
The sky is no longer clear,
Either pretend pity or do intend to be sad,
The star and its contents disappeared far out of reach.
Because what?
They choose to leave because they have no power to endure your pain.
The star that chooses silence when it hears your cry.
the sky chooses silence because of your sobbing
Smile,,,
Don't let the universe win 'cause it knocked you down.
Believe, believe,
Because the sky will still be your tired backrest.
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Adellia is putting her body on the bed . On his head was draped a kind of hat shaped doll tata. Both of his neutrals focused on watching scene after scene plastered on his phone. In this way adellia is able to eliminate her sadness even for a moment.
Tok tok tok tok
adellia's activities stopped, she glanced at the door and then again busy with watching again. He does not care, because usually at this hour his aunt will go in eradicating a glass of white milk for him.
" just go in, it's not locked!"
Said Adelia without diverting the view from the screen of her phone. Fortunately, auksa kindly gave up her phone while in the park.if not, maybe it can be ascertained adellia jumbled all day because she was unable to see her idol fanmeet.
Chequelek
The sound of open doors entered both ear holes Adelia, but the BTS enthusiast girl was still staring at her cellphone full of interest until she did not realize that her mattress slightly swayed the sign occupied by someone .
"Asik very mama's son. again watch what the hell?"
Adelia's reflexes froze. slowly her smile faded and eventually disappeared from her lips. Adellia looked at the middle-aged woman who was settling lovingly.her chest throbbing pain.sadness burst forth without being able to bear it anymore.
"why did you come here? "
Sinta forced a smile, slowly he tried to reach Adelia's hand.but unfortunately, his arm was violently pushed aside by his own puppet eye child.
"Again I ask, why are you here? "
adelia asked with a cold expression.and her love held back her tears that forced a spill.
"Mama kangen adel"
Adelia screeched, her finger pressing the side button of her phone to make it die in an instant.
"don't be drama! stale it!"
"Mama kangen so adel, it's been a few days adellia avoid mama continues."
Adelia rolled her eyeballs, lazily she pulled a blanket to cover her entire body including the head.
"don't worry, my mom has not been around for a few weeks.you don't admit to being my mom."
Heart love pinched, without realizing his tears can no longer bear. pain, it is what now dominates the space of his heart. if his son alone has considered him dead, then he has who ? If the child is just a puppet that is not able to assume his presence, then why is he still surviving and struggling?
"Adels"
Adelia covered her ears under the blanket and closed her eyes tightly.
"go!!"
As his heart rate stopped, he had heard the words repeatedly from Adelia's mouth. And that never made Sinta used to it
" Adel, mom.... "
" i don't want to be scared anymoreย ! "
Sinta sighed, she set the flow of air flowing from her nose, as if a heavy object was stabbing her chest at the moment.
"but adel"
"ck"
Sinta looked down. Never mind, adellia was still angry at him. If it is still forced, not a good thing that will happen later,
"Yes, mom's out. Don't forget to come down to dinner together"
Adelia moved unmoving, forced to step her feet towards the door. Then without saying anything else he came out of the room of his favorite son.
"Sorry mama adel"
said sinta lirih before going down the stairs with a circle of guilt. Adelia who heard the sound of the door closing woke up from her sleep, lying if her heart did not feel tight.
" what the heck mah, mama must nyakinin Adel kayak gini. Mama is evil know that? "
Adelia did hate love, but deep down, she could not bear to hear the pain that came out of her lips. however love is the figure of the woman who allows Adelia to look at the beauty of the world as well as at the same time taste the bitterness of the test of the universe.Slowly, the cry of adellia spread.she wrapped both her arms around her knees, also hiding the head among them.she hated, she hated, he hated the world that always made him suffer.
Tok tok tok tok
Roughly, Adelia rubbed her wet eyes and stared at the door.
" why come here again ?"
No, there's no answer behind closed doors. Again, Adelia buried her head between her knees, then she again shed her pain.
Tok tok tok tok
Again adellia flinched.now her eyes were pointing at a large window that was covered in a blue curtain of the sky. slowly adellia rose from her position, with careful steps she approached the location of the window of her room.
Tok tok tok tok
Not wrong again, the knock was indeed coming from the window of her room. Adelia's chest was pounding, her breathing no longer sounded stable. Adelia checked her phone which still showed at 08:00 p.m. Where was the nongolya demon so early?. Thought Adelia membatin.adellia goosebumps, no good, a little fear comes her way.
Tok tok tok tok
Adelia held her breath.she closed her eyes tightly and opened the window curtain with a quick movement.The two eyes of adellia were still closed, various kinds of sinister shadows began to appear in her thought space. Adelia opened her eyes slightly narrowed, although it looked blurry but at least there was still a shadow that could be caught by her retina. The red berhodiee girl circulated her gaze from the corner of the window to the other corner. But he found nothing. This time she breathed on it rough, she felt toyed with. Slowly, she opened both her eyes perfectly.
"ishi!!! Who the hell is a gini night? "
Pud
Adelia's reflexes turned to the corner of the window, where it was attached to a small pink paper.
lt's ugly!
...Adelia blinked her eyes a few times. His forehead looked curled curious.who?how strange....
Tok
funny also if you again mewek kayak so. I so difficult differencein between lo same ass pan hehehe
Adelia's head turned again, now in front of her eyes lined with three red, orange, and yellow papers.
don't cry. very crybaby
lo mah do not know, kalok lo cry nih yes, the terrace of the house suddenly flooded.where salty again aernya.
For a moment Adelia laughed looking at the writing in front of her. Then she turned to the yellow paper next to her again .
swear it!
his laugh is also dong woi! know not if the laughter lo it also nyeremin. persisi kunti that demen nangsang in the banyan tree complex next door.
"Woi lo do me!"
There was no answer, now even a bluish paper stopped beside the yellow paper.
don't be sad, snot out
Adelia touched under her nose.I did not find the snot that described the sentence from the paper.
hahaha you really suck snot, plain very.
" i'm okay "
Tok
don't pretend to be strong, girl mah that, say it's nothing, uh it turns out what's the matter.
Adelia grunts, the reflexes she says
" Sotoy lu "
Tok
how do you know that I do not like Soto?eak eak. so joked. joked.
uh, you don't feel alone.
because it seems like our destiny is the same, the universe really knows how to suffer.
" What do you mean about our same destiny? "
" no need to hang out! "
Tok
don't die first.later you die, can't donginin my handsome face.
Anyone who wants to die is not married yet.
"not sure, get out of here. Disturbing to know? "
"lagain ya lo feel Jungkook, who the hell lo! nongol dong, don't be a coward"
Tok
emm, maybe I'm a hunchback squatting, uh crooked,ishh whatansi? what matters is that! ah well, how is the writing
jongkoek huh?
you do not need to know who I am.gep me a story box that baek heart want to mention the story lo. if you want to cry, cry aja.
if you want to scream, yell aja. spud it all onto me.even if you want to kill yourself, ayok aja I ijabahin. I will record from the beginning until the end. but do not make sure I die, ayok aja I ijabahin,because my soul mate has not seen the trunk of his nose hehehe.
tomorrow when do I come again. if you are ready, you can tell everything to me. eh bts, change dong's pants, short very tired, I'll be a galfok
Adelia closed her window curtain quickly. But before that, he had time to curse the figure that inhabited the window of his room. Basic pervert! Adelia was still grumbling but she looked for trousers in her closet and then wore them in the bathroom.
"adel!!! Come down, baby, the food is ready"
Adellia snorted, lazy She opened the bathroom door and chose to lay her body on the mattress.
Adel was very disappointed. If you want all good - good and not getting worse, mama is quite enough to have your own adel for a while. Let adel calm down, barin adel try to accept everything little by little, adel take time, that's all, that's all,
*******
The wind blows slowly, the rest of the rain spots leave the smell of wet soil. A young man who was hiding right next to the window of Adellia's room chuckled. Funnier. Adellia's puffy expression looked adorable. But it turned out to be funnier than himself. He was still doing this kind of useless thing. With different people but the same treatment cares.
The young man looked up at the sky which now showed several small stars, for some reason he missed a moment like this, even though he knew that it would never happen again. The man swung his legs slowly, enjoying every sweep of the baby that touched his handsome face. Wanted to remember a few times, he still misses her. A beautiful figure who never wanted to go overshadowed his thought space. The young man let out a small sigh, his hands rolling up the sleeves of clothes that had been dirty from the stains. Blood stuck to where. Even his handsome face was not an exception to being splashed. The man turned his head again towards the window of Adellia's room, what was the girl doing in there? Is she still crying? Then, upon awakening, the man shook his head, it was none of his business. But somehow the corner of his heart was slightly pinched. The girl looked fragile and weak. His destiny was also toyed with by the throne of the universe, and it happened to him as well. How could he let a fragile little girl who pretended to be cheerful every day alone while wrapped in wounds? Ah.... Not only because of that, to be honest, every time the young man looked at Adellia's face, the shadow of her past always stopped by. And he can't pretend he doesn't care anymore. Adellia's too similar, though,
"if I were to ask for the same universe, I would ask to change my destiny as I believe it"
The young man looked down. Netraya stared at the nanar katana which was in the grasp of his left hand.
"gue wants the universe behind the people I love. I want him to return all my happiness that has been snatched away"
"but I can what..... "
the young man rubbed his face rough. His heart is throbbing pain. No!! He won't cry.
"adellia, can you hear me in there? "
He asked while peeking at the window that had been perfectly covered in sky blue curtains.
"don't cry anymore, because every time you cry, the shadow he always stopped by without me asking. "
He said while looking up at me. His mind wandered far away following his heart. A beautiful female figure fills the illusion.look at it!he remembered, and it only made him more hurt. Without notice, a water droplet flowed down his cheeks. I want to be asked a few times if it still exists. Care, desire to have, love, everything without exception, he still has, in the deepest corner of his heart.
The young man was a little mangomerang, no! He's not weak!!
Then without lingering any longer, the young man jumped down, he did not want to let his heart hurt more than this. He had to go back, and he could clear his mind with some stack of his paperwork. Yha, he can't stay like this forever, he has to believe that his twilight will come right back to him.