VIRGIN LOVE

antidote Miss

When morning and silence say hello,

the sound of the morning creature becomes the background of the sound, the,

sorrow for the heart of a royal servant,

remember the sins that were and have been.

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I am a part of this world, I,

the world that my Lord destiny will expire one day, someday,

I don't know when,

but definitely,

all creatures on earth will feel dead.

No exception, everyone will die.

Nothing is eternal.

Except Divine Rabbi.

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Here, here,

this is the right time to ask for the sin of all my caliphs.

Begging my Lord to cover up all the disgrace of the past,

asking to be strengthened in living a life full of twists, he said,

he opened his eyes to see black and white or ash.

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yes Rabb, yes,

this is me and all my imperfections as Your Servant.

If these sins stink,

can I make sure I'm the one who's gonna be the rotten one,

And I believe that no human being can sit and stand next to me.

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Perhaps the eyes and heart of man can I fool with the sweetness of attitude and

safeguarded said me.

Maybe with this hijab I have no sin

Perhaps with the word of You that always comes out of my mouth, they think I am a man who knows everything.

They think I'm an angel or an angel who came down to earth,

in fact,

I am still a servant who often throws dirt all over his own body.

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Forgive..

Forgive me, Ghofar..

Forgive me Holy..

Forgive me, Malik..

Forgive me, Rahman..

Forgive me Rahim..

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Forgive all my helplessness in avoiding all the sins of the son of Adam.

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yeah Robb

hug and hold me who misses

there is no greater longing than to meet this self with you

sorry I am the weak and missy sometimes

the verses of Tiara's outpouring of heart were so blue he felt. A deep longing for the one he loved he felt as the cry of takbir reverberated. that longing he bestows upon the owner of taste and love, he pours out without limit because He is the only place to pour out every taste in a third of the night.

it is only the antidote to his pent-up longing.he can endure because he holds on to the Almighty over all his things, only He is the only backrest that strengthens him until this moment. Tiara looks strong in front of others when only her God knows how fragile she is.

he continued to give thanks because he was sent by those who loved him so much. however, he did not want to trouble anyone so he chose to stay in his parents' house. it can be imagined when other people are busy preparing various foods with various kinds of welcoming this victory day, but Tiara actually feels the sadness of missing both parents. finally he cooked something that his father and mother really liked, hoping they would come to see his son, he also cooked their favorite rendang and accompanied the ketupat that last night made with Ms. Mala. actually, Ms. Mala had invited him to celebrate the holiday together in her home, no need to cook alone.but Tiara is still a Tiara whose wishes are difficult to understand. his adoptive family had tried hard to persuade Tiara to jointly celebrate this fitri day the house of Pak Yoga but nothing worked. Tiara deliberately wanted to be at her parents' house and feel their presence, recalling the times when they were still together in her current home

Allahu Akbar

Allahu Akbar

Allahu Akbar

Laa ilaaha illaahu Allahu Akbar

Allahu Akbar walillaah

kumandang takbir continues to echo to accompany the silence of the night. There is no sentence as beautiful as a string of praise for Him who is almighty. the only king that deserves to be flattered. the ruler of the universe and the medicine of solace

"Robbi Firli wali dayya warhamhu makama robbayani soghiro, O Allah send my longing greetings to the father and mother who have now been with You. alfatihah" Tiara ended his condition with tears.

now the longing was gradually subsided and he fell asleep again with his sleep on the prayer mat still stretched

the pure white face and white robes accompanied by smiles looked at Tiara, they joined hands, but walked away from Tiara

"father, mother. Wait for Tiara, don't leave Tiara"

however the figure continued to walk regardless of Tiara's call. Tiara continued to call him and run but was unable to catch up, which she felt exhausted and sad and finally woke up

"astaghfirullah, it turned out to be a dream. Maybe I thought too much of them to carry the dream" said Tiara alone

finally, he woke up and rushed to take a bath because the dawn prayer time was not long.

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"assalamu'alaikum Bu" brought a bowl containing rendang and ketupat made

"waa'laikum salam, wah already beautiful daughter mother.bain what the hell Nak" welcome Miss Mala

"this is Tiara Bu's work, please taste it" put it on the table

"let's have breakfast together" said Miss Mala

"Tiara was already at the house of Mom, Tiara help see aja yes. oh yes Mom, brother Citra so come later? "

"insha Allah Allah said so Son, "

"well, there'll be a lot of people later, Mom. Tiara also miss the time we gather rame-rame as before. ever since Kak Citra married and lived outside the city, it feels more and more quiet our house ya Bu"

"yes, but later it gets more crowded, because keyla and her behavior make the atmosphere more crowded Nak"

"definitely Ma'am"

"yes, let's go sir, we'll be late" finish the meal and prepare to go to the mosque to pray Eid al-Fitr congregation.

"it feels like ma'am, when you hear a takbir like this. I miss the people who are no longer with us, Mom"

"yes son, I miss your mother too. Moreover, you are Nak" looking at Tiara with a haru feeling

"iya Bu, Tiara is kangen the same time father and mother." while hugging Ms Mala's waist and continued walking

"patience, my son, in the doain continue to let them be happy there"

"definitely Ma'am" Tiara replied

muslims flocked with their relatives to attend the call of takbir to jointly glorify the greatness of the Almighty.Meet his house as his guest to celebrate the day of victory and return to his character

Nothing is worthy of praise except Him

the ruler of the universe and the giver of blessing at every step of our lives

the flow of takbir continues to roar and earthy throughout the world until the time comes for Eid prayer in carried out with his solemnity