UNIVERSE

Travelling Mama.

Adellia stared at the mound of land that was in front of her. Sinta's body was already buried, along with a lump of guilt, along with the patter of her tears, also along with her sense of regret.

" Mama, "

Adellia said softly, one or two people have left until the atmosphere of the tomb is getting quieter. There was only him, Alve, Diana, Ara, Dion, Dance, also Auksa and some of his friends who were present.

But all were equally silent mute.as if they did not want to disturb someone who had just occupied a new residence. Adellia rubbed her tears rough. His chest was so tight, his breath was choked. His mind and heart were also broken into pieces. No longer did he look at his heart which was somehow shaped. Adellia sat down next to Alve. His right hand gently rubbed the white tombstone.

" Sorry Adel Ma, sorry Adel. "Adellia looked down deeply, regretting her actions that often hurt Sinta, berating her inappropriate behavior towards her own mother.

"If Adel hadn't done that, Mama wouldn't have left, right? Had Adellia been more friendly and horrified by Mama's explanation, Mama would not have stayed in Adel so far, Ma, Mama was tired huh? " Adellia was sobbing. She stared at the empty meal, while Dance hugged Dion with her sobs that she endured in such a way.

"Mama was tired of the order to nerima Adel again yes, until God chose Mama to be in heaven alone rather than meet Adel. God is so good, Ma, HE knows that Mama is always hurt if there continues to be. "

Ara who was in a wheelchair with Diana standing behind her, grasped the handle of her chair tightly. Akusa's friends who were also present at the funeral were only able to duck in.

" Mommy would apologize Adel, right? " Adellia bit her lips hard. God, he's not sure he can hold on to all this.

" Ma, why not answer? " Aellia was crying again. Her tears did not let it dry for this time. Let his eyes speak, let the universe know the pain.

" Mama Dengerin Adel right? Mama listen to what Adel said just now? "

Alve closed both eyes with her hands. What has he done? Why would he break the bond and let Sinta go so easily? Alve turned his head, looking at Adellia - the only child with a wounded look. If he had talked about everything from the beginning, solved the problem in a good way, everything would not have been as ruined. Adellia would also not be injured in such a way, and she - Alve more precisely, would not feel such a large wound.

" Achel , "

Adellia turned her face away. Alve took a breath, right! he deserves to be hated for the umpteenth time .

"Sa, here, I need you. "

Then, Auksa approached, his legs were resting right next to the girl.

" Will you play in nature there? "

Auksa nodded in response to that, Adellia smiled faintly, her two neutrals staring at the mound again.

" Ma, said Auksa Mama very fondly there. Means if you stay here Mama will be sad dong, is it because there is Adellia?"

Auksa clasped Adellia's hand tightly, fusing her fingers on Adrelia's tiny finger, trying to channel the remaining speck of strength.

" Ma, "Adellia hissed, and with her left hand the girl squeezed the ground covering her body.

"Mama should have Adel! Kill Adel and Ma! Take Adel there! "

" Yes! "

Adellia throws a handful of such ground with origin. His hand that was originally grasped by Auksa turned to hit the mound of earth that was in front of his eyes.

" jangaen torment Adel kayak gini can! "Alve was intending to approach again, but Adellia quickly moved away. Suddenly, Auksa brought Adellia into his arms. Swiping Adellia's mane so gently. Adellia needs support, and Auksa, with full awareness, is ready as a backup.

" What are you doing Sa ?! "

The jolt of Adellia emotion. He disliked the actions of Auksa who tried to hold him back. Auksa locked Adellia's movement that continued to try to rebel, Adellia's power clearly lost far. Adellia Blared loudly.

" Take off me Sa! Let me anger Mama because Mama left me first. " Auksa shook her head hard.

" Leasin! "

" No Adellia. "

" o! "

" Achel Diem! With you acting like this also can not make Aunt Sinta back again. "

" I don't want my mom to come back either. "

"Stop is fine. I know that you're sick with Adellia."

Adellia pushed Auksa, but Auksa did not want to lose, she tightened her arms in such a way.

" I'm okay Sa, "

"Sa-s"

" Don't think of Adel, "

Lirih Auksa while carrying Adellia in his arms again. No, his heart is hurting.

" Ikhlasin aunt Sinta yes,"

" I can't Sa, "

" You can, it just takes time. You should try. "

Adellia roared, she hit Auksa's chest hard. The world is never fair in determining its destiny. He wanted to curry and run. He wants to disappear soon. If possible, Adellia does not want to be a small component that is easily played by the universe. He did not want to be an experimental material that could only be silent like a puppet.

" Sa, hiks, Mama can't come back. "

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True, regret always comes at the end. And so did Adellia this time. He was wrong, it turns out that Adelia is the cause of the universe so fond of playing tricks on him. He is too weak, so he is easily deceived.

" Adel, "Adellia is silent. Both of these neutrals never focus. His mind always wanders to and fro. Ara was wasting her breath heavily, she knew, Adellia felt so slumped. She also knew Adellia hated her life. Because - Ara was once in almost that kind of position. When her father leaves suddenly, when her memory is suddenly wiped out, when her galaxy is invisible in her radar, when Diana - Mama Ara, lies to her under the pretext of her happiness.

But even more painful is when he knows that Alve is not the father who has filled his life since the beginning. Alve had his own life, the man had his own house and palace and his own happiness, but the man still pitied him.

Although Alve only pretended to be his father, but Ara never felt he was born. Alve loved him more than anything.

Ara thought the world was just playing her to that extent. He was willing to sincerely accept it, but his intention was forced to stop when Galaxi's shadow could no longer reach him in his memory. Adellia's face appeared drowned filling the space she thought. Even Diana, as the mother who was beside her, had to be patient when suddenly Ara did not recognize her stature. He has Alzheimer's disease .

Ara let out a tired sigh, trying to free all her heart. Trying not to care that he also needs a name papahan.

" Adel, "Ara was staring at the ceiling of Adellia's room, staring at some of the memories that were still left out of her mind.

" Sometimes I feel alone. " Adellia turned her head, her net capture the look of Arabella's saucer. His face looked pale with chapped lips. His cheeks were thin, his hair was also an irregular mess.

" I know, so you're Adel's heavy. But, you also have to be grateful, at least there is still Papa in your life, at least there are still people who lo harepin presence. Don't let him down, Adel. He really hurt you. "

Ara looked at Adelia. Her lips flicked a small smile.

" Papa's a good man. He deserves to be happy, not with me, but happy with you who are his biological children. He bore the burden because of me. "

Adellia flinched in her place. Empty look. His lips shook with the cry. Adellia will not be happy with the shadow of Sinta. Ara glanced at Adellia again. His hand was now clutching Adellia's fingers tightly.

" Let there be a little more Adel, "Ara said so gently, unfortunately Adellia was busy with her own thoughts. Ara closed her eyes tightly. Then with a steady heart, he looked at Adelia fixedly. He should say it right now.

"Adel," Adellia's still stuck. As if not paying attention to it for a second.

" Adellia, "Succeeded, Adellia turned her head, settling down intensely.

" I have a request, "Adellia did not answer, still surprised by Ara's sudden words.

" If at any time, when I'm full, when I'm too tired, I want you to stay by my side "

" i want you to be my brother and me at the last minute. "

"I love the spirit to rise even though in those moments I have no hope Adel life."

" Adel, "Ara put on a small smile. Painful curvature in the view of an Adellia.

" Receive Papa in your life again yes, and arrange the happiness that was lost. Write another new page where I am no longer a bully who can only be a burden on your life. "

" I'm sorry Adel, because of me, you have to be sick many times "

" i'm sorry I can't be the big brother who can take care of you. "