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Have I ever told you that I love rain?
When you forget, let me remind you.
But tonight I announce. I hate the rain so much.
Dear moment, say goodbye again...
Kayla Natasha's..
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The full moon is dim in the dark of the night, giving a soothing glow.
But not for two people who are being overwhelmed with anxiety, the two of them are silent to each other in deep contemplation.
Rayhan, the man is silent. Wrestling with time and thought, about what he was going to say.
Kayla and Rayhan are currently sitting on a park bench, not far from the shopping center. This place is quite crowded, many young people who spend time to make love.
The silence only belongs to the two of them, because the real thing is that they have been in this place for 10 minutes. But no one opened their voice.
"what's Ray talking about?" The girl glanced at the watch, the time had shown at 20:30 while Ian advised Kayla to be home before nine p.m.
Rayhan turned his head, knowing the girl's turmoil. The man decided to stand up, raising his face. Looking at the moon in the distance of the night sky.
"Tomorrow the night of my engagement..," Rayhan said without turning his head.
I know brother Ray. The girl looked down softly, Kayla clearly remembered without having to be reminded back.
Rayhan was still standing, then turned his head when he did not hear any answer from the girl behind him.
"Just like Clara." Add it later.
"Yes, brother Ray." Lirih Kayla still looked down, her eyes glazed over. His heart is facing a painful reality.
"And you're just in there?" Rayhan asked again, this time the man was sitting in front of Kayla. Looking at the beautiful face that is now covered with hijab.
The two of them exchanged glances, trying to express their deepest feelings.
"Lo still love me, ninja?" Rayhan asked softly, to be honest he himself was not sure how the girl felt towards him.
Again, Kayla just kept quiet without giving an answer. Making Rayhan puff up, then getting away from the girl.
"Answer, ninja!" Her voice slightly shouted, making Kayla gasp in shock. Shortly after, the girl nodded briefly.
But it managed to make Rayhan develop a smile.
"Let's get out of here, man,"
Kayla widened her eyes upon hearing Rayhan's words, go how did she mean it?
"We don't want this engagement to happen, do we? Our only way out of here,"
"Stop brother Ray, what's the big brother talking about? I don't want to, this problem should be resolved instead of avoiding sis." Reject Kayla raw. It's true that she loves Rayhan, but this is not the way to be together.
"Keep it what? I'm still engaged tomorrow night, aren't I?" Rayhan again shouted furiously, making some people not far from them turn their heads out of curiosity.
"Please ninja, let's go." This time his voice sounded friendly. His black net radiated deep hope.
"Sorry, I can't." Lirih Kayla, made Rayhan immediately look down lethargic.
"Haha. I am so stupid! After being disappointed so deep, but to this day I still struggle. And the tip of her remains the rejection I got!" The man with the black hoodie chuckled blandly, then rubbed a rough face.
Kayla's shrill voice made her turn her head, then pulled her hair feeling frustrated.
"I'm sorry Ray, but I really can't. I don't want to be in a relationship without the blessing of Ian's brother and sister." Said the girl on the sidelines of her cry.
A speck of water drenched Rayhan's face, but not a cry! Rather than rain, the man looked up, staring at the increasingly blackened dark sky and rainwater that began to hit the surface of the earth.
Some people ran away from the park, leaving only two people who were compromising on the future.
"Keep what's Kayla? How do I want to go again, huh?!" Shouted Rayhan as loud as he could, his voice sounded loud under the rain.
Kayla just kept quiet and cried, and Rayhan realized that. Although the girl's tears were covered in a veil and had been mixed with rain water, Rayhan knew the girl was crying.
"It turns out you're still the same, Kayla. Still a nightmare I thought was a good dream! Am I the only one who has been fighting all this time? Fight to be like we used to be? Don't you want us..,"
"I don't want to brother!" Kayla snapped, the girl stood up and walked over to Rayhan.
Rayhan flinched, this time the wound in his heart that Kayla incised was much more painful than the bruise on the man's face.
"I would rather lose brother Ray if it is Allah's will, I believe in Allah's qadha and Allah's qadar. And I also believe, if we are destined to mate we will certainly be together whatever the way, brother. But I'll also accept that Ray's brother isn't my soul mate!" Kayla screamed out her emotions, Kayla was not out of thought with Rayhan's narrow mind.
Rayhan sighed deeply, the man reached into his pants pocket and took out an object.
"Maybe this is the only way." Said the man, then pulled out Kayla's hand. The girl muttered, not expecting what Rayhan would do.
Rayhan forcibly pulled the girl's hand, then opened Kayla's palm.
"Take care of this, don't let it go again."
A necklace with a K&R letter pendant is now in Kayla's hands. The girl's eyes are patterned, the necklace that four years ago he returned to Rayhan turned out to be still kept by the man.
"I don't know your true feelings, thanks ninja. Because until now your feelings are still mine." Rayhan smiled, a warm smile that actually contained disappointment.
"Can't you take my hand off?" Asked the girl while pulling her hand from Rayhan's hand.
Rayhan again pulled Kayla's hand, the man took off his hoodie and wrapped the girl's hand.
"Gue just wants to be rich for a minute." Pinta Rayhan then re-grasped Kayla's hand, not in direct contact because the hoodie cloth became pelingdung.
"Maybe all this time I have not really been in love with you, my feelings for you are still dominated by sheer lust. But my love time to learn love is just as lo because God, equally rich the way you love me."
"Ana Ubibbuki File. Wait for me to say that sentence at the right time someday." Rayhan said with a smile, his hoarse voice increasingly raspy when saying that sentence.
Kayla smiled behind her veil, tears rolling down her cheeks.
Ana Uhibbuka Rayhan Fillah. Lirih Kayla inwardly, then pulled her hand from Rayhan's grasp.
O Allah, may Your Mubram's destiny bring us together later in an essential sacred bond.
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Someone once explained to me, soul mate, death, sustenance, those are the provisions of God.
But in God's destiny, it is still divided into two. The destiny of Mubram and Mualaq.
Your soul mate, when he comes God has already determined. But it is with your efforts and trust that will lead to the soulmate.
Who your soul mate is, is not entirely determined. Because of its nature *mubram.
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