VIRGIN LOVE

istikhara

"assalamu'alaikum warohmatulohi wabarokatuh" Tiara accompanied by Wulan after returning from studies stopped by the home of the Sharifah Ustadzah. Since last night he had brought the matter to the Almighty, Tiara is sure that if we have a big problem there is a Almighty God. But we as humans need to work as well

"wa'alaikum salam warohmatulohi wabarokatuh, enter Nak" replied Sharifah

"Thank you, sorry to interrupt the break" Tiara said

"no papa, no need to apologize. Tiara is like a mother's own child, so if there is a need do not hesitate" said Ustadzah Syarifah

Tiara was difficult to convey her point so Wulan shook Tiara's hand to immediately convey her goal as the day grew late at night

"let ustadzah, I asked for his solution and his opinion on what Tiara was facing. Tiara believes that the ustadzah can certainly provide a solution, God willing, Tiara will carry out" explained Tiara compiling the word

"please son, while you can help. I will try my best" replied Ustadzah Syarifah

"begini ustadzah's. Ustadzah remembered, our male friend who recently joined ta'lim to pesantren.now he is in hospital again ustadzah"

"inna lillahi wa Inna ilaihi rojiun, what a pain Nak"

"it just so happened that a few days ago we visited ustadzah, said the doctor with brain cancer ustadzah"

"o Allah, so now what kind of condition is Son"

" eight night his father came to Tiara's house to report that Arya was already in the final stages, but there was a request Arya wanted her father to make,"

bowed Tiara said, "his father wanted to apply for Tiara for Arya ustadzah, what should Tiara's ustadzah do? "

"you love her? "

" The Tiara still keeps this love to remain holy, until Tiara meets someone worthy of Tiara Love"

"so the point is you haven't got a taste for anyone Ra"

"it's an ustadzah, but Tiara's got someone Tiara admires"

"who's Nak? " tanya ustadzah Sharifah curiously

"sorry ustadzah, it seems that let his name remain a secret and stored" replied Tiara

"if according to mother, marriage is not a joke. The responsibility of the afterlife and of course every difficulty in it there is also a great reward to be his reward. Yes, it all comes back to you Ra, how do you set your intentions and deal with it well. Istikharah is so that your heart incantates where"

Despite the desire of the Sharifah's ustadzah to match Tiara to his youngest son and he knows very well how Luthfi feels to Tiara, but justice must still be upheld...

"good ustadzah, please help his prayer so that God gives the best way"

"aamiin, you are patient, son, believe that God will always be there for you"

"Thank you ustadzah, then we excuse us now us. Assalamu'alaikum warohmatulohi wabarokatuh"

"wa'alaikum salam warohmatulohi wabarokatuh"

they came out of the house of Sharifah in silence. Tiara moved her legs without knowing where to go

"Ra, you're okay"

"no Wulan,"

"but you look confused"

"it's been my whole life, it's like I never imagined I'd experience it"

"you who are patient, Ra, God willing there is a way" Wulan strengthened Tiara

"let's go home, Ra's last night" lead Tiara towards their vehicle

Wulan took over the Tiara

"you think Wulan, I told Brother Yosi no? "

"it needs to be Ra"

"but I think after I had Wulan's first answer, I was afraid of getting confused"

"he is also Ra, if the word ustadzah all comes back to you means you just live to express your heart with istikharah. Later if it's been a new story to your adoptive family"

"the plan is Wulan, you also keep this secret first yes"

"ready, you do not think too much. just leave everything to the Almighty Ra"

"alhamdulillah, you've changed a lot Wulan. More pinter, thank you for following me"

"he Wulan, stop it. Just story"

"he.he.almost late. I'll just go on Ra, and I'll say that I'm coming home tonight"

"alright, Careful. Assalamu'alaikum warohmatulohi wabarokatuh"

"wa'alaikum salam warohmatulohi wabarokatuh"

*****

At the end of the night

on the bed I stretched

with fragility of heart and self-defeat

I ask for Your forgiveness and help, divine Robbi

No road lay wide except with Mu's permission and ridho

I cannot reach despair

without your guidance

I am deaf and blind without your rays of light

please do not leave yourself alone

I am tempted to crawl to reach for your love

show the Servant the straight path of You

the path of your lovers

even though I am not worthy to be your lover

however, let me continue to learn to love you

although not much can be realized as a proof of servant love to You

You know this heartbreak

please give your heart for the best that you have to choose

if indeed Arya is the best for religion and life, I beg your Hint

if not him, please guide you

you are the only back of this heart, Robbi

when I'm fragile in steps

and imperfectly love you

in the chest is only you

forgive when the heart

sometimes unfaithful to you

but the love in the soul is only in you

With tears streaming down at the end of the night, Tiara gathered all her worries and worries. He had to make a big decision today in his life.

He is now just resigned whatever will happen, hopefully always in his guidance and Ridho

I saw the voice of Azan sounding so shahdu as if I understood very well the feeling that Tiara was experiencing. Without feeling the time of dawn had arrived, his eyes that looked as if it was on his broom with his hands. But his feelings are a little relieved and plong than before, now he is better prepared to face everything with sincerity because he is Yaqin Allah with Him. Whatever the decision may be, may it be best for everyone.

after the azan is finished he took the time to perform the sunnah prayer before dawn because he said that the sunnah prayer before dawn was better than the world and its contents.

"Allaaahu Akbar" he raised both his hands to takbir

the problems he faces today are able to make him feel the solemnity that is so deep in his prayers. Sometimes we miss the test so that we can feel more closeness to our Lord

if you don't believe, try it, buddy, guarantee dech