Turning Hell into Heaven
36. Vindictiveness
Shortly after expressing his willingness, Kiki broke down in tears. Tightness and sorrow surround him because between the sentences conveyed contrary to the ability of his heart.
"Why are you still crying? aren't you going to do my every command?!" dara said haughty.
Kiki hurriedly wiped her tears. Then he nodded in fear.
"Yes, I'm sorry Kiki Kak. Kiki will do anything Brother commands," said Kiki.
"Kiki, what are you feeling right now?" ask Dara firmly.
Kiki bit her lower lip, an attempt to stem so that no crying could be heard. Likewise, with determination in his heart, the more He strengthened. The focus at this time is only how not to separate from the blood of the flesh in order to accompany the growth and development of the baby.
Kiki looked at Dara with a sad look. He took a deep breath and then let out with a slow and long sigh. Seeking relief in the breath to be honest and open with what He is feeling.
"Kiki didn't know how to describe exactly the feelings that Kiki was feeling. It was as if all the unkind emotions were gathering in this soul. Sad, hurt, unwilling, heavy-hearted, angry, all mixed into one. Crushed melting."
Kiki took a deep breath. Her heart really hurt. He looked at the table and the drinks on it with a blank look. Kiki's thoughts were wandering to her two sons. Remembering the children, making Kiki continue his sentence with full rigor.
"But for the sake of Shafiq and Shabil, Kiki will swallow all the debris of that destruction. After all, Kiki did deserve it, sister," those unstoppable tears, those clear hairs just escaped down Kiki's haggard face.
"You haven't even started a repeat of the life I've been through. But your bloodline had crumbled a little first," Dara looked at Kiki sharply.
Kiki just bowed and was silent. Kiki could no longer speak. Sadness is already in mastering the recesses of his feelings, so draining his energy to just be able to speak.
Although her heart is no longer shaped because it has been completely destroyed by such a blasphemous sadness, Kiki resignedly accepted her life destiny to be the honey of her former honeymoon brother. As well as giving up both legs will experience paralysis. Let's lose everything as long as it avoids iron bars in order to be able to live together with his children, that's how Kiki's determination.
"Go home, then run your role as a wife and a mother properly and correctly. Make your regret as a breath. So that there will never be another heart hurt to fulfill your ambition. Educate your children to be responsible men who abstain from hurting every woman's feelings. I'll pull out the police report."
Hearing Dara's glory-laden speech made Kiki who was flabbergasted again prostrate kissed Dara's legs alternately. And tears washed the faces of both.
Kiki cried with infinite gratitude. Because He who is sinful gets forgiveness from the person whose life he once destroyed.
Dara was crying with relief. Because starting from the sense of compassion as a fellow woman who holds the title Mother, she managed to present a sense of sincerity in her heart so as to quell all the anger that had been stirred.
Now the advice of Mr. Nugroho is correct to be able to understand Dara. To avenge his heartache only made him feel tired. Like drinking water in the sea, his thirst is never satisfied while his anger is endless.
In front of his own eyes, Dara also witnessed how Kiki and Lukman were miserable by the downturn that led to the destruction of their life order. Career loss, economic hardship, scorn from people around, haunting feelings of guilt, even the truth of karma begins to be seen through similar suffering experienced by the sinner's family. They even made friends in desperation.
There is nothing better than the vengeance scenario God created. Without having to pollute the hands, the human tyrants of suffering in the days of Dara have felt the pain of the nelangsa.
Dara wiped her tears. He lifted Kiki from his prostrate position. She also trimmed the messy Kiki hijab. Then slowly he pat Kiki on the shoulder. There was a sense of calm that they both felt. Feelings of respect, admiration and disdain for Dara increasingly erupted in Kiki.
Kiki takes Dara's hand and then kisses her repeatedly.
"Thank you, brother, thank you. Kiki will always carry a sense of regret for Kiki's crimes against Kak Dara as an alarm of our lives in the future. Kak Dara's lifetime of kindness will not be forgotten. The glory of Kak Dara's soul will make Kiki a role model. Once again please forgive any mistakes Kiki made, brother, and thank you, thank you."
Dara responds to Kiki's narrative strands with a hug.
No matter how long, Kiki leaned her body in front of Dara, bowed then nodded reverently and asked for permission from there. Kiki will walk around peddling his homemade cake again, that's the last sentence Kiki said before finally completely disappearing from Dara's sight.
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Dara left the table where He and Kiki were sitting opposite before. He came back to his friends who had been carefully watching the gestures and look at the face that Dara and Kiki expressed when the two women were having a conversation.
Lusi welcomed Dara's arrival with the hand He stretched out. Dara received a warm embrace from Lusi. Many times Lusi rubbed Dara's back.
Although Dara has not told you what the details of his conversation with Kiki are, but Lusi and Radit and Doctor Angga by looking at the movements of the two were quite sure and believe that Dara chose a path that is not easy for him against Kiki, Kiki, choosing to forgive instead of continuing to take revenge.
"Are you really ready for all their treatment of you? especially Kiki's actions?" Lusi asked Dara who was already sitting next to him.
"Yes. I'm sincere." Answer Dara firmly.
"Easy that? why?" ask Lusi again.
"By continuing the things I reported, taking revenge from the suffering I had already felt, made me no worse than them. We destroy each other in different ways. What is so special about such a lowly act?" Dara tries to open the paradigm of Lusi.
"But don't they deserve it? every mistake must be punished!" cetus Lusi's.
Dara clasped his best friend's hand, developed a smile, and said,
"They're starting to get punished. Not from me, but directly from God. Haven't you seen it too?!"
Lusi understood what Dara meant. Because he himself once felt and said that against the life of Kiki and Lukman, God intervened.
"You're great and the best. Congratulations." Tukas Doctor Angga with a little emphasis in a few words.
"Congratulations to what?" ask Dara confused.
"Congratulations for breaking free from the cruel grip of vengeance"
The words of Doctor Angga conveyed with dignity made Radit and Lusi involuntarily nod their heads, implied they agreed with every verse that Doctor Angga said.
Dara who was confused, received a statement of congratulations from Doctor Angga with a smile. The smile that made the men in front of him beat his heart to either count to how many times since from each of their meetings.
"Well, congratulations from me, I offer you through a treaty. So let's all order whatever else you want to eat. Forget about the important weight we eat" said Radit seriously in the spice kelakar.
The women and men who formed the friendship again laughed cheerfully. How Dara's soul now felt much calmer. There was a kind of burden lifted from his heart. Perhaps that is the sense of revenge that is overflowing with sincerity.
It is not easy for Dara to apologize, then just forget the heinous actions that Kiki and Lukman had done to her. But in fact avenging also does not give room for relief in his soul. And Dara really did not want to act cruel to someone's life because she herself had already felt how her pain was treated so.
Dara just needs to try sincerely with her life path and re-create the destiny of a happy life.
'Goodbye revenge and welcome to a future full of happiness.' Dara said to herself in her heart.
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