
Me, me,
Just being a shadow that refuses to move away from you.
You are the center of my world, and you are the one who brings a handful of blue to the gray sky.
Back Bella, back, Bella,
Don't let me cultivate my own homesickness.
🌜🌜🌜🌜
  The sound of friction curtains on the iron made Adellia's two eyebrows wrinkled. The sun's light flashed shamelessly, its light involuntarily hitting Adellia's face that was soundly asleep.
Adellia squirms, she stretches her muscles and joints that were stiff because of her sleep activity. Adellia opened her eyes lazily. Slowly but surely, the figure dressed in a blue dress caught her neutrality.
"Eh mama! "
Adellia got up from her sleep and hugged her mother who is still looking at her not understanding.
"Adellia really don't shower? Bad luck loh"
Her mother's soft voice entered Adellia's ears. Adellia hugged Sinta more tightly, she was so excited to hear the voice of her mother who still sounded warm. Not like the event he dreamed of. Her beautiful mother even became a monster when in front of her, scolding her Papa and threatening to leave the household palace she had painstakingly built.
"But Ma, Adellia's still missing"
Adellia answered. He was lazy, rather he wanted to look at the soft face of his mother a little longer to eliminate the dark dream that yesterday successfully haunted him.
"Ewh...Girls kok malesan gini. Take a bath there, do not feel at home mama deket same you. It smells!"
Mama said while flanking her nose with her index finger and thumb. Adellia's lips were pursed.
"Mama!Adel does not smell like tau. "
The jolt of adel while spoiled on Sinta's arm. Sinta patted Adellia's head gently then laughed out loud.
"Where will Taehyoung be with you. Smells his son's gini."
"Ma! Adel bite ya a long time,"
"Meat dong,"
Adellia pursed her lips, she was lazy. Honestly, he still remembered Sinta's usual shadow. Adellia was afraid that Sinta would change as she moved on.
"Mandi Adel."
"Males, man,"
"Make now or-"
Sinta's eyebrows up and down teasing. Adellia was goosebumps, looked at by her mother who was also looking at her.
"Or-"
"Or what's Ma?"
"Or Mama's tickling, hiah!"
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  Adellia ran over. She could die young if she kept getting a deadly tickle from her mother.Adellia opened the bathroom door, then locked it from the inside.
"MOM HABIT, HIH NYERREMIN! "
   Adellia's shout made Sinta giggle, then her look dimmed again in an instant.
Does he deserve this happiness?
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    A beautiful girl looked at the young man beside her silently. Her little lips turned on a smile, her hair that was left to unravel dancing in the wind.
"*Don't smile."
The command of the young man named Auksa while turning his face red. The girl's eyebrows fused hearing the word*.
"What's the matter ?"
Bella asked curiously, Auksa looked at her loving loving face. Her right hand rubbed against Bella's soft hand.
"I'm afraid the sky will fall in love with you. It's his weight, "
Auksa's reply made Bella laugh.
Maybe the sky likes it. Bella thought in her heart.
Bella looked at the auksa deeper, she further adorned her lips with a dazzling smile.
"He won't take me from you Sa. I already have a special eternal sky for myself. The most special sky and the most beautiful sky. "
Now it was Auksa who furrowed her brows because she did not understand. Bella rushed into the arms of Auksa, the girl raised her head to see the face of her lover who was now looking down at her.
"You know who the sky is Sa?"
"The sky is you Sa, the guy who is now right in my arms. You are the sky that first drops the twilight to the base of love until its root. The sky that makes dusk will not be able to turn to another sky even though the other sky is bigger and wider. I love you Sa. "
Bella's words successfully make Auksa sculpt, his heart beating abnormally. Auksa kissed Bella a long time ago. He wants to enjoy every moment with his beloved girlfriend.
"You're senile? "
Bella nodded and gave her sweet smile.
"Can you please jabarin why do I choose twilight over others? "
   Auksa frowned, she forced her brain to think harder. After finding an answer, Auksa held Bella's two hands gently. Her brown-black net collides with Bella's beautiful eyeballs.
"Senja is the source of the sky's happy smile. Without it, the sky would appear moody and imperfect. Bel, I, Auksa Legarvan Alfadiaraga, today firmly ask, you want to be the senjanya Auksa to an unspecified time limit?"
Pinta Auksa while carrying Bella in her warmth. Bella returned the hug of Auksa tightly, her heart really felt happy.
"Yes, I want to be your twilight that will never disappear even though the morning and night are in the way, I also want to be the twilight that remains faithful to come to wait for the embrace of the sky,"
"You are my most handsome sky called the Auksa Galaxy."
Auksa reciprocated Bella's embrace getting tighter. The breeze and the view of the twilight add to the romance of the two people who are now standing right on top of the building owned by Auksa.
Auksa woke up from his sleep, somehow the dream returned to quietly infiltrate in his mind. The sweat of Auksa dripped down profusely.
"why do you have to dream that shit again anyway?"
auksa cursed. Although the dream is very beautiful because there is Bella in it, Auksa will still hate it. Wh why? because the presence of the dream makes the intention of Auksa difficult to realize. Auksa does not want to be too long slumped in loving Bella who never raises herself.
"Why did you choose her over me Bella? Didn't I try to make the sky perfect for you?"
"Why did you choose to look for another sky and leave me here with all the memories that I even had a hard time losing?"
Auksa ruffled her hair, she did not understand the twilight that chose to leave her, but Auksa was more clueless with her who loved Bella so deeply.
It was true that fate toyed with her heart, even after a year passed without news, Auksa was still unable to wipe the face of Bella's angel. A beautiful face that always displays a smile with dimples, with eyes that always show twinkle when looking at him.
Auksa checked the clock that was coiled right on her wrist, she exhaled a little and then passed towards the bathroom.
Auksa always makes work as his outlet, he does not want to look fragile because of the departure of his lover Bella. Auksa will try to get up again and forget the memories that always haunt him. Auksa believes that he can do it.
Auksa turned on the bathroom shower, let the water hit the face of the tub of gods who are now looking up. No doubt, even though Auksa tried to throw all that, Auksa still could not deny the longing that rained down on him.
He misses Bella who has long disappeared.
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  A girl with blank eyes stepped slowly down the alley. His heart was broken, broken and broken.
She's Adellia Alexa Argantara. Adellia thought all the things that had happened to her lately were just dreams, but it turned out that her estimation was wrong. Everything really happened in his life.
Adellia remembered when she asked her mother where Papa was. He also still remembered when Sinta turned her face and answered the question with a wistful look.
Papa left.
As easy as his hero life gave up on his household, then stopped being a good father for his partner.
Adellia spread her legs unsteadily without spirit. What is he living for?
Adellia tilted her lips, she regretted all the cruel fate she had so desperately lived.
Tin!
Adellia turned her head, a white sedan quickly warned her to get out of the way, Adelia looked, her body stiff, and her brain suddenly stopped operating.
"Revelation! "
Adellia did not make hysterical cries from people who saw her from a distance. Unknowingly, Adellia's smile rose. It seems like dying is the best option to end all of this.
Arakkkkkk!!!!
Adellia's body bounced hard. Both of his eyes were tightly closed.
Is he dead? thought in the heart. But the baritone voice of a man made him come back to his senses. Adellia opened her eyes slowly. Both of his retinas caught the figure of the young man who was staring at him with an angry look.
"Lo wants to die? "
a typical male voice fills her ears that are buzzing, Adellia's eyes begin to blur. His chest was also beating fast. Adellia looked down, her tears flowing down her cheeks.
"Gue wants to die"
his sobbing while squeezing the young man's coat saved him.The man protected adellia's head with his arms.
"Hiks, the world didn't let me live. If it wasn't for you, I'd have seen you sooner, I could have died without feeling any more pain."
Adellia crying sobbing. He hit the chest of the man in front of him
"Gue wants to die hiks. "
"lo Pinting?"
That was the last thing Adellia heard. After that, both of his eyes were perfectly closed.