UHIBBUKA!

UF W

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Don't be sad, whatever is missing from your side will definitely return in a better form.

Human error is always grieving when losing something that is not his right.

One way to get true happiness is to let go of something that has passed, and keep something valuable on our side.

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Kayla and Alex were on one of the park benches near the campus parking lot, this morning they had a meeting with the supervising lecturer. But because of an urgent matter, make the schedule backwards from the schedule that should be.

A gust of wind that collided with the leaves of the tree, producing the sound of the cooling wind roar.

Kayla sat in silence, the girl was deep in thought. His eyes looked far ahead, from the look of his eyes that clearly looked sadness made Alex easily guess if this girl was having problems.

"You why Ay? These few rich days his sad continues?" Alex turned his head, looking for an answer from the girl's eyes.

"Haha time? You're feeling Lex, I'm normal." The girl lowered her head, hiding her trembling hand behind her large hijab.

Alex is speechless, observing Kayla's change in attitude. A thin smile was smeared on her lips.

"If you're gonna lie, don't be with me." He said firmly, he knew very well what if Kayla was covering something up. The girl would hide her hands that were shaking from groggy.

"What the hell are you, I'm not lying to Lex." Kayla grew even more excited, making Alex sigh long.

"Well I know you have a problem, and I understand that you don't want to tell a story. But please don't lie about your situation. If anything says." His words were firm, making Kayla look down feeling guilty.

Kayla sighed, then looked at Alex. The girl with the navy-colored hijab and robe sighed a few times.

"How could we like something. But the item has been hijab with others, but has not been paid prospective owners. You think we can still buy that stuff? Or should I go and buy something else?"

Alex was stunned, the bright twinkle that always graced his eyes instantly dimmed.

"Do you like someone?" His voice rose, actually from surprise. She knew clearly, Kayla had never talked about this kind of thing. And what Alex knows, Kayla does not easily fall in love with the opposite sex. How not, with her being together almost every day Kayla still does not know how Alex feels about her.

"Ah no haha," Kayla grew increasingly intrigued, regretting saying such a thing to Alex.

"Who's Ay?" Alex's voice was soft, not expecting himself to go first for someone else to win Kayla's heart.

The girl remained down, her tongue was crazed to say. Kayla closed her eyes, imagining Rayhan's face the last time she met him. No smile, no greeting, let alone sweet treatment as before. Everything was gone from that man.

"Rayhan?"

Alex asked in the end, it wasn't all this time that the man wasn't aware. He is well aware of how Kayla behaves with the man, Alex often catches Kayla stealing glances. But when Rayhan looked at her, the girl threw away her face. Coupled with Rayhan, he knows for sure if the man keeps a taste for Kayla. It might even be as great as Alex's feelings for the girl.

As Kayla turned her head, the two of them sat for a moment. The girl was still silent, her voice seemed to be choking.

Alex smiled blandly, no need to wait for an answer from the girl's mouth he already knew. Highlight Kayla's eyes answered all her questions. Alex lowered his head, the pain instantly crept into his heart.

Realizing he had even lost before entering the battlefield!

"Ay, you must know she's Clara's fiance, right?"

Kayla just nodded, closing her eyes. Specialized in the heart, hoping to help a little relieve the pain of facing the harsh reality.

"It is not wrong to fight for our desires, God always tells His servants to strive. But even in that effort we must not forget to trust in Allah. Because in life, the good bad fate of a person is already determined Ay."

"But don't let because you're busy fighting for your wishes, you forget there's someone else by your side who might have a much bigger feeling for you Ay."

Kayla smiled, behind her veil when she heard Alex's explanation. The girl mustardly understood Alex's explanation.

"Thank you for Lex's motivation, you are my most understanding friend." Kayla patted the man's shoulder, then smiled sweetly. How did Alex know that? She had even memorized every expression of Kayla's face behind her veil. It was easy for Alex to know when the girl was smiling, pouting, even when lying. Alex knows everything without exception.

"Where can you rich singles talk poetic about it haha." Finally the girl laughed, forgetting a bit of sadness in her heart since a few days ago.

"Hahaha, you're single too. Don't insult me." Alex chuckles amusedly, not that his anxiety is gone. But decided to cover up all his sense of sadness for Kayla.

"Ah time anyway? Don't have that someone? Indo people have absolutely nothing that makes you interested?" Kayla asked curiously, being friends with Alex for 4 years never once did the man talk about girls. Kayla even had time to assume that Alex is someone who does not like the opposite sex.

"There is."

"Okay, okay! I'll tell you a secret, though." Reveal Alex after the girl keeps urging him to say something. Kayla frowned in wonder, what is so hard?

"There is this girl." Alex calls a girl. Kayla's chest was pounding, curiosity crawling her heart.

"I think I like it." Alex smiled as he looked straight ahead, some students were busy talking and doing their respective tasks. Kayla turned her head, choosing to be silent waiting for her next speech.

"I often see him in the campus garden, in front of my class. But, I never dared to talk to him." Alex remembers what happened a few years ago, when he just recognized Kayla. Just one talk, while escorting the girl looking for a lecturer's room. After that, it took a long time for Alex to have the courage to approach Kayla.

"And you think you like it?" Ask Kayla curious.

"Yes." Yeah." Alex looked at the girl beside him. "There's something mysterious in him that I'm interested in."

"You're weird." Kayla grunts while patting Alex's head. The man chuckled again.

"Hahaha, I was surprised too. I don't usually like this Ay."

"there's always a first time. Aren't you going to talk to her? say hi?" Kayla gave her advice.

"I'm not sure, he's a loner who rarely joins his friends."

"I think there are rarely our residents who are loners, because the Indonesians are notoriously friendly and have a high social spirit."

"He's different Ay, I'm not sure." Alex looked down, after all the explanation. Doesn't Kayla realize that she herself is Alex.

"He never saw you? Or accidentally walk?"

"Often, always meet. But sometimes he was always drifting in his own mind, never realizing I was by his side."

Kayla forces Alex to approach the mysterious girl, but Alex always refuses. Every time Kayla asks Alex what attracted her to the girl Alex can never answer with confidence.

"Because she's pretty?"

"Yes she's beautiful, attractive again. But that's not it, that's not it." Alex rejected the idea.

"What is dong then?" Kayla asked paused, since this guessing game has no end.

"He's very mysterious."

Kayla swerved, patting the bench a few times. "Serial killers are also Lex's mystery." Said later.

Alex laughed as well, realizing the absurd sentence he had just said.

"she sees to have her own world filled with her own sorrow. She doesn't seem to notice everyone around her. Every time I see her, she sees like struggling to breathe the air as much as she can. Like, she tries to gather her strength or something."

Kayla widened her eyes. Really not the Alex he's known all along.

"Huh? Now your words are more poetic than they were. Subhanallah it's lucky that chick has a rich fan of yours huh." Kayla laughed and was amazed.

"He made me this way." Alex is still drowning in his deep feelings.

This thing's actually turning bucin now.

"Wait especially if that's the case, let's tell him. You want him to be taken by someone else?"

"I don't want to risk Ay. He may have feelings for others." Lirih Alex while bowed, even has so far expressed her feelings Kayla still did not realize.

"Something always happens at the right time Ay, I'm not ready to be rejected anyway."

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A soul mate is God decisive, but how you find it is determined by the effort you make. Don't just wait for him to come, try! God is good. But people sometimes forget. "A business without prayer is arrogant, and prayer without effort is futile!"

(**he seems to have his own world full of his own sadness. He didn't seem to notice everyone around him. Every time I saw him, he looked like he was struggling to breathe as much air as he could. Like, he was trying to gather strength or something.)

Translate his long and poetic sentence Alex, so no need Google Translate again😁🤗🤗

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