu'alaikum warohmatulhi wabarokatuh" Lutfi said as he knocked on the door of the apartment that Tiara occupied
"Wa'alaikumsalam warohmatulhi wabarakatuh" without waiting for a long time the door immediately opened, because Tiara was already waiting for them with a nervous feeling
"Please enter Kyai, ummi." When the door was opened and saw the noble guest already at the door
Ummi and Yahya's abah follow Tiara's steps towards the living room. Lutfi was still standing at the door.
"Ustadz, why are you still there. Not going in? " Tiara asked as she headed for the door again while carrying the bouquet open
"The abah abah abah sama ummi who was told to enter" Showed a sulking expression
"Congratulations ustadz, has added pinter and added the title again. May his knowledge be a blessing and a benefit" Giving an open bouquet as a greeting
"Aamiin, thank you for the pearl diamond gem. " Get moved and received the bouquet of flowers that Tiara gave her. But his gaze came to a halt when he saw the circular ring on his ring finger.
"Why ustadz, do not want or allergic to flowers" saw Lutfi who had not received a bouquet of flowers
Lutfi recalled his words while giving the ring to Tiara, if he used it meant Tiara received it.
"Bu is not what I mean, that means what yes" Lutfi still did not believe
"Oh, this. Yes, as wetadz saw. " Tiara answered so she lowered her embarrassed face
"So, you're taking Tiara." Lutfi made sure again
For a long time Tiara finally nodded her head which her face if noticed began to turn red.
"What story do you guys, I don't seem to understand the plot of the story" Ummi Syariah turned out to have noticed them
"Yes, we are like we are not here mi" added abah Yahya who was neglected from earlier
"Sorry, sorry Bah, ummi. Please taste, this is Tiara cuisine" Tiara just realized and Lutfi still standing and feel still do not believe what he saw
"This is mi, the flowers are for ummi aja. Maybe wetadz Lutfi is allergic to flowers" Canda Tiara who saw Lutfi who was transfixed without saying and speaking again
"Please sit ustadz, abah, ummi dicipin. Sorry if it feels less yes, because it is still learning. If this is our order menu" While showing some menus that Tiara messages .
"Wait a minute, ummi. Before we eat, Lutfi wants to convey something to abah and ummi" making the atmosphere become silent for a moment
"Especially mas, ummi already laper ni. Curious also the same cuisine Tiara" said Ummi Syarifah
"Ummi don't worry, ummi will often try the cuisine of prospective ummi ghosts" Lutfi conveyed with a happy smile
"I mean mas? " Tanya who still does not really understand
"Look this Bah, ummi. Lutfi could not delay to convey it, because this was between life and death Lutfi" explained Lutfi who increasingly made the atmosphere tense
"What else mas," Serang ummi Syarifah who became a little worried
"Lutfi wants to propose to Tiara to be Lutfi's companion, according to Abah and ummi how? " Tanya Lutfi looked at her abah and uminya alternately
A little longer for the atmosphere to be more tense, finally ummi who got a code from abah to answer first
"If ummi, yes agree. But how is abah? " To look at Yahya's abah is like there is something in its custody, heavy to express
"Actually I have betrothed you to someone beautiful in it mas, how yes" With a sad expression
"Change, ignore who Lutfi wants to be with" Lutfi became lemes
"That is exactly what you know, you are a match to him" replied Abah Yahya
"The Lutfi wants Tiara Bah" Lutfi explained
"Yes, the one you're marrying is also Tiara mas. You don't want" Smile you feel like you won with the skit
"Change, make Lutfi want to faint. Abah does not know how Lutfi struggle to defend Tiara is how to win his heart, only God knows Bah" explained Lutfi
"Yes, we all return to God. If you're very supportive, but the Tiara is willing to be with you" Abah began to look at Tiara
"This is Allah, this time God opened his heart to Lutfi Bah" With full confidence
"Totally sure of you, Abah hasn't asked Tiara. Gimana Tiara, you want my spoiled child" to look at Tiara with a smile
Tiara who was asked directly like this became embarrassed and nodded
"You have made a covenant" Guess Abah saw Tiara and Lutfi alternately
"That's it Bah, abah does not know Lutfi's struggle waiting for an answer from Tiara" explained Lutfi excited
"He's sorry before Bah, ummi. Tiara invited this dinner actually to convey this to ustadz Lutfi, but keburu ustadz Lutfi said yes so this is the situation.meaning Tiara had conveyed it after eating" Tiara looked down embarrassed
"sorry Abah, ummi. Lutfi so postponed dinner time this evening, the abisnya this feeling would explode if delayed" Lutfi's happy smile emanated so clearly
"he, he. later we continue again yes, ummi want to eat first" in fact, Ummi Syarifah was very happy but he neutralized it immediately eating foods that have been served to be eaten.
Somehow this happy taste makes what is eaten tasteless, it feels like lips want to smile as wide as possible to express a heart that is so happy. This is how love is welcomed after a long time awake but God allows finally they get an answer that makes the heart happy. Awakened love is so felt when it is time to meet, gratitude increasingly feels created for the grasper of love that has entrusted his love in our hearts that make life so colorful. Love because of Him will lead us to an eternal and essential love and feel beautiful that cannot be spoken in this mouth that can only be felt with a heart that is so happy to feel