Trapped In Two Choices

Leaving jakarta

When the atmosphere became quiet, I still could not believe that the one who married me was Pras son of Mr. Sanjaya.

But I can not deny the reality, especially when Mr. Sanjaya handed over a marriage book that is written my name and also the name of the youngest putta, Mr. Sanjaya.

I don't know what tricks they have made, until - Until I don't know anything, even though at that time I was also asked to sign the letters at the wedding.

But maybe it's because of my carelessness that I don't read anymore and don't see my husband's name on it, because all I know is that I'm married to Danil's grandfather.

It was only fitting that night that I was not allowed to meet anyone, not even allowed to see my own marriage contract. There are many secrets they keep.

There is a little relief to be heartened, because I am not a grandmother to my best friend Danil, nor will I have a stepson like Pras.

But my life will be more difficult because I will have a husband who seems to dislike me, I can see the aura of anger in the eyes of the flat-faced man.

"Tonight Tania will be staying here, papa has prepared the items he will bring tomorrow, and also the plane ticket to America."

"But pa!"

"Don't argue, listen to everything you say, or else you don't hesitate to do all your threats."

"Pa, but this isn't fair to me pa!"

"Why should you go?"

"Pa!"

But the one who was called passed from the room, I was still standing, if only I could better go with Mr. Sanjaya, instead of staying with the pri in front of me.

"Now you're satisfied, haven't you ruined my life?"

I was still silent, I was so scared, especially Pras who spoke while raising his index finger to my face at that time.

"You better get out of here, take care of your own life, what do you want from my family? The money? How much do you want just say, I'll give but after that get out of my life!"

I was still silently pecking, my gaze starting to ponder because of the eyelids that had been filled with tears. If only the man in front of me knew I was doing all this because of forced circumstances, would he continue insulting me like this?

I turned my face the other way, erasing the tears that had escaped my cheek, there was no self-defense I was doing back then.

"Why are you silent, are you mute?"

"Sorry sir, but I will stay here, because a wife's duty is beside her husband."

"But I never thought you were a wife."

"That's not important sir, because whether I consider it or not I am still a religiously and stately legal wife to you."

I tried to defend myself on the grounds of marriage, but the feeling of wanting me to leave was like the man in front of me.

But if I do that, then Mr. Sanjaya will report me to the police and I will lose all my future, which means I will disappoint my mother.

Maybe let me survive with the man in front of me, the important thing is that I can still go to college and pursue my ideals, I'll raise a lot of money and pay for all the money given to my mother, and go as far as her from this family.

I don't know where my strength came from at the time, but that's clearly my goal of survival. I don't want my mother's hopes to be fulfilled.

After an argument with the man who is currently my husband, Pras was seen taking a black leather jacket and leaving the apartment.

Only I was alone there.

After Pras' departure, I could breathe with relief, I sat on the black sofa, closing my weeping eyes.

"Mother, why leave Tania alone ma'am, Tania is afraid to face this life ma'am."

Tania sobbed alone, in her heart she promised not to be weak in front of anyone, she had to be strong.

The night was getting late, but there was no sign that Pras had come home, I was tired of waiting, my eyes were sleepy, had the man left me alone? My eyes that were no longer able to be literate began to close, I chose to sleep on the sofa, because I did not dare to use the luxurious bed that belonged to Pras.

And the next morning I just woke up, and I heard the sound of water rustling in the bathroom, I thought Pras must have gone home. And sure enough, it was not long before I saw Pras had come out of the bathroom already wearing full clothes.

She stared at me for a moment, and walked towards the mirror to comb her hair. But I was still silent in my place, I wanted to take a bath but I was afraid to use Pras' bathroom.

"Are you going to daydream there until noon, and make us miss the plane?"

I also reflexively stood up, fearing the gaze of the man before me.

"Hurry to take a shower and get ready, don't wait long for the hotel lobby!"

When I was done, I intended to bring the suitcase down to the lobby, but a man dressed in white forbade me because all their goods would carry it.

I immediately opened the elevator door to get to the lobby quickly. And it turned out that I didn't have to bother to find Pras, because he had been waiting in the lobby.

After seeing me, without giving me a word or a word he just walked, his long legs make me difficult to pursue him.

And it turns out he went to the restaurant for breakfast. I sat at the same table with her, but I was silent.

"What message do you want?"

"Me?"

"Yes, who else? Is there anyone other than the two of us?"

I just shook my head and immediately picked up the menu book, and ordered some fried rice, and a glass of chocolate milk.

Pras also ordered the same order.

After waiting for a few minutes, the order came, and we had breakfast without anyone talking at the time. After I finished I followed Pras back to a car.

In the car was a driver who would drive us to the airport. I sat behind the driver, because Pras was sitting next to the driver.

The journey to the airport was silent, no one spoke, I kept staring at the street from the side glass, never thought I would leave my homeland, even then I haven't had a chance to tell anything with Caca and Tia.

Even they had not returned from the holidays with their families, I took a breath, my chest felt tight from the sadness. But I no longer want to cry for my destiny.

After almost an hour, we arrived at the airport , because it was ten hours less 15 minutes, we still had time to sit at the airport, all the goods had been dropped off by the driver.

I'm a little nervous because it's the first time I'm going to get on a plane, usually I walk more often than I ride a vehicle, all because I have to save money.

After the departure call to America was heard I walked to follow Pras, after passing the examination, we had arrived at the door of the plane.

I hesitated to step up and was still there, and Pras who saw me pulled my hand to get on the plane.

We were sitting side by side, I was restless, afraid, Pras who saw my facial expression at that moment, frowned.

"Why you?"

"I'm afraid sir!"

"Haah ha ha..!"

Instead of being concerned, he laughed out loud, you heartless man. I looked at Pras angrily.

Until his laughter stopped sounding. Along with that came the sound of a notification that the plane was about to take off.

I clasped Pras' hand tightly, I was afraid that it would fall, but pras even shook my hand, I was more afraid to continue praying in my heart.

And slowly I felt calmer, because I felt nothing at that moment, I closed my eyes.

After traveling 22 hours, we also arrived at the destination, a place I never thought could get there even if only in a dream, but fate took me to the city of Uncle Sam.

Once in the airport, there was already a car that picked us up, I was still silent with my admiration for the country where I set foot today.

The car we were riding stopped at a luxurious house, 3-story, a house that was like a palace that I might only see from television.

I continued to follow where Pras went, because I did not know any place here at all.

After ringing the bell, a middle-aged woman came out of the house.

"Welcome sir?" Said the woman.

" Bunny please help bring all these things!".

'yes sir"

"Yes, put this lady's suitcase in the guest room!"

"Good sir."

And I also knew the intention of Pras at that time that we would stay in separate rooms, I did not mind at all. I walked over to my suitcase and wanted to help bring it, but the woman called aunt forbade me to do so.

I also entered the luxurious house, this is the first time I set foot in this house, Prasetya luxury house, will this house become a paradise for my life or will it be behind it?