
Tonight it was so hard to keep my eyes closed. The news I got from Brother Fian two hours ago made me shed tears again.
While sucking on the little one, my tears kept flowing.
"What is bang?"
Bang Handi who just entered the room after talking with the father directly into the bathroom.
"Just a minute, brother kebelet"
I just shook my head, deserved to go in like a man chasing a ghost. It turns out that stomach pain.
"Ah, leila"
Bang Handi came out of the bathroom and came straight to me.
"Don't cry too much, kasian kids"
Bang Handi stroked my hair gently.
"What is bang?"
"More powerful than you. He is also not as emotional as Alif. Mr calm"
"Do not know in your own room bang".
"Makanya brother asked Rai to accompany the father above. If there's something that you want, we can calm down. Rai's grown up, you understand."
"What's the incident like, Brother Fian said?"
" The bridge in the middle of the sea exploded, all jumping into the water including Sister Izal."
"Supposedly Kakaf's coming home last week".
"Sir Izal replaced his friend who was on leave because of marriage".
"The kakaf shouldn't be there."
I came back crying.
"Name of calamity ma'am, who knows."
"Why the company doesn't tell family, friends kakaf friends who are off can also tell us."
"That's what Brother Alif is directing. What matters now is that we know where the kakaf is and how it is"
"How many percent of Kakaf's burns are?"
"Sister Fian said it was good."
"No longer handsome dong kakaf."
"You are this.. The important thing is that Izal survived. Now it's your job to take care of Izal again."
"Where can you bring the kakaf to the bathroom."
Bang Handi chuckled.
"It is important now that Izal's brother comes home first from the hospital. Only then do we negotiate how good it is."
I nodded while taking a position to lie down. Since the four of us, Bang Handi slept with Azwa in the bed down, I was with the little one sleeping on the bed. But bang Handi likes to go up if Azwa is asleep. Not just going up on the bed but also going up... Yeah that's it, you know yourself, right??
But this time bang Handi really slept on the bed down with Azwa. Not long after that I heard his snoring. But I still find it hard to close my eyes. Imagine a kakaf who is alone without his wife and brother accompanying him. Only prayer came out of my mouth as I tried to close my eyes.
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The drizzling dawn. A mystic of the father who looked out the window. I was going to the mosque, but I forbid it because of drizzle after heavy rain last night. We finally prayed at home at dawn.
Brother Andi just called, telling me if this morning will bring kakaf to refer to the hospital here, so it is close to the family.
You agree and ask brother Andi to quickly arrange everything.
"Where is the rain?"
"No sir, it's bright"
"It's raining, heart take the car."
"Andi's in the ambulance sir, in Fian's car and Kak Alif"
"Yes, you three hearts out. Keep us on call."
"Yes, sir, you and I are calm. Izal was conscious. When we saw that we were coming, we had the father too."
"Yes son, say Izal father is fine. Tell Izal to focus on his recovery first. Where's Alif?"
"Yes sir?"
"Still emotional?"
"The gaffer here is also an emotion like Alif"
"Masa? Not just your emotions."
I heard the voices of my other two brothers chiming in.
"She didn't know, the nose office security was bleeding at Fian's".
"Fian too? Yes, you guys take it home first, I'll wait here. Make sure Izal is safe to take to the hospital here."
"Sir sir, even the doctor here suggested to be referred to the city. Alif has also asked fellow alifs to send letters of warning and demands to the company."
"Take care of it later, son. What matters is Izal here first. You three heart hearts. Kasian the ade take care of you alone if there's no you."
"Yes sir, we are leaving soon, still waiting for some more procedures. Close first sir, assalamualaikum."
"Girishal"
I ended the call from my three brothers while wiping out a small puddle of water in the corner of his eye. I hugged my father, held him tight.
"Sorry must be fine sir."
I nodded while kissing my head. I kept praying in my heart that my four older brothers would be safe and reunited with us.
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My crying broke again.
At 10 this morning my brother's entourage had arrived at the government-owned public hospital in my city.
Me, Dad and Bang Handi first waited in front of the IGD room before the ambulance that brought the kakaf came. I left the child to the housekeeper who helped me at home. Soon after, sister Mia, sister Fani and sister Nisa, my sisters-in-law came to the hospital.
When the ambulance came and began to open, it broke my tears and sister Mia.
Kakaf opened his eyes. Trying to smile behind the bandage that covered his entire body.
"I'm not dead yet de, you've been crying like that"
Kakaf had joking softly when I took the time to stroke his head before being brought into the IGD.
Only Andi's father and brother went inside. We're waiting outside. Brother Alif returned quickly with brother Fani because there was an appointment with someone else. Be me, bang Handi, Brother Mia, and Brother Fian who fell asleep in the courtyard of the hospital with his wife's thighs.
Brother Andi came out, looking for Brother Fian.
"Fian, Izal needs blood. I ask all of us donors"
Brother Fian got up and immediately got up to his feet.
"Stock on PMI no Brother?" Bang Handi asked Andi.
"Father did not want to, said the father of blood of his own brother only"
"Ade too brother?"
I offered myself.
"Make your own body is not enough. Sok mo donor for Izal. Mo in care of you too?"
"Eh, but it's different, brother. Ade's with mom. Brother brother all will follow father. Klo ade needs blood from the donor who made ade".
"You're not a father, so it's different" Brother Fian stroked my head as he passed inside following Brother Andi.
I can only pout.
This has always been a bully for me. All the brothers had the same blood type as their father. I have the same blood type as my mom. I'm alone, so my brother likes to make fun of me, not my father. I was taken and picked up in the trash.
At first I believed, even crying for my biological parents to find. Then the father explained that the blood type could be from his mother, father, grandfather or grandmother.
Finally I can understand, even my four older brothers were completely destroyed by my father.
I smiled to myself remembering that time. When I did not know the world and still feel the indulgence of my four older brothers.
Uh, isn't it pampered anymore?
Still laaaahhh...
Says Brother Alif, Brother Andi, Brother Fian and Kak Izal, "although my brother is already wrinkled and difficult to walk, I still spend time. Moreover, only two-tailed, still the most beloved".
lucky we are born as the youngest child of hehehe..
The son bontot likenya doong 😘😘