VENGEFUL SHACKLES

Who suffers the most?

"It's not like a father who wants to know the story of how his son just disappeared, can I hear it directly from you?" lirih Joshep, but all of Joshep's words just now can still be heard clearly on Paula's ear.

paula's face stiffened at Joshep's words, 'wait, didn't she hear wrong? Right as a father he said?'

Willy who was still there was suddenly his face paled to hear Joshep's soft words but impressed straightforward.

Joshep glanced at Willy, "What is your duty at the border so relaxed that you can take a walk here?" cynically.

"I'm appealing my move that seems to be due to the selfishness and arrogance of someone who doesn't like me being here!" willy replied no less cynically.

"Stop! Please don't make my head grow dizzy with your feud, Will, I'll talk to him personally, thank you for helping me so much today!" lerae Paula.

In addition, his head was feeling tired and did not want to add to his fatigue with the quarrel of Joshep and Willy, he said, Paula also does not want that until Willy is involved again in personal affairs with Joshep who does not rule out the possibility of later will impact on Willy's work.

Following Joshep's desire to speak privately is the only way to stop Joshep and Willy's quarrel from continuing, after all he needs space to discuss 'father's rights' the one that was brought up by Joshep.

"We're talking in my room!" invite Joshep who began to realize that many eyes are stealing views and stealing hear her talk with Paula and also her quarrel with Willy.

Paula nodded obediently and followed joshep from behind, she also did not want her private conversation with joshep to become public consumption later, and ended up being a rumor that would roll like a wild ball and harm many parties.

"Are you drunk Josh?" paula asked with a cynical smile when they arrived at the work room joshep who had been in Joshep for a few days, and was left out after a fight the other day with Paula and Frans.

Joshep shook his head "No!" says firmly.

"Or did you go crazy after a few days of disappearing and hallucinating if you were Kevin's father?" taec Paula's.

Joshep would have harbored all his disappointment and all his feelings in his chest, rather than angering Bella and putting Kevin and Paula in danger, but now he can't hold her back, everything must be dissolved when he knows the child he has not had time to hug with the status as his flesh and blood it must precisely say.

"Who told you that lie? On what basis did you say Kevin was your son?" Paula was still flirting with her denial, she didn't want to just say it.

"DNA test results that say it all, I'm sure it's not a mistake, let alone a lie, I've seen it myself." Joshep handed over the paternity test paper that Bella had given him.

Now that Paula can't dwell anymore, besides the test results are already in Joshep's hands, she also feels it's impossible to avoid or hide it again, he said, maybe this is indeed the way God has been revealed even though in a way that is not at all expected, Paula can only follow God's scenario for now even though frankly her heart is getting anxious, even more anxious, he does not or what will happen in the future after Joshep knows this truth, but not all just need to be faced?

"Well, what do you want me to do? Tell Kevin honestly that his father was a great doctor named Joshep Smith, who divorced his mother while she was in the womb? Should I tell her that her grandfather was Frans Smith, someone he knew by the name of opa a very good doctor to him gave him a lot of toys but instead he was the real life snare opa him? Should I tell her that it was her favorite doctor's opa that separated her father and mother? So you think he's still gonna use Smith's name behind his name? That's what you want, huh? Torturing my child?" paula shouted while pointing at Joshep's face.

There is no defense at all from the self joshep, everything said paula a thousand percent entered in his mind, it may be true that he is too selfish and over-demands his rights as a father while not the slightest obligation he has to Kevin.

"Adam has no blood ties to Kevin, but he's sincerely doing all the fatherly duties you're supposed to do, and one more,,,, is,,, he never demanded any rights over Kevin, don't you feel ashamed about that right? What have you given, what have you done to Kevin that you call your son? WHAT!" paula continued still with mounting emotions.

"That's because I didn't know if you were pregnant back then, and you didn't tell me about your pregnancy either," Joshep still persisted with his denial.

"I also don't know if I'm pregnant with your child, I know that when I've been talaq by you, I know, my situation was also chaotic back then because I had to lose my father at the same time, I was alone, faced with it all, do you care about me? You didn't even put your face on my father's funeral." Paula was sitting limp on the floor, her body breaking down as if it were not boned when once again her memory had to go back to those bitter times.

"I-I-I was disappointed, I was hurt, I was angry because of that. Seeing the wife I love sleeping with another man, anyone in my position I'm sure will feel the same way as me." Joshep defended himself.

"Then you think I'm not angry? I'm not disappointed? I wasn't hurt? Finding a husband he loves does not believe in the wife he said he loved, without asking for an explanation instead directly dropped talak. Where was justice for me then? Where is the husband who should be my protector instead become my bully? Still want to think you're the only one hurt here?" paula looked up lifting her teary face to look at Joshep's standing eyes while returning his gaze with teary eyes.

"Say, do you still deserve your child's rights?" paula's voice was choked because her chest hurt so much when she said it.