Turning Hell into Heaven

53. matters of the heart are divine mysteries

"Really, the matter of the heart is a divine mystery huh" said Lusi after they stopped laughing.

"Why?" Radit.

"Yes. If the owner of the heart has willed, we as given care to enjoy a variety of feelings, absolute submission to surrender with the heart that has been turned back and forth"

Lusi answered Radit by still staring at the bride and groom who were on good photo with the invitation that approached them at the reception altar.

"Example?" ask Radit who is interested in Lusi's statement.

"lots. One of them is you .. " Lusi changed the direction of his gaze to focus on Radit. Then continue the narrative.

"Hearing from some sources how sad you were when the application was rejected by Dara, made us especially I had thought our friendship would be over forever. But in fact after five months ended without news, now we have gathered again. Even a month ago compact helped each other about our friend's wedding up ahead. That's one proof, that the affairs of the heart are divine mysteries."

Radit nodded. Then he responded to Lusi's opinion by saying, "Right. I myself after being rejected outright by Dara intend to stay away from everything that has to do with Dara so unable to accept the bitter reality of love clapping one hand. But, God is power. In prolonged sorrow, I was blessed with the grace to end heartbreak by self-sustained. Until finally willing to accept the fact that Dara is not my rib and stay away from you as friends is also not an option."

"You're great, big-spirited." Praise Lusi for Radit.

"Okay, in praise. Should you be happy or vigilant? lest behind the compliment there is a painful intent," Radit scorned.

"Haha. I really like you if you are prejudiced hahahaha. You're great, but there's something better than you."

"It turns out his praise is only as a comparison. Who is better than me at heart?" Radit then connected his words with laughter.

Lusi directed his gaze to a handsome man who looked about to approach their table.

"That's the guy," said Lusi.

"sorry. I'm late" said the young man whom Lusi meant.

"Slowness in pardon. Why is he better than me?" Radit responded to the statement of the man who had been sitting right next to him. Then connect the discussion by asking questions to Lusi.

"Welcome Doctor Angga who is super busy," Lusi smiled at the subject in a conversation between herself and Radit.

"Not away from the world but make busyness as an escape. Is it true that friends are as fortunate as they are?" Radit patted Doctor Angga's shoulder while chuckling.

Doctor Angga glanced at Radit, patting Radit on the shoulder as he nodded slowly and then calmly took a drink back before him.

"Then, what other example is there that the matter of the heart is a divine mystery?"

Dara who had been sitting quietly next to Susi and heard the conversation between Susi and Radit also asked.

"Other example, Doctor Angga. After you rejected his proposal, in disappointment he still acted as if nothing had happened. Crazy not being able to act like that? the proposal was rejected, but the friendship continued to run normally as before. Though I still remember clearly how the romance of Doctor Angga face when you refused in front of his extended family. Sad for mercy, very disappointed. In addition to the time his tears fell, duh .. the wound was felt to the upper part of my heart, the pain was incredible, painful."

Lusi answered the question from Dara with a reference to the memory of the events four months ago. When Doctor Angga passed by his extended family came to propose to Dara and came home with sadness due to rejection from Dara on the proposal submitted.

"Ehem, I don't know the details of your previous discussion. But can you stop discussing events that have passed? not good for health," Doctor Angga expressed his opinion.

"Why?" Lusi, Dara and Radit asked in order to resolve the confusion in their minds over the words of Doctor Angga.

"Repeating stories about the past is not good for health because it can make old wounds bleed back."

Doctor Angga gave his three best friends an answer that made them break down the laughter. Doctor Angga also laughed a little.

Although peppered with jokes, Doctor Angga was honest about the answer. That, given the rejection that Dara gave for his proposal made him feel pain again.

Because despite accepting Dara's decision, actually the feelings that exist in him against Dara are still as before, not changed in the slightest. So when awakened by the fact that his wish to be a companion to Dara's life is a mere hope, making the wounds that He tried to treat with busyness that doubled from before as a Doctor re-scratched.

"Good, fine. Forget Doctor Angga as an example. Another example, huh?" Lusi returned to their topic. The three interlocutors nodded and enthusiastically waited for Lusi's reply.

"The other example of the matter of the heart is the divine mystery, it is ahead there."

Lusi raised his chin at the direction of two human children who were occupying the lembangan chair in a beautiful wedding dress.

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