Two Ribs

Still POV RAHMAN

Humaira's wedding invitation has been told to all of us.  For some reason, I was so excited and immediately agreed to my request to come to the boarding school.

My wish is only one. Seeing this woman who for the past three months is disturbing my mind and always present in my dreams. Even my planned wedding is not so much concerned. I just let Sarah, the woman who was close to me for how many months, so I proposed to her to prepare everything.

I don't want to marry Sarah yet. But you don't want me to fornicate. I know my life outside the house full of women after my divorce.

Eight years ago I married a woman of my own choice. Lita.  I've been my girlfriend since I was in high school. We got married after I finished my studies. A marriage that I thought was happy even though we had no children.  It is different with Lita. He wants to have children.

Yes, I am the one who cannot have children. I'm not barren. But the quality of my sperm is not good so it can not fertilize well. Lita was pregnant one month after our wedding. But then a miscarriage. Lita has never been pregnant again.

But all that happiness is a lie. I found a photo of Lita's affair with our old school friend's banner. It turns out that Panji and Lita have always loved each other. Lita confessed to me how she loved Panji long ago even though she was married to me. Even the child that Lita conceived when she married me was her son Panji.

I almost went to jail for wanting to kill Panji.  But again Lita begged to release him with Panji because Lita was already pregnant again Panji's child.

I released Lita without the gono gini treasure. Heart hurts. How I treated Lita as Queen in my heart and in my home.

Since then, nightlife is my place. I vented all on the comfort woman who accompanied me.  They often asked me to suck "mine" if they accompanied me. No matter where it is. In the night club chair or in the car. But I never wanted to satisfy them. I pay them, for me it is their duty to satisfy me. There is no obligation to satisfy them. No matter how they seduced me. I'm not gonna open my pants to fuck with them.

Once I was out of town. A night butterfly student accompanied me. We made out in the car. Her virgin confession intrigued me. I took her to the hotel where I was staying. We've made out to each other even the same without clothes. The atmosphere in the hotel room was very hot. I was ready to launch my torpedo when my phone kept ringing. A special note I gave to my immediate family.

"Where's Man?"

The voice of my eldest brother's womb was immediately heard. I haven't answered yet. Bang Rahim continued to speak.

"It's a heart attack. Brother directly kebandara. You quickly catch up with brother"

Bang Rahim instantly turned off his phone. I also put my clothes back on.

"Sorry, we can't go on. Here's money for you. Stay here if you don't want to go home. You can check out in the morning".

Without hearing the answer from him I immediately lifted my bag and walked out.

In the taxi I was driving to the airport I was pensive. I did zina. Allaah immediately reciprocated my actions with his pain. Unknowingly I shed tears.

Forgive Rahman abah. Rahman promised that he would no longer commit adultery.

And a few months after that. I met Sarah. Who is also my schoolmate. Sarah who knew I was divorced from Lita also continued to stick aggressively. He even once thrust his body at me. Of course I refused. I don't want to commit adultery anymore.

So I decided to get married soon. I agree with your wish.

But since seeing Ariyanti in the abi Abdi pesantren, my heart has become unstable. I began to feel uncomfortable being next to Sarah who was always aggressive and always tried to seduce the reason "so soon we will get married"

I don't know, I feel like Sarah's hiding something from me, too. Therefore I kept praying that Allah would give me peace. If Sarah is my next mate, then make it easy for us. If not, then show me everything before the wedding.

My daydream came to a halt when Rahim's bang patted me on the shoulder.

"Why man? Did you see you daydream from earlier?"

"Rahman still doubts about this wedding bang"

"Sadah?"

I'm nodding.

"You should be able to move on, not all women are like Lita".

"But Rahman thought, something was hidden Sarah from the Rahman bang"

"You investigate first. There's still time before the wedding next month"

I just nodded.

I hope all my hunches are right. So that I failed to marry Sarah and could propose Ariyanti.

Eh, how is that his intention? 🙈😀

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