Trapped In Two Choices

a protracted misunderstanding

"Why are you silent, please go and tell my Papa that you're going out of your own desire, I don't want to be wrong."

the voice sounded so cold, I felt that Om Pras was so hateful to me, I did not want to cry and looked so weak in front of others, that's why my aunt and father used my weakness to trap me in this kind of life.

"If only I could live my life with freedom, then even now I could go."

"What do you mean?"

"Master doesn't know about this or pretends not to know ?"

"Don't beat around with me!" Om pras changed the direction of standing facing towards me, staring at me with a sharp gaze.

" Presetya sir Sanjaya, at that time you gave me a prenuptial agreement when I was in a state of no other choice, did you forget the farm?"

"Letter of agreement?"

"Yes a letter that says if I leave the master, or ask for a divorce, I will be prosecuted legally for money fraud of three hundred million."

"Three hundred million ? it means just that much of your self-esteem, you sell to my Papa ?"

"Plac!" a slap landed on Om Pras' right cheek, as if I had forgotten my position at that moment, and Om Pras looked so surprised, holding his red cheek and staring at me full of anger, and he looked at me, but it doesn't scare me, I have to know the truth behind all the secrets of my marriage and Om Pras.

" Sir, I am from a poor family, I have nothing at all, but I never sell my pride, if you are a person with a heart, there's no way you're gonna trap me in a life of choice like this."

Om Pras was still silent in his place, yet I could feel his anger at that moment.

"If you had known, I would have agreed to marry because I wanted to save my mother's life, but fate said another day after I married my master, my mother died, But I could not return the money and I signed the agreement."

My voice began to weaken, my strength was exhausted when I remembered the loss of mother, the tears that I had been enduring had escaped by itself on my cheeks, she said,I don't care what people do in front of me. And suddenly the glass on the edge of the balcony fell because Om pras who hit his fist against the balcony wall.

I was surprised to hear the shard of the glass, But I was still standing in my place, I was no longer able to step my feet again, And Om pras was seen leaving from the room, I was the one who was sitting on the floor.

But it turned out outside the room since then Bik Siti stood up and listened to our conversation , BIK siti stepped into Om Pras room and hugged my body which at that time was in need of a backrest.disela crying I repeatedly called mother, I missed her so much, I missed her, bik Siti who was beside me at that time also shed tears.

"Bik, why did you leave Tania, Tania is not strong enough to face all this, Tania wants to come with you just make,."

"Non, don't talk so, non Tania must be strong, this is already the path of non destiny."

"Why does non Tania not tell her bibik about everything non, why not save it yourself?"

I even sobbed and hugged Bik Siti, I really did not feel strong.but this true Bik Siti is already the path of fate but there is no mistake everything ended before it is too late.

"Non Tania sorry right bibik ya, bibik accidentally listened to everything, bibik worried because non has not been seen down, so bibik following non."

"Sir, now that aunt knows everything, will auntie hate Tania?"

"Of course not non Tania, even today's aunt is concerned with non, at a very young age even married to the wrong person."

Bik Siti helped me to stand up and sit on the sofa, I was still as much as I liked, so Siti started cleaning the broken coffee cups scattered on the balcony floor.

" Non, let's go to the room, non rest, if you want to eat let the aunt bring it to the room."

"No, Tania's not hungry."

I also walked alone to the room, I dudu in the corner of the bed, I was confused what to do, I was confused, do I have to give up and if it's true that I'm going to be sued means I'm going to disappoint my late mother for not being able to go to college, the rich can do anything to the poor like me.

My mind was staring somewhere, I was trying to find a way out but my mind was deadlocked at the moment. If I call Mr. Sanjaya, then surely Mr. Sanjaya will be angry with Mr. Pras.

I also thought about Mr. Pras, where he went, surely he was very angry because I had dared to slap him, But I completely lost control back then.

The night was getting late but there was nothing to go down to eat, so Siti called me to eat, but my appetite was gone already, I just sat back and leaned on the bed, looking at the clean white ceiling.

How am I going to face Mr. Pras tomorrow, and if I don't want to use whatever I've been given for the way I live, I don't have any more money than I've used for my mother's medical treatment.

"Did I also have to work part-time like Jakarta, but would I be accepted?"

I also talked to myself to find a solution to all my problems, I no longer want to be considered expecting all the property of Mr. Pras.

" I remember with Brother Al, I would ask him, but what would I answer if he asked?I'm confused"

That morning, the pras who apparently slept in his work room had also come down to the dining room.

"Bik Siti, is Tania gone?"

"Not sir, non Tania hasn't even been seen this morning."

"Try checking upstairs, where is she?"

"Okay sir, auntie's going upstairs."

"Why not just call?"

"But sir, you've been on the phone but there's no answer, let me look up, sir continue breakfast, instead of you haven't eaten from last night.

Bik Siti went to Tania's room, repeatedly tapped, only to realize from her sleep, probably because she had only slept for a few hours.

Tani wakes up and opens the door of the room, looking at the bik Siti Already smiling towards her, but Tania is still very sleepy.

"Come in the bik, what's up?"

"Non, why haven't you woken up what's not college today?"

"Lecture bik, but Tania's in the afternoon bik so want to rest first."

"Better non shower and breakfast from last night non have not eaten right?"

"But Tania isn't hungry bik."

"Non under you is waiting for breakfast, come down first."

"Yes bik, Tania will follow,Tania wants to take a shower first."

"Then the aunt came down first yes non."

"Yes bik, thank you bik."

After Bik Siti left I immediately took a shower, actually I do not want to go down let alone have breakfast together, but I also do not want to fight anymore, it is enough what I did last night.

After I finished taking a bath and wearing clothes, I went downstairs to have breakfast, in my heart I wished only I would have breakfast.

And it turns out that I was wrong there was still someone sitting and waiting for me, I don't know, what because I wanted to be angry, or indeed waiting for breakfast.

Slowly I approached, but I did not sit in an ordinary place, I sat a little far from the face of Om Pras.

No one ate, neither I nor Om Pras waited for each other who would eat first, and I just looked down, not wanting to look at Om Pras that morning.

Bik Siti who saw the awkwardness at the dining table also approached us.

"Sir, what do you want to eat this morning?"

"Just have a aunt."

Bik Siti was seen scooping fried rice into her master's plate, and I just kept quiet, I should have been the one who was filling Om Pras's plate at the time, but I did not dare, I was afraid of being wrong . after I finished making Siti move towards me, but I refused it, on my own reasons alone, I did not want to act like a princess.

I still kept quiet, and continued on to the food that was on my plate at that time, but I did not look at the person in front of me at all, after I finished I woke up and brought the dirty dishes to the back, but was prevented by Bik Siti.

" No, let's just bibik!"" It's okay, think of it as a payment because Tania has been hitchhiking to eat and sleep here, and aunt can ask for any help with Tania, at least Tania can ease the work of this house person."

I left everything in the dining room, and washed the dishes I had brought, I didn't even care when everyone forbade me to do it. I went back to the dining room and there was Om Pras who was still at the dinner table.

" Mister, I'll let you go to the room first!" after saying that I left even though I did not get an answer from the person I was talking to.

it seems like I have to learn to put myself in this house, I don't care anymore, even if later I will get into trouble I don't care, and I've thought about everything, I think about everything, if only my life would have ended in prison I would have lived, and if I had not been able to fulfill my mother's wishes, I would have apologized to my mother, and if mom were with me now, she probably wouldn't allow me to be what I am today.

I went into my room and closed the door tightly, laid my body in my bed, this house is indeed so luxurious for me, but for what I survive if it does not give me happiness at all. Maybe it's life's destiny for me.

but will this time Tania give up on her life destiny ? and receive sanctions for the money he used for his mother ?