Turning Hell into Heaven

14. Despondent

There was the sound of a sobbing roar from the therapy room handled by Dr. Angga.

"I beg you we'll be enough doctors"

Dara Herlambang, the paralyzed woman was seen sitting drooping on the floor. His right hand was still hanging on the edge of the pedestal of the walking aid while his left hand was gripping his leg which had been experiencing severe pain.

"Is it really that sick?"

Doctor Angga held out a handkerchief at the crying Dara. Dara's cry was either due to pain from her leg or because of the wound in her heart.

"If you mean my leg? yep. It hurts but it hurts no more than this soul, it hurts so bad Doc as I keep trying to give the best of my efforts but the reality has not made me able to go back on my own"

Dara broke down in tears, now her voice did not sound as if it had been swallowed by the deep pain.

It has been almost a matter of half a year Dara visited this clinic based on recommendations from doctors abroad to cure his legs from paralysis.

Every direction given by doctor Angga as the doctor responsible for his recovery immediately Dara carried out.

Starting from the supporting examination that is repeatedly done such as, X-rays, CT scans, MRI, electromyography (EMG), lumbar puncture.

Not spared also regularly he consumed various forms of pills prescribed by Angga doctor as a healing medium from within.

Until routinely following therapy that is not infrequently the process causes extreme pain like today.

All diligent Dara lakoni. But Dara still can't walk.

"Doctor, you know? what you say is that hope is the most dangerous thing in life, it turns out to be true. If only I didn't expect too high to be able to walk again maybe his pain was disappointed no longer back I think" Dara stared at the nanar both legs.

Doctor Angga did not respond at all to the expression Dara. Doctor Angga then stood up and left Dara who lamented his condition alone.

...***...

"Mother" Sapa Azkia, Dara's eldest daughter.

Two of Dara's favorite little girls with Angga's doctor following behind them are now in the therapy room and approaching her.

Alsava who walked in front of his Sister because he saw the Mother sitting on the floor, without thinking long, spontaneously also sat berseljor beside her.

"Yes brother" Sahut Dara on Azkia.

Dara quickly wiped the tears that soaked her cheeks and embraced her two daughters who each without asking to sit side by side with Dara.

'Ah my children, forgive Mother son, sorry you often have to see Mother in a state of helplessness' Lirih Dara pityed in his heart considering the fate of his children who had to witness firsthand Dara's inability to reach the word healed.

Azkia and Alsava looked up at Dara's face and tightly hugged her body.

For a fraction of a minute the children were united in the warm embrace of a family.

Which should be a symbol of strengthening in circumstances that require to support each other. They dissolve in each other's thoughts of taste and despair.

"Mother, it was the same brother accompanied by a traveling doctor in this clinic" Azkia opened her voice.

"Oh yeah? hows it? happy no?" Rhetoris Dara also understands who his daughter means by the name of 'om doctor' which is none other than the doctor Angga.

Indeed, after the arrival of doctor Angga to his house some time ago, between Azkia, Alsava and doctor Angga has made a request on Dara namely, Dara, they want to accompany Dara to undergo therapy sessions even though only allowed to wait outside the room.

Dara. And in fact, the closeness that is naturally established between the doctor Angga and his children makes the two little girls do not hesitate to take Angga doctor around the clinic.

"Mother, we had a new friend, her name was Aber. Brother Aber can not walk also like Mother and he said he treated long ago very, very long years"

Azkia took off her hug on the Mother then faced her tiny body right in front of Dara and enthusiastically continued her story,

"Sister asked, why Aber's brother has been on medication for a long time but kok has not been cured, Aber said the doctor probably he will not be able to heal, he might not be cured, brother asked again if already know can not be cured why still seek treatment? replied the brother, because he was sure God would help people who are not desperate to make a miracle. Great, brother Aber is Bun" closed Azkia.

Hearing Azkia's story made Dara gulp forcibly salivary which momentarily felt bitter. As bitter as the fact that he who should be the backrest for his two hearts even by them was made aware of despair.

...***...

Dara.

It turns out that it is not instilling hope that makes Him disappointed but an effort that does not show results makes Dara negligent so that it unconsciously allows a sense of named despair to slip into the depths of his heart.

Desperation is what undermines Dara's intentions in diligently trying. Desperation makes Dara also forget that there is a determination that he must complete. There is another life part of him that should be in happy right. And there are individuals who have to pay for the hell they created for Dara to turn into heaven.

Dara reaches her two daughters into her arms.

"Yes brother, people like Aber's brother are great"

Dara dipped the heads of her two daughters in turn.

"Means Mother is also great" continued Alsava.

"Sorry dear, Mother is not great but Mother will try harder for the sake of the children of this beautiful Mother" Cuddle to her children is getting Dara Pererat.

'In this life, not all have Allah destined to be different, opposite. Morning and night alternately, beautiful and ugly different, healthy and sick approaching alternately. But maybe I resigned myself just because what I did was not as expected' Dara cursed herself.

...***...

"Without, there really is no disease whose suffering overcomes the weight of the world and long ago matches the endless waiting if you fill your pain with a prescription, the power of love from loved ones and being confident and earnest in working without knowing the meaning of giving up. So tough, tough and passionate. Perhaps a miracle will come" Dr. Angga motivates.

"Doctor, help me create miracles" Pinta Dara.

Doctor Angga nodded in acceptance of Dara's pinta.

"And thank you" said Dara.

"Later thank you we haven't even started yet" Dr. Angga said.

"No. I mean, thank you for waking me up from the slump by bringing the kids in here. Without the pearl of wisdom through the Azkia story I might have given up. Thanks again" Dara explained.

Dara firmly believes that bringing her children into this therapy room when Dara reaches a point of despair is the idea of the doctor Angga.

Perhaps the doctor Angga understands that the weakness and strength of a mother comes from her children.

"Love up. Do not disappoint children.You can expect on condition that your business must exceed your expectations"

Without discussing about Dara's previous remarks, Angga's doctor 'ice' again motivated patients who have secretly stolen his heart through the attitude, care and persistence that Dara has shown so far.

Dara nodded steadily. Attitude readiness to apply the advice of Angga doctor earlier.

'Between, the fox is your destiny' Tekad Dara is back on fire.

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