UHIBBUKA!
UF A.I
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Just yesterday we felt together, together,
Just yesterday we were joking and laughing
It harbors a sense of excitement in the soul.
But now it's been a year without you,
I haven't heard from you in a long time. Whereabout
yourselves?.....
Are you still in the same world? Or is it gone as others say?...
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A year has passed since the incident, not many can remember Kayla. Even how he lived his life without a Rayhan was not able to remember anymore.
All Kayla can remember is that her life is not as beautiful as it used to be, no laughter adorns her day. No one's spirit will accompany his steps.
I don't know, life goes on. Time passed quickly, not much memory was able to record. There are only a few memories that will never happen again.
Where's Ray? How are you, I miss Ray's brother. I beg you to come back, show everyone that Brother Ray is still fine. Ray's brother is alive, I'm sure.
Said Kayla, the girl with a face was sitting daydreaming. But the loud ringing of the phone made his long daydream fade.
"Hello, assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikumsalam, Kayla's mom in the lobby is looking for you. He said your fiancee."
Information from a company receptionist. Kayla just remembered, today there is a promise to go with Alex, her fiance. To go to the boutique and fittings of their wedding clothes that will be carried out in a few days.
I don't know how the story began, Kayla was in a state of slump. And in that state, Alex came to Kayla. It brings a sense that has been buried for a long time, he said. Alex expresses her feelings for Kayla, instead of looking for opportunities in the narrow-mindedness of Rayhan's absence. But in Alex's mind just how to dispel the girl's grief, the girl he loved had been for years. Who lost the joy of a deep sense of Rayhan.
Exactly half a year ago, Alex came with his family who flew directly from Germany to propose Kayla was producing good news. In fact, Kayla intended to refuse at first because she had absolutely no feelings for Alex. And again, according to Kayla, the man who became his best friend just felt sorry. Kayla does not want to be pitied, she is not a pathetic person. Especially being pitied in the name of love.
But Ian gave Kayla an explanation, which made the girl's mind finally open.
"Rayhan does not exist, it is not a sign that the universe does not approve of you with Kayla. You have to accept the fact that Rayhan has died even though he has not been found. Move on deck, where brother is always tough and accept reality." Ian said at that time, to open his sister's mind.
"But I'm an ordinary man bang, I have a weak side and a limit of strength. I'm not a robot bang, I have a feeling. And my feelings for Rayhan's brother, not Alex!"
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This is where Kayla finally located, in a famous boutique in the city center. Together with the fiancee who in a few days will be his legitimate priest. Kayla went around exploring one by one the dresses that were displayed. Wedding dresses of various models, starting the cleavage open without arms. Until the traditional kebaya but in the box becomes contemporary. The girl smiled softly behind her veil. Really getting married is not a priority in his life, Kayla still wants to focus on improving herself for the better. But the reality of the other words, the evidence is that he is currently with his fiancee. Alex, a best friend who expresses love.
"Well what do you think?" Alex's voice rang out in the distance, the man gallantly walked up to Kayla. With a typical white bridal suit suit with some lace on his side. Kayla nodded in response, there was no smile she made.
If you can be honest, not at all his heart harbors feelings for Alex, but what to say. Maybe this is the fate that Kayla must accept, with Alex even without love. Kayla believes love can come at any time. And just maybe, a heart she'll be able to open her heart to Alex. Maybe maybe.....
"This beer we eat in the park yuk Ay, long ago we did not walk. You're busy with your work, and now you're the CEO." Ledek Alex sambi smiled, making Kayla smile.
Indeed, it has been almost eight months Kayla served as CEO in one of the branch offices of her late father's legacy first. While the parent company is led by Ian, who is currently not single. Yeah, that guy got married a few months ago. Precisely, three months after the accident Rayhan was declared dead by the sar team although until now his body has not been found.
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The scorching weather in this park, makes some visitors choose to take shelter under shady trees. Enjoy the wind that blows slowly through the leaves. Just like Kayla and Alex, the two lovebirds were sitting under a large tree with several other visitors sitting not far from them.
"Yes..," A few seconds without a word, Alex was still looking at the silhouette of Kayla's face from the right corner.
The nose covered in a veil still showed the girl firmly. This girl, Kayla her name is. A woman who lives full of treasure, but that is not the attraction.
"Ay...," Alex's voice burrowed out, this time louder. Wanting his taste Alex touched the girl's shoulder, however his turbulent desire attempted to hold him back.
Kayla is still faithful in her long daydreams, thinking about how her story will come to the fore. Is Alex really the soul mate that God has prepared all this time? Is it true that Alex will be a companion for the rest of his life later?
But the heart is still the heart, how great it hides the feeling of the heart can not lie.
Yes, there is still someone who remains in Kayla's heart. The person who disappeared after the accident, somehow is her news now.
"Ay..," Alex's voice came back, accompanied by a brief pat on Kayla's shoulder. He surprised the girl and looked.
"Sorry sister Ray..," Kayla said spontaneously, making Alex immediately grim face.
It turns out that his conjecture was true all along, Kayla's heart still belonged to Rayhan.
Alex smiled wryly, then threw away his face.
"I'm Alex, if you forget." His reply then, Kayla turned her head again. Then cover your mouth with two palms.
Astagfirullah.. Inwardly, thousands of apologies she made to Alex in her heart.
"Sorry Alex..," Kayla's great-granddaughter looked down, all of which happened spontaneously without any intention of hurting Alex.
"I ask you to spare him Ay, he has calmed down in God's heaven. He wasn't there from a year ago, why do you remember Ay. Two more days of our wedding, the invitation has been spread, the pre-wedding photo has been done, souvenirs, clothing fittings are all finished. Just one that hasn't, her bride hasn't prepared the heart."
Seloroh Alex with a firm tone. His words this time sounded serious, inversely proportional to Alex who was always relaxed.
"He's alive, I'm sure he's alive Alex." Disputing Kayla is no less firm, Alex menoneh. They looked at each other, the look of disappointment clearly visible on Alex's bluish net. While the look of anger was clearly drawn in Kayla's eyes.
"He's dead Kayla, he's DEAD. You still don't understand?!" Alex snapped at the end, the man stood up then walked a few steps.
Kayla stood up and walked over to Alex, the girl wiping away her tears that had been spilled by Alex's snaps.
"Sister Ray isn't dead yet Alex, you have to understand. He's still fine." Reject Kayla firmly. Alex turned the bow, now the two faced each other with a distance of half a meter that stretched.
"You're a hypocrite Ay, a hypocrite." Said Alex while pointing at Kayla's face with her index finger.
Kayla closed her eyes, unable to look at Alex's angry face.
"You say you believe in God's destiny, but what you do now defies God's destiny. You belied the destiny of God!" Alex's voice is still not weakened, precisely the tone of his voice is increasingly fierce.
"Your heart is closed because of your love for Rayhan. Until you can't accept fate, you can't accept the fact that Rayhan is dead. And you don't want to accept people who really love you Ay." This time Alex's voice weakened, even at the end of his sentence Alex smiled wryly while looking down.
"I'm here Ay, always here. I fell in love with you even long before you came back to Indonesia, in Egypt do you remember what I did? Every morning I send breakfast to your apartment, every time I go home I always pay to your apartment. Every night I always chat, remember you worship, eat, rest and duty. That's all I'm doing because I LOVE you, Ay....,"
Alex's voice grew louder, the tall man with a hoodie navi covered part of the face, occasionally taking a deep breath. Eliminates the tightness in his chest.
All this aside Alex. You also need to listen, you need to share the burden.
"I came to Indonesia, for you Ay. All I do for you, hoping you can open your heart and accept my feelings. But what do I get? Bitter reality! The Kayla that I like turns out her heart already belongs to someone else, even before I know you."
Kayla remains in her silence, listening to Alex still spill her heart. Let Alex say everything he's been saying.
"I'm sick Ay, struggling alone for years without any certainty. Why Ay, why can't you just open your heart and your feelings for me?!"
