VIRGIN LOVE

longs to be together

On a night full of stars

On the bed I was running

Sedu sedan itself

Complain to the Almighty

My chest cries bitterly

Remembering all my sins

In front of you I mean nothing

Prayer qalbu I can not resist

It rained in the Sahara desert

My arid heart feels oh serene

Give her the resolve that will accompany my journey of love to You

Someone who is with him strengthens this self-perfection

Only you know who I am

I did not choose it, but you

which leads him into my life

Tiara spent the end of her night pouring all the contents in her heart into her Robb. In addition he strengthened his isthoroh prayer but tahajud prayer has become his habit to complain about all his emotions, until I see the azan sounds. Tiara continued the dawn qobliyah prayer and the dawn prayer, waiting for the dawn to break he sang his beautiful voice with the chanting of the holy verse of the Quran.

Ting

"Assalamu'alaikum dik, how was the answer to Brother's question last night? " Message from Yosi. That is the call if in cyberspace

"Waalaikum salam warohmatulohi wabarakatuh, Brother has arrived safely? " Tiara asked back

"Alhamdulillah, it was before dawn" replied Yosi

"Alhamdulillah, why don't you rest first. It must be exhausting for you" Trying to divert the conversation from the beginning. Actually Tiara males discuss this continues to be the same Yosi, because the feeling should not change. Tiara's commitment has been to maintain her relationship with Yosi, whom she considers a brother

"Silent, please answer honestly. Please" Please Yosi again

"It remains the same, brother, until at any time it will not change. Tiara loves Brother, like a sister who loves her sister. Please understand Brother, and Tiara feels Brother loves Tiara as much as Brother does to his sister. " Tiara was obviously sad.

"Alright brother, I understand. Let Brother always love you until any time" Yosi said weakly

"Bless you Brother, remain a Tiara Brother who always understands Tiara until any time" Tiara replied

Tiara felt completely wrong with her feelings, as if she could feel what her sister was feeling. Every taste of God is left without us asking him to be present in our hearts. But whatever the power, this is the decision that Tiara has steadily made for her life.

*****

The semester break is over, the busy campus forget about Tiara with the feelings presented in his life. Lutfi gave no time limit to answer his request, so Tiara did not make the burden. But lately he made the prayer istikhoroh as an effort to find answers from the owner of his heart.

Hustle and bustle of students who are studying on this campus signifies the number of lovers of science in this city. Even coming from all over the world including Tiara that does not feel it has spent a year. And in the next year he will be busy with his thesis, for now science becomes his main goal. Until the time comes it will be beautiful in time.

Lutfi is also busy with the preparation of his graduation can only leave all the tastes to the creator. He is completely ignorant of what he has worked for - He is sure that Allah has prepared the best for each of his servants, so there is no need to hesitate to live this life by devoting yourself to His religion as a form of worship.

"Assalamu'alaikum ummi, make the departure. How come there's no news yet? " Tanya Lutfi in a phone call to ummi Syarifah who plans to attend Lutfi graduation event with abah Yahya.

"Waalaikum salam, in she Allah the day after the word abah departed. Not that the show is one week away, why is it busy from now on mas" said Ummi Syarifah

"In the Lord, may all be made easy by Allah" Ummi prayer

"Aamiin o Allah" Lutfi assures his ummhim prayer

"Yes, ummi was called abah"

"Yes, greetings to you. Assalamu'alaikum"

"Waalaikum salam" Umm Syarifah hung up his phone call and rushed towards Yahya's brother who was visiting

*****

Because of the busyness in the boarding school impromptu, abah Yahya can only leave one day before the graduation ceremony Lutfi. Today they have arrived at the airport and are waiting for Lutfi who has promised to pick up his brother and uminya this afternoon. The one who was waiting for it finally came, too, they immediately missed because as long as Lutfi left the homeland approximately three years because at the end of the semester was exposed to problems so that the longer the completion of his lecture had never returned home.

"Ummi, abah" Lutfi immediately kissed their hands in turn. Ummi looks to stem her tears because it is so happy to be reunited with her youngest son who was once so spoiled when with ummi. Umm Syarifah did not expect that Lutfi could finally go through his days away from the family.

"You're okay, aren't you? " Ask Yahya to Lutfi

"Alhamdulillah Bah," looked at his brother with a happy smile

"May your struggle so far be Allah the value of worship as a warrior in His way" Yahya said to his son

"Aamiin" replied Lutfi while carrying a suitcase to the taxi he had ordered

"It is not just a breakout of mas" Sindir ummi Syarifah while following Lutfi's steps

"Ummi, Lutfi is only the best effort. Busy to find and learn about his religion, is not wrong mi" Bela Lutfi

"What are you talking about, you don't understand" Abah Yahya was curious

"It's been busy, so I didn't realize the kid ran away all this time." Canda ummi Syarifah

"But God has other plans, though Lutfi has avoided for good. We finally met here too" Lutfi said in awe of God's plan

"So the story again discusses this Tiara" Abah who began to understand

"That finally understood" Smile ummi Syarifah

"By the way he's here, tell me the same ummi's coming. Abah believes he came immediately" Guess Yahya's brother

"Whoever, Lutfi's dinner invites him yes" Lutfi's smile is full of meaning

"he, ummi also miss the Tiara." added ummi Syarifah

"indeed the same brother ummi is not tired, it seems that the spirit of his life is still as it used to be" said Lutfi

"if our hearts are always happy and grateful, tired it is a shame to perch in us" said Ummi Syarifah

"ummi can always make Lutfi proud to have ummi" a proud smile

"ummi is also proud to have you in ummi life" stroking Lutfi's shoulders shows ummi Sharifah really proud of her son

"when can we get all together? " tanya Lutfi who longs for the togetherness of his family who has been far away

"wait for you to marry, in shay Allah, you will go back to the cottage" replied Ummi

"the leaflet last night they came, you don't want to go home" Yahya added

"kan nanggung Bah, " replied Lutfi slightly regretting it