Two Rings

Am I an Actor?

Every woman wants to hold a baby, but if God does not want what we can do. Not to mention if there is something that prevents a woman from having a baby, whether it is due to health factors or something else. If it's like that, it's not our power as humans anymore to determine, is it?

Do not mourn what we do not have, but be grateful for what He has given.

***

Dion had managed to persuade his wife to come home, at least he was now calm.

Dion just look for ways how to restore mental condition Jasmine, of course this reality is not easy for a woman who wants a baby.

Dion hired Melati to come in, and sat her down on the living room couch.

Rissa and Bi Ai welcomed Melati's return, they were sympathetic to Melati's current condition.

"Sir," said Rissa slowly.

Melati turned her head, looking at Rissa wistfully. Unexpectedly, Melati suddenly rushed to hug Rissa. His crying broke again, Rissa also dissolved in the atmosphere.

"Mom, don't cry anymore. I'm sure God has prepared better things for Ma'am" said Rissa trying to ease Melati's cries.

"I can't be a perfect woman, Sa. I can't be a mother" said Melati behind Rissa's back.

Rissa stroked the back of her honey, she also understood Melati's current feelings.

"Who said you're not perfect? You're more than perfect, you can also be a mother."

"How can I be a mother, I can't get pregnant anymore, Sa." Jasmine was still dissolved in her sadness.

Rissa let out a sigh, there's not much she can do right now.

"Patience, Ma'am. There are still many who love Ma'am, there is still Mas Dion, there is Bi Ai, there is me too. Don't keep it like this."

Rissa wiped away the tears flowing down Melati's cheeks, she gave a faint smile and tried to encourage her honey.

Dion, who saw the sight, was immediately moved. His two wives are hugging each other, which is not easy for Dion to get.

"Oh Allah, my two wives are very familiar. I beg you to keep them together, lest their relationship deteriorate if one more truth is revealed later," Dion hoped very much for that.

"I took Mommy to the room, Dad. Ma'am has to rest," asked Rissa and Melati according to. Now Rissa was leading her honey to rest in the room.

Rissa laid Jasmine on the bed, she also wrapped her honey body in a blanket.

"Break up, Ma'am."

"Sa, accompany me first." Melati pulled Rissa's hand, making her sit back in her body

"Why Ma'am? You want something?" Ask Rissa.

Melati stared blankly at the ceiling of her room, her eyes still glazed over.

"I'm scared, Sa." Melati said with a soft word.

Rissa let out a sigh, "what are you afraid of?" Ask.

"I... I'm afraid that Mas Dion will find another woman to get offspring" said Melati. Her tears came back, but this time she just sobbed.

Rissa was stunned, her chest rumbled. His tongue was a mute, his throat was as if it was drying out.

"Sir, I'm sure Mas Dion is not that kind of man. After all, no one will be able to replace Ma'am in Mas Dion's heart."

Melati swallowed her saliva heavily, she was completely haunted by fear at this moment.

"But Sa, that doesn't rule out the possibility. It could be secretly Mas Dion looking for another woman," said Melati.

"I would never be willing if that happened, Sa. I don't want anyone to snatch my happiness with Mas Dion." Melati added.

"I'm sorry, Ma'am. Ii'm sorry. Have I taken your happiness now, Mother? Am I an actor now?" Inner Rissa is raging.

***

Being a second wife is not an easy thing, nor is it something that a woman wants. Similarly, with the position of the first wife, no woman is willing to share her husband with another woman.

But we must know, not all women who become second wives are always the cause of household damage.

Some women are willing to be second wives just for a reason, as experienced by Rissa.

She was willing to become a second wife to repay her services, she was even willing not to get love from her husband.

He understands his honey feeling, he also tries to look at himself.

Not much that Rissa demanded in her household, she only wanted to serve her husband and mother-in-law who had lightened the burden of her life.

Then how do people view the position of the second wife, if the reason they become concubines is for the good of all. To help the problems that are happening in a household, to realize the desire that they will never get from their partner.

Would that woman still be called a snatch of people's husbands? What the woman will be hated, even ostracized by most people. It's not fair, they just sort out what they see and believe without knowing what's really going on.

Rissa walked towards her room, for some reason Melati's words so pierced the recesses of her heart.

He took out a piece of paper, and he wrote a few words there.

Rissa had been unanimous in her belief, no matter what Rissa was planning.

However, fellow women he does not want to constantly hurt the heart of women who do not know anything.

With tears in her eyes, Rissa's hand is now surfing on the white paper with scribbles that she has thought carefully.

Finished that, Rissa intends to meet her husband. With trembling steps, Rissa began to approach her husband who was in the backyard.

"Mas, sorry to bother." Rissa greeted Dion who was sitting on the chair.

Dion turned his head, and stood up from his place.

"Well, why, Sa?" asked Dion while holding himself back from being awkward.

Rissa without a doubt directly thrust a paper on Dion, of course it makes Dion wonder.

"This is what, Sa?" tanyakanya.

"Mas can read well" said Rissa.

Dion turned his gaze to the paper, to his surprise he read every word written by his second wife.

"Sa? What the fuck? Why are you writing all this?" dion asked as if he could not believe what Rissa was doing.

Rissa held back her tears, she really did not want to look weak in front of her husband.

"Mas must understand what the content of the writing is, and my decision has been unanimous!" exciting Rissa.

Dion looked back at the paper he was holding, he even squeezed the end of the paper.

"But why are you suddenly writing all this?" ask Dion.

Rissa stared into her husband's eyes, this time Rissa had to admit that there was growing affection for Dion. But Rissa knew enough to not express her feelings, even if she said it, she would not get any reply from her husband.

"It's my decision, Mas. Please think carefully."

Rissa turned around, leaving her husband who was still unmoved. She could not help but feel pain in her heart, Rissa also tried not to cry in front of her husband.

"I'm sorry, Mom. Sorry..."