TUMBAL SEVENTH

Sudden Indigo

Hi, meet me again. Rania.

How are you doing?

I hope good and healthy.

Are you ready for my next story?

A czechidot!

***

I was shocked at the appearance of beings from another world with a monstrous form. Stained with blood the smell of rancid mixed with rotten. The food in my stomach almost came back out. Nausea is incredible.

“Please me, Rania,” the door is raucous. Slowly disappear from sight. Usually, it will appear again before I follow his will or reject him.

Sure enough, he came again asking for help. Not just one, but several. Something appeared right in front of my face. Some only appeared faintly on the walls, on the vanity glass, and outside the windows. They are all terrible.

I had been driven away with orders to leave, but still flinching and kept asking for help. I pelted them with the goods that my hand had grabbed. Until it makes a noise. The room was like a broken ship. Mama came to calm. Slowly they disappear.

Honestly, I'm not used to the current situation. Yes, since a month ago I woke up from a coma after a great accident that I had. I can see the invisible ones.

Some people think I am suddenly indigo, and some think that I am crazy. In the present condition, I remembered him. The guy I liked five years ago. Who else if not Tirta. Now I can feel how heavy he is. Yes, Tirta also used to be in school and in the village many think he is crazy.

How are you doing there? I miss. Do you remember me too, Tirta? Maybe you are happy with your life now.

***

My condition is still terrible. The head is still wrapped in bandages, there are serious injuries. Thankfully, there was no concussion. And still have to sit in a wheelchair. I learned to walk, but I was not strong. The doctor said my leg had temporary paralysis due to a pinched nerve. If the therapy is done, it will heal. Hope so.

***

“Rania, help me.” Argha! The whisper was heard again. The smell of rancid and rotten accompanied at a glance. He who appeared a few days ago is now coming again. I don't know what he wants? I still don't understand.

“PLEASE ME, RANIA!” Now the creature is shrieking to deafen the ears. However, it does not appear to exist. Just a blaring voice.

“Mamaaa!” call me as you can. I started to be attacked by fear.

“What's up, Honey?” Mom went straight into the room with a step. Come closer and hold me tight. My mom knows my condition now.

“Quiet, yes, don't be afraid! There is a mama here,” she said gently as rubbing my head calms down.

“I'm tired, Ma, kept being visited by them,” my whine while tightening my arms. “Why should I experience this, Ma?”

“This is the destiny you have to accept. The life line you have to cross. You should start being friendly with the current conditions. Accept reality, Dear.”

Mama's good to say 'accept reality' she didn't see a terrible figure who likes to suddenly appear in front. Bemuse. Almost made me hang. Sometimes it makes me want to vomit. And this kind of incident almost every day I experience. Very tiring. Maybe I am, I am not used to it.

Because of my current condition, some of my best friends stayed away. Afraid maybe. I don't know. Now lives Pamela, whom I used to call Mela. One of my loyal friends accompanied me. And Renzo, the guy who's been close to me for the last two years.

Yes, three years ago there was a girl who abused me over the phone and claimed to be his future wife Tirta. And asked me not to communicate with him again. I'm trying hard to move on.

There is no definitive explanation from Tirta about who the girl is. Fatigued to expect him whom I no longer know. I chose to try to let it go. Then trying to open my heart to the tireless Renzo approached me.

I think after being close to Renzo and accepting his love, I will forget everything about Tirta. But, in fact, not. Tirta and Renzo have a different place in this heart. Tirta my past that I can't possibly forget, and Renzo my future. Might? I also do not know my destiny in the future how. Let's see it later.

***

After many months of struggling to recover, I was finally able to walk normally again. The bandage on my head was also removed. Leaving pitak marks. Fortunately it was covered in hair. So, not very visible.

***

The sound of the door opening made me turn to see who the opener was. Apparently Mama. He came straight to me.

“Such excitement. Where are you going, anyway?” mama asked while looking at me who was looking at myself in front of the makeup glass.

“You ate out with Renzo, Ma.”

“Ciyeee,” ledek Mom. Shame me. Fix, these cheeks must be flushed.

“Mama,” whine. Between shame and shame. I'm down.

Mama chuckles. “Yes already, prepare yourself as best you can. If you are happy, mom is happy too.” After saying so, Mama immediately went out of the room leaving me alone.

I also continued to beautify myself. I put a thin lipstick on these lips, and I sprayed a little perfume on the body. After I thought it was perfect, I moved forward. Just as he arrived at the terrace, Renzo had already come to pick him up.

***

“We want to eat where, Yank?” ask him the man who stole my heart.

Renzo turned to me for a moment and refocused on driving. “We ate at your favorite place, yes.”

I nodded happily. I haven't eaten there in a long time either. Since the accident a few months ago. This is the first time I hangout after I recover, and deliberately invite her who is special in my heart and life. Renzo's.

“It's arrived. Yuk, down!” bring him. Then he went down first and opened the door for me. Then take my hand warmly into a favorite restaurant.

Without asking, he immediately ordered my favorite meal after we sat down. Continue ordering her favorite food. We also enjoyed the menu that was ordered after it was presented at the table. A warm conversation full of love.

Suddenly the figure that had been haunting me all along appeared right on the table. It made me scream in shock. I drove the terrible figure by throwing him food at the table. Some about Renzo and other visitors.

I also looked around. All visitors' eyes were directed at me. Some were terrified of my actions, and some were looking at me in astonishment. Some whispered to question me why?

I'm looking down embarrassed. I saw Renzo at a glance, he groaned and snorted in annoyance. His eyes looked disappointed at my attitude.

“Sorry,” I said. Renzo shook his head slowly and watched his dirty clothes as a result of my actions. Apologize to other visitors on my behalf. The noise attracted the attention of the restaurant manager. The manager came to ask what is it? Renzo has to explain everything.

“Where the hell, crazy girl is invited to the restaurant. Should be invited to a mental hospital,” chirped one of the cynical visitors.

My heart hurts to hear it. “I'm not crazy!” I then ran out of the restaurant. The crying that I had been holding broke next to Renzo's parked car.

Renzo came soon. I heard him take a long breath. Then grab my body. Burning my head in the chest of his field.

At a time like this for some reason, I thought of Tirta instead. If he were here, he would understand me now. Because he was in the same position as me.

“We go to a psychiatrist, yes?” bargained for. I let go of his embrace and then glanced at him in disbelief.

“You also think I'm crazy?!” sahutku upset.

Renzo looks frustrated. “It's been a few months since your accident has always been like this. I don't think you're crazy. I can't keep looking at you that cake and it's considered crazy by people.”

“Just let people think I'm crazy. My family and you don't think I'm crazy.”

“Oh come on, don't be stubborn. This is all I do for your good. No other meaning,” persuaded me to be more upset.

“That's the same as you also think I'm crazy. I don't want to go to a psychiatrist. I'm not crazy!”

Suddenly I heard a scream from above. Sure enough when I looked up there was a woman who jumped from the top floor. “Awas!” Spontaneously I pushed Renzo's body into a lunge. But strangely, the body of the woman who should have landed and befallen Renzo disappeared. Leaving a giggling voice without being. Ah, crap! It was an astral creature. I thought the woman was going to kill herself.

Renzo woke up with an annoyed face. “Why are you, anyway? The more here it gets messy!” he nodded while looking at me annoyed.

I saw him holding his elbow. Whimpering pain. “Why sikumu? There are injuries, yes?” Worrying. His hand was about to check his elbow, but my hand was pushed aside. He then groaned in annoyance. “The situation is increasingly concerning, but invited to a psychiatrist does not want,” muttered, clearly heard in this ear. Then he got into the car first.

I'm speechless. Between confusion and sadness. The sound of horns blasting my daydreams.

“Do you want to go home?” renzo shouted from inside the car. I then got in the car. All the way there was no chatter. I was awkward about starting a conversation.

Arriving home, after I got off, Renzo turned around. Go home. Without saying goodbye and saying a word. I feel bad. But, I can't do much.

***

This happened again several times. Every time I walked alone with Renzo, suddenly that astral figure appeared messing things up.

Quote yesterday, while eating alone with Renzo suddenly appeared a figure who had been following. The situation is also chaotic. Even more chaotic than usual. Renzo broke off this corn-year-old relationship and left me alone at the restaurant. What a tragic ending.

I think he will gradually understand me. And I think he's the right guy. But in fact I was wrong.

“Already, Ran, a man like him should not be mourned. Dear tears. If he's a good man and loves you sincerely .. he won't leave you.” Pamela Kuangguki said, but my crying couldn't stop.

Pamela hugged me channeling strength. Until my crying stopped, he faithfully accompanied me in this sky blue room.

“What if we walk out?” advice Mela.

I'm shaking. “Neither ah, there are moments that I make riot again and will only trouble you aja.”

“No, I won't feel bothered by you, Ran.”

“Males ah, Mel. I'm gonna go to bed. It feels like my energy is completely drained.”

“OK. Then I'll go home, yeah. You break.”

“Sorry yes, not ngusir.” intent

“Yaelah, santuy only time. Formally very. Cake for whom.” Pamela came out of the room after letting me rest. I also went to sleep. It feels tired and sleepy.

I woke up in a sitting position after dreaming of Tania. In a dream, my sister asked me to come there to see her. And this has been a dream for the last time. His dreams are always the same. I don't know what that means.

***

The dream about Tania continued to disturb my composure. Looks like I have to go back to that village to make sure. But am I ready?

“Ma, Well, I want to make a pilgrimage to eat Tania,”. Mama and Dad who were originally solemn to enjoy breakfast also stopped their activities and compactly looked at me fixedly.

“You sure you want to go back to that village?” feline Dad, I nodded. “Are you sure you can control your trauma?” I'm speechless. Honestly, I was also actually still a bit horrified to return to that village. But somehow this heart said I had to go there.

***

After a few days of strengthening the heart. Finally today I am packing will go on a pilgrimage to the village where Tania is buried. Accompanied by Pamela and one of my chauffeurs, Mang Ule was named.

Besides wanting to make the pilgrimage to Tania's meal, I also wanted to find out about her. Tirta's.

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Well, wait for Rania nexttagak, yes, in the next part. About Rania will meet no, yes, same Tirta. And what about their meeting?

Coming soon ....