
...For you who managed to grab me in my dark shade....
...For you too who can make me feel the love that was originally pseudo....
...One day......
...Don't lose some kind of weapon just yet....
...Auksa legarvan alfadiaraga...
...🌜🌜🌜🌜...
"ara, he's got you"
Adellia took her breath in. Want to be hit many times, the word alve continues to shadow it. Adellia still does not want to believe, unfortunately, the alve itself has given certainty, ara, she is adellia's foster sister, a beautiful woman who never wanted adellia appeared in her life. Adellia closed her two neutrals, just deserved the anger, it was fitting that her mother decided to end everything, the alve deed was too outrageous.
"why again"
The sound of auksa interrupts, for a moment adellia flinch, she siam does not know what to answer.
"just tired"
Adellia tells lies after repeatedly twisting the brain.
"want Tteokbokki?"
Adellia shook her head unwillingly, she had eaten tteokbokki with auksa before going to the minimarket. Yha, certainly before the tragedy struck him.
"gue wants to go home"
Auksa looked at adellia who closed her eyes. Looks like a tear in the corner, the girl took a breath and then threw it away violently. Auksa was unable to evade, he was worried, his heart suddenly became restless, if he knew it would be like this end, it was certain auksa would throw away his ego and accompany Adellia to buy a bandage. The girl changed since coming out of the supermarket, a smile that had been expanding because of auksa invites food and street, suddenly disappeared. Adellia looked glum, and auksa did not like that.
"i've been coming home"
Fine auksa said, it should be adellia he returned home, the day had stepped on the night since yesterday, even though auksa heard that adellia's father did not come home, he said, it's not good for a girl to live under one roof with her. After all, the rain had long stopped, the ceiling left only a cloud that was reluctant to put the stars, the moon seemed to glow dimly covered with vibrant clouds.
"gee doesn't want to go home"
Auksa jerks. Any more?
"why? "
Auksa pulled her car over, she turned aside to just look at Adellia who chose not to care. The girl was still loyal to the tightness of her eyes, the noise of the car, also the roar of the motor did not even bother her.
"adel's story"
Adellia's eyes are open. Netraya stared at the sad auksa. Auksa was stunned, he saw the wound also sore in the dark eyes.
"don't force me sa, I'm tired of crying mute"
"gue is not psychic, you can't guess what you think"
Adellia turned her face out the window. Lamp lights that decorate the streets entertain the scenery.
"adel"
Adellia was silent. Not that he did not hear, but Adellia did not want to answer him. He was afraid that the wound would get worse and wider.
"adellia alexa agantara "
Adellia biting lips. Can auksa understand himself for now only?
"whatever you are, I'm going to keep anterin you home now"
Disconnecting auksa in the end, adellia flinched. His body stiffened with fear, without excuse his tears seeping again. Adellia touched the arm of auksa, both of her neutrals shining expectantly,
"don't you, I beg you, don't bring me home"
Auksa was surprised to catch Adellia crying. He gripped both of Adellia's shoulders tightly.
"clear to me why don't you want to"
Adellia grew sobbing, she looked down because she still did not want to tell everything. Her hand that touched her arm shook, she did not want, she was not ready, although the alve would not be at home because it was taking care of her foster sister, adellia still would not be strong.
"don't you, don't take me home"
Auksa rubbed her hair rough, she really did not understand the request of adellia. Then, the auksa removed the adellia grip on her arm gently. He stared at Adellia for a moment, trying to make a decision that he hoped he would never regret.
"gue please sa, this time aja"lirih adellia meohon. Auksa took her breath in deep.
"go home to me"
He said then without lingering longer he ran his car splitting the city streets.
******
Zrassss
Suddenly it rained down running, the water children after after touching the streets. Auksa breathed tired. Fortunately, he had arrived home before the rain hit Jakarta.
Auksa looked at the water boy who slapped the window, his hand carrying a cup of cappuccino that was still steaming, auksa raised it towards the mouth and then sipped it. Slowly but surely, the taste of the coffee cappuccino managed to calm him from anxiety.
Jduarr
Eughhh
Auksa stared at the changing position of adellia, adellia seemed too tired to face the twists and turns of the problems that befell her. The girl seemed fragile to fight against the cruelty of the universe. Auksa stepped closer, her hand raising the soft adellia blanket.
"lo there's still me adel"
He said softly while putting his coffee cup on the nightstand. Auksa crouched down, her hand rubbing the gentle mane of adellia. No doubt, his heart seemed to warm.
"you've managed to get me del. Although not completely. But you've succeeded in making me pay more attention to you than others"
Said auksa printing a smile on his lips. Auksa would not necessarily rashly claim this taste as liking, auksa only knew that he cared more and more.
"don't think he's adel"
Adellia's forehead is folded, it's possible that the girl is disturbed by the sound of auksa . Auksa chuckled slightly, her thumb rubbing gently on adellia's forehead.
"don't like the twilight that leaves the sky alone. Don't make me slump after I break up to care about you"
For a moment, auksa placed her head right in front of adellia's face, her neutrals scrutinizing adellia's beautiful face, she was adellia and not her bell anymore.
"go afraid of losing again"
Suksa said softly, his heart throbbing pain. He still remembers how painful it is to be left behind. Though auksa has given up all its tastes and is too dependent on the figure of bella.
"sa"
Auksa flinched, adellia's voice startling him. Reflexes, auksa intended to keep his head away from adellia, but unexpectedly,adellia instead stroked her soft jet black mane. Auksa pecked, his eyeballs staring at the full figure of adellia beautiful impeccable. His chest rumbled, for the first time he was nervous, of course after a long time felt dead because of the loss of bella. Auksa held her breath as the tears of adellia slid smoothly through the pillow, the rubbing of adellia that originally made her misbehave turned into a sea of pity. As if auksa would feel the sadness stored in adellia. The auksa reflex wiped the soft adellia tears, her heart was in pain.
"same wrong sa"
The movement of the auksa that was wiping the tears of adellia stopped. Auksa was silent mute, her two neutrals glared at the adellia again and again sobbing.
"go wrong, I'm wrong"
Auksa rubbed adellia's head repeatedly, she was confused by the word adellia.
" I lost two people at once. The most important person I defend to remain intact "
"hiks, I thought mom made Papa go. Mama who made me lose the dream of having a complete family.hiks,sa, I was wrong to think, Mama has gone sa, I don't know where I can definitely connect with him. "
"sttt, I've eliminated the same lo. whether it's bokap lo or nyokap lo, they'll all go back to lo again "
" all belongings you will return to the owner.lo just stay waiting for Adel "
"no, Papa has a new family. "
Adelia bit her lips.His tears slid again in a row.
" Who is ara sa? "
" who is he, I don't have a sister "
" i'm Sa's first child, the only one in the alfadiaraga family "
" he took my Papa"
"saaaaa, she snatched everything from me. Now I know why Mama chose to go "Adelia Roared painfully, auksa rubbed Adelia's mane so gently. He doesn't know how else to calm Adelia down. He also felt it, the difference is, auksa felt that the affection of his parents had completely disappeared. There's nothing left. They were only concerned about her brother and never glanced at him in the slightest. Auksa could only remain silent as she looked at the crying Adelia. His hand still gently rubbed the mane of the girl. He knew Adelia needed a backrest. He also knew that Adelia needed a figure to calm her down, because auksa was so understanding about her pain. Slowly but surely, Adelia's cries died down. Both her eyes were wet from the tightly closed cries. Auksa took a breath and rubbed Adelia's eyes gently.
" don't cry anymore Adel "
He said then stood up. It's not good for her to stay here, other than her heart being unwell because of Adelia's angelic calm face, auksa also feels bad about the girl later.
" have a good dream"
Pamit auksa was about to move, but her hand was suddenly blocked by Adelia.
" Don't Go"
Auksa was startled, reflexively, her head turned to look at the sleeping adellia.
Auksa crouched down to her original position. The two neutrals again settled Adelia who still closed both eyes.
"why? "
" Don't stay me sa, don't go kayak them"
Please Adelia while pulling the auksa hand and make the palm of the man as a cushion.
" i want to go out for a while Adel, will not be long "clear auksa soft. Adellia kept on shaking
" can't. "
Hah, auksa sat her body on the floor and then placed her head like that.His hand rubbed Adelia's mane gently again.
" Yes, I'm not leaving. Now you have to sleep "
Suksa rubbed Adelia's head repeatedly to put the girl to sleep. Auksa looked at Adelia deeply .
It seems you have really succeeded in lengserin dusk long in my heart Adel, I never felt this bike other than the same bella, but in front of you now, I became a different figure.