
A fallen leaf never hates the wind, it lets itself fall just like that. Not fighting back, throwing everything away.
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That life should receive a beautiful, beautiful acceptance. That life must understand, the right understanding. That life should understand, a sincere understanding.
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No matter through what acceptance, understanding, understanding comes. It doesn't matter though through sad and painful events. Let him fall as he should. Let the wind grab him, take him somewhere,,,,, take him,,,,
"Assalamu'alaikum mas, daydreaming. Wh why? " Tanya ummi Syarifah who suddenly came to Lutfi who was meditating in the lush green pesantren yard
"Waalaikum salam mi, ummi this makes Lutfi surprised aja"
“ummi is not your surprise, you are serious "
"Lutfi again enjoy the atmosphere that Lutfi kangenin mi, it feels like it has been a long time since Lutfi left. It was only three months"
"Yes three months is long lo mas, let alone leave something we like. The longer it feels, "
"Really mi, oh yes mi. Tiara news how, has anything changed from him mi"
"Thank God, he's healthy. Still often participate in your brother's studies, yesterday only during the final exam when you go he permission not to attend"
"He's got no mi, nanyain Lutfi"
"Hmmm, ada... There are. There is"
"Kok ummi don't know anyway, "
"Important yes"
"Oh, ummi. I know how Lutfi feels"
"But ummi wants the mas there to focus on the task, so let's finish. Tiara's only where you don't look"
"Maybe for ummi it means nothing, but for Lutfi it means a lot. Means Tiara's equal attention Lutfi"
"Ih, it's a big taste"
"Ummi know, there yesterday. Lutfi in ta'arufin same son sir kades mi"
"Keep how "
"Before pak kades nyampein his intention there was temen Lutfi who also wanted ta'arufin his son pak kades. So yes Lutfi just give it to Lutfi's friend"
"Indeed, the mas don't want to be the ghost of the kades sir"
"No, Lutfi's heart is hard to turn my back, even if married to the daughter of the kades sir, in order to replace his father's position"
"It turns out the mas is serious with Tiara ya"
"I don't know why Lutfi Manteb's heart is so much like Tiara mi"
"Yes already in this istikharah, let the mantab add"
"By the way, ummi why are you here"
"Astaghfirullah, ummi forgot. I was asked to call you, how cool it was to talk"
"Why did you call me that"
"There are important things to talk about he said, there are also guests who want to see you"
"Who's mi"
"Let's go there first, over time ummi call him"
"All right mi"
That's how Lutfi, with umminya, looks spoiled. As people say, the youngest child was indeed spoiled. Lutfi has three brothers, mas and his brother are still busy completing their studies abroad and his brother is out of town. His two brothers from childhood have often separated because of education in other pesantren. But unlike the case with Lutfi who never separated from small, umminya who asked for Lutfi to study at his brother's cottage aja.
"What bah, matchmaking. "
"Yes, abah and kyai Mustofa have always wanted to make a difference. They came, you were long ago. Because they can not be long, so this nitip aja to abah" while handing a piece of photo
"What is this Bah? "
"That's a photo of Kyai Mustofa's daughter, beautiful, smart, and in shea Allah sholehah. Her name is Khairunnisa"
"Sorry before bah, not against abah. But Lutfi's been steady with a woman"
"Who? "
"Lutfi will tell ya bah, said ummi finish college first"
"Well then, let me explain to Kyai Mustofa"
"Thank you Bah, for your understanding" while kissing the back of his brother's hand
the santri partly say goodbye to celebrate Eid al-Fitr with their families who only stay a few days longer, but there are also santri who do not go home for various reasons.
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Allahu Akbar, Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar
Allahuakbar wallillah
I see the sound of takbir echoing all over the world
glorify the greatness and majesty of the Creator
sadness and haru become one
sad because the glorious month has passed
and happy finally arrived on a fitri day
this impromptu boarding school is never quiet even though there are many students who go home but still look many who remain in the cottage.
Kyai Yahya including Kyai sepuh in this city, so many guests who visit and visit. Do not forget also Kyai Mustofa and his family were present and in touch.
"assalamu'alaikum warohmatulohi wabarokatuh" said Kyai Mustofa while hugging Kyai Yahya
" waalaikum salam warohmatulohi wabarokatuh, please sit down" while extending his right hand
"yes, this is Lutfi yes. it was already big, yesterday did not have time to see.I can not long" while looking at Lutfi who sat beside his brother
"iya Kyai" while kissing the back of Kyai Mustofa's hand
"this, Nisa. You still remember, you used to often hang out together when we were still living in the village together" set his gaze towards Nisa
"oh, remember Kyai. He would often cry if I love caterpillars, " while smiling to remember childhood memories that he liked nosy
"so what semester are you in Lutfi? " ask Kyai Mustofa
"alhamdulillah is already the seventh semester of Kyai"
"doesn't feel yes, it's done. "
"iya Kyai, please pray that the spit is finished"
"aamiin, where's Lutfi going? " ask again, others just listen
"not know Kyai, still the same focus of the preparation of the thesis"
"there's no candidate yet? " ask to the point
"alhamdulillah, already Kyai. " answered steadily without hesitation because he knew, if not answered then the match will occur. even though he currently does not know for sure how his relationship will begin with Tiara who is still in the temple of his prayers, however he has been performing Istikharah prayers and the more steady his heart is to Tiara. he yaqin that soul mate, the, sustenance and death have been determined by Allah and he jaqin that his soul mate with Tiara to build a wise household, mawaddah and marohmah. although at this time his feelings are still left in the temple of his prayers and he has not conveyed to the idol of his heart, but he said that God has a beautiful plan to meet them. I don't know why he was so sure.
"who? " ask Kyai Mustofa curious
"in shaa Allah, I tell you if it is certain Kyai. is currently still the process of Kyai" with a smile expecting the conversation to be unsustainable.
and sure enough not long after that the phone rang
"sorry Kyai, excuse me. pick up the phone"
"yes, please Nak" said Kyai Mustofa
"assalamu'alaikum warohmatulohi wabarokatuh,"
lutfi
"wa'alaikumsalam salam warohmatulohi wabarokatuh, Fi I can ask for help" Anwar replied there
"toqobballallahuminkum minna waminkum taqobbal ya karim" said Lutfi
"yeah yes, sorry to be born and bathin ya Fi"
"what the hell is War, I think there is something big that will happen until we forget that this is a fitri month"
"yes, sorry Fi. because I'm very happy, the family of Mr. Kades wishes my family came to bring Fi's entourage"
"when? "
"a week after Lebaran Fi, are you coming? "
"quick War, do not.I want to focus on the proposal so that cepet kelar, just there who want to get married"
"come on Fi, or maybe you like the same Fi Flower"
"no War, if I like him how I might love you"
"maybe, you're the best friend.You might sacrifice your feelings for your friend Fi"
"no lo War"
"if it doesn't prove it then"
"by way? "
"you're coming"
"ok, well, if that makes you happy and believe me War"
"get ready, in wait. assalamu'alaikum"
"waalaikum salam warohmatulohi wabarokatuh" while shaking his head and smiling to himself