
The atmosphere in the family room was silent, only Mr. Sanjaya's voice continued to sound, I was still listening.
"Pras, in this marriage papa is guilty, papa please accept this marriage and live everything normally."
"What does papa want?"
"Papa does not want anything, papa just wants you to live properly Pras, all this time papa educates you to be a responsible person, papa hard on your education, papa hard on your education, it's all for your future, papa never expected you to be like this."
"Do you think my life is wrong right now?"
"Pras, don't antagonize papa, make peace with papa, go back to Jakarta and be a good husband."
"For whom?"
"Of course for Tania, do you have any other wives besides Tania? And you Tania, please accept this marriage, papa knows the way has gone wrong, but papa did this also for your good, although maybe papa's way is wrong."
"But Tania it's not me who wants to marry her, Why should I be a husband for her, instead of her selling herself to papa?"
"Prass!!!" Mr. Sanjaya's voice boomed with anger in the room.
I was even so shocked, the atmosphere that had been calm became tense, the hand of Mr. Sanjaya looked raised wanting to slap Pras, but the hand just floated and did not reach Pras' cheek, Mr. Sanjaya clenched his hand.
"Why papa is so angry, papa wants to slap me right, slap pa, if the presence of others can make papa slap me."
"Indeed, you should have slapped you pras from a long time ago, so that you are not as brazen with papa as you are today." The old voice sounded trembling.
"Already Sir, Om Pras, if indeed my presence is not you guys expect , let me go, let me go back to Jakarta and connect my own life."
I stood up and stared at them, I didn't intend to fight back against the old man, but I also didn't want my life to be hung in this directionless manner.
Mr. Sanjaya, staring at me and there was no anger there, I saw that the eyes were so shady, leaving me silent for a moment.
"I'm sorry sir, but if you want to imprison me I'm sincere sir, I'm the one undergoing all the consequences that have been agreed in the agreement."
"Now explain what really happened, papa told me, that the woman named Tania is willing to marry me, because she has no one."
"I'm sorry papa, Pras is actually the papa who forced Tania to marry you, she's innocent, papa, wrong, papa made her mother's pain as a weapon to force Tania to agree to marry, papa made her mother sick as a weapon to force Tania to agree to marry, but papa never said with whom he would marry."
"It turns out papa is a cruel person, papa forgot what it was like when me and also papa lost mama at that time?"
"Papa's really sorry Pras, but papa did all this because papa already has no way to separate you from that woman, which can only make you a dissident."
"Enough pa, enough! Don't get Tasya wrong in this, because I love Tasya so much, she's been with me when I needed a backrest where papa?"
"Yes papa tau Pras, but he's been doing it because he needs your money, and papa doesn't care Pras papa works hard to finish your college, do you know it's Pras."
The old eyes looked at me and Pras alternately, I saw the sadness in the eyes of Mr. Sanjaya, but om Pras seemed to not care, even he did not look at his papa.
"Tania, maybe after this you wonder, for what papa married you to Pras, while Pras already has a lover, papa holds great hope Sama you Tania, for what reason, if you will be able to return Pras son of papa who is so dear to you."
Mr. Sanjaya was silent for a moment, breathing heavily, there was water in the corner of his eyes that was waiting to fall on his cheeks.
"Today papa came, to explain everything, if you two are not wrong, Pras also did not know about the letter of agreement Tania, Tania, and so does Tania Pras she doesn't know what reason papa asked her to marry you, so now live your life as you should, a couple."
"But I can't, because up to any time it's only Tasya I love and will be my wife."
I felt sad at that time, I tried to feel what is currently felt by Mr. Sanjaya, but as if Returning was determined to choose to leave, because he heard all the words of Om Pras."
"Well, if that's your principle Pras, papa will love you for one month, if Tasya is willing to marry and be your wife, papa will approve, if you will, and you Tania papa set free, papa promise will not sue you like our covenant."
"Yes I agree, because it's not a hard thing for me "
"And you Tania, for one month stay here with Pras , and after that papa will take care of your move to Jakarta, and to make up for all your mistakes, papa, papa's promise will take your whole life and college, just take it for you."
"No need sir, if you allow me to leave here I am very grateful, I will live my own life."
"From today on, let go of each other's blame and hate, live this month as brothers."
Mr. Sanjaya woke up, and walked towards me at that moment, looking at me but with a hopeful look, I could only guess what he wanted to say, but I did not dare to comment anything.
Suddenly Mr. Sanjaya touched my head, I felt the warmth of the heart at that moment, the loss of a father since I was 3 years old, made me miss that figure so much, but it is a pity to meet me and Mr. Sanjaya in an inappropriate time and situation.
"Take care of yourself Tania, and don't call papa mister again, papa tipped Pras."
I also nodded, but my heart at that time wanted to refuse, but my longing for the figure of a father seemed to hypnotize me to obey Mr. Sanjaya.
Mr. Sanjaya also went from before us, only I am still sculpting, and also Om Pras who is still sitting in his place, and staring in the other direction.
I did not want to make a fuss at that time, which we both had clearly guessed, I stepped foot to go to the room, too, I want a break from last night just this marriage issue discussed, I saturate my heart so tired.
If this is our best destiny, why don't we accept each other, and soon I'll be a young widow.
What a shame, I have to bear the status of a widow at the age of 19 years. Why is my life not as beautiful as the love of others? My dream is to marry the One who loves me sincerely, now it turns out to be really only a dream, I have not had time to learn to love, I have legitimately become a wife.
"Obviously for the next month I can't fall for Om Pras, and it's unlikely that I'm in love with someone like that" I keep talking to my own heart .
But let me stay here for a month, because there's no way that I'm suddenly quitting college for Tampa.
After a long day of dreaming, I fell asleep, enjoying my beautiful dreams that would fade when I woke up
I wriggled my newly awakened body from sleep, stepping out of bed toward the balcony.
"Geez, the cool breeze in the morning makes me want to sleep again, especially it still looks dark, and I who was staring at the sky was reminded that I went to college in the morning.
And it turned out that I was surprised by the exit of the figure from the room suddenly, almost I was stranded back, fortunately the cold master was still willing to capture my body.
As soon as we were so close, even looking at each other like lovers, but it was only a dream because the blink of an eye of admiration became a feeling of annoyance in my heart.
"Thank you!" I said that unpleasant moment.
"Other times be careful, like just swinging, early in the morning settles."
"Whoever wants to break, I don't want to build people" I replied slowly.
"What did you say?"
"I'm hungry to eat."
I also left the cold Lord himself in front of his bedroom door.
Go to the kitchen and look for Bik Siti, as if I have no more burden, either because I am so happy because another month can go home to Jakarta, or there is something else I do not understand with my heart.
"Bik Siti, bik!"
"Yes non, what's wrong? Is non Tania hungry?" Ask Bik Siti while smiling broadly at me.
"Can anyone help Tania?"
"No need non, all is ready, just wait for the big master and young master."
" Yes already bik, then Tania help put it on the table just yeah bik."
"No need not sit down first, do not want to drink chocolate milk while waiting for the master?"
"No bik."
"O yes, where are you going, Non Tania?"
"Lecture bibik!"
"Didn't you take the big master to the airport?"
"Indeed, Mr Sanjaya, is leaving this morning?"
"The lips are so non, non Tania why still call master, call papa as you ask."
"But bik, Tania is not used to it, let alone from small Tania never mentioned the word papa."
"Then non must learn, maybe this sustenance for non can a papa."
"No, Tania was scared!"
"Why non Tania should be afraid, actually the great lord is a good person non, he is also very affectionate to the young master, It's just that since his mother the young master died, they became distant, they became distant, because the great master is often busy with his work."
"Hmm, but auntie know seh?"
"Yes yes, my aunt before coming here, the aunt worked with the master, taking care of all the needs of the young master."
"Hmmm, it's appropriate to make the cold master look good as bibik."
"Hush! Non-no, the young master is a non husband, kualat tau non!"
"Anyway, auntie didn't see her gaze so cold, like ice cubes, Tania Wonder how to make a yes, that kind of person?"
I continued to talk at length, but I wondered why Siti suddenly kept quiet, not answering my words anymore, and I who stood back to the dining table also turned my body because the bik situ like was asking me to turn around with a signal.
And it turns out, it's fitting that the aunt is silent, apparently the one being talked about is sitting sweetly in the dining table seat right behind me.
"I get nervous too, what if he gets angry all of a sudden?" I was as usual just talking to myself.
And that morning I was saved from the cold lord's gaze because his papa had come.
"Good morning Tania?"
"For Tu, uh pa!"
"Where are you going early in the morning?"
"Tania wants to go to college, there's a morning class."
"Aren't you taking papa to the airport?"
"But Tania has a college pa."
"Yes, we have breakfast first, you will be transferred to the campus, so later picked up when papa wants to go to the airport."
"But pa!" The protests of om Pras.
"You're a big boss, so it doesn't matter a day not to the office!"
Because I do not want to see a debate, yes I have immediately invited the two to eat, I wake up and take breakfast into papa's plate, and also into Om Pras' plate.
The mere presence of Mr Sanjaya did indeed calm me down a bit, but how will my life continue after today?