
"Astaghfirullah's. Wife, hang!" yusuf said while carrying his wife in the car and they will be taken directly to the nearest hospital around there.
"Oh my God, I failed to look after my wife. Your forehead is bleeding gini." murmured Yusuf again with eyes that look teary.
Upon reaching the hospital, they were immediately greeted by the nurses who pushed the gurney for Tiara. Then Yusuf also pushed him while holding firmly the arms of the virgin, hoping that nothing severe let alone arrive at the operation.
But from a distance, it looks like someone is watching the two while grinning. I don't know. What does it mean and why does it do that to them. To be sure, the person was not happy to see the happiness of the two couples.
While clenching both hands to the chin, accompanied by a hand that continues to vibrate. Joseph continued to be agitated because the doctor did not appear from the ER room. He kept pacing around, before long he sat back down. Keep it up, because he was so worried he was in the condition of the virgin.
Pucuk loved ulam arrived, finally the doctor came out of the room while visiting Yusuf who was very stand by in front of the room ER.
"How is my wife's current condition doctor? (How's my wife doing right now, Doctor?)" joseph said impatiently.
"The patient slightly experienced a fairly hard impact on the head. This causes the patient to have a brain tumor. But you don't have to worry, the patient will recover soon, because this is a relatively mild injury and does not harm the patient" explained the Doctor in English.
Yeah, because they're in Turkey. So Joseph spoke only international language. Wherever, English tends to be spoken in any country. So Yusuf, who in fact is lacking in mastering Turkish, chose to use English.
"Can I see her already? (Can I see him?)" ask Joseph again.
His face looked very worried. Despite being diagnosed with a minor injury, his wife was still injured.
"Yes. We will transfer the patient to the inpatient room first (Yes. We'll move the patient to the inpatient room first),"
Yusuf nodded and he immediately saw his wife who was being pushed by a gurney from the ER room to the hospital room he had completed while doing administration.
Currently, the couple is already in the room room. His eyes began to heat up when he saw the wife pale and limp helplessly on top of the gurney. Now, the virgin's hand he held firmly, and then he put it on his face while he was stunned while closing his eyes with a feeling that was so tight on his chest.
Suddenly, the virgin's hand began to move. Yes, Joseph could feel it. Soon he looked at his wife who was about to awaken, then his wife slowly opened her eyes.
Soon Tiara's limp hand rubbed gently on her husband's face. Yeah, she doesn't want her husband to blame himself. According to him, he was the one who was not careful.
"Mas," she said very slowly.
"Yes dear. I'm sorry, yes. Because of Mas, you have to experience all of this" said Joseph with a sad face.
Tiara shook her head, "No, Mas. My fault. It's not your fault" he said with a faint smile.
Joseph hugged his wife, and she cried there. Tiara directly rubbed her husband's trembling back.
However, when that moment happened. Suddenly Tiara screamed and it was pointing towards her stomach.
"Auwh," said Tiara grimacingly.
"Mas. It hurts!" said again.
Joseph who realized that, suddenly he was surprised because blood flowed so much on the cot gurney.
"You-you.. Haid darling?" said Yusuf who did not understand the situation was happening.
Tiara shook her head, she continued to grimace in pain. Soon the Doctor was called into the room with a bell available in the room.
"This is why Doc? My wife why?" Joseph looked so panicked and impatient when the doctor had just arrived at his wife's room.
"Doc!" joseph said again.
"Your wife had a miscarriage" the doctor said.
The deg!
Joseph immediately threw him to the floor. So did Tiara who despite the sudden pain she cried in her pain.
Yes, even though she had told her husband that she did not want to conceive. But, this is sustenance. The most beautiful sustenance which Allah has entrusted to those who are to be kept with the best care.
But now Joseph felt guilty a second time. Yeah, he's fucked up too. Cry broke. It's not like he's a husband. How could he not take good care of his wife and prospective children.
If time could turn back. He promised to keep an eye on his wife so that no one would touch her or harm her.
Astarghfirullah's. Joseph blamed fate. Now he is trying harder than his wife. He had to strengthen his wife first. If not him, who else will strengthen him.
With a careless step he approached the wife who was being cleansed of her blood by the nurse. Then his wife was carried to the next gurney and immediately put to sleep, but again the two looked at the sad face.
Yes, now they embrace again with tears that are so heartbreaking for anyone who hears it. They regret their carelessness and continue to strengthen themselves that this has become their destiny. They have to accept it.
My wife was pregnant two weeks ago. Tiara feels strange with her menstrual count that feels not right. Moreover, he was often late menstruation before. So, the cycle is irregular.
"Mas. Sorry me!" he said he regretted his carelessness.
"The one who should be apologizing. Sorry for not being able to take good care of you and your child. Forgive your painstaking husband" Joseph said sobbing, but Tiara disagreed with his words.
"Already, Mas. None of us are to blame. It's already destiny. This is God's lawful decree. Maybe one day, we will be given a better love than this. Maybe this is a warning for us, that we should be more careful and never again act recklessly as now," said Tiara affirming, even though he was sick with what he said.
Joseph let go of his embrace, and looked at the beautiful face that had given him happiness all this time. Then he kissed his wife for so long. Very long.
He's proud. He began to realize, that the choice of his heart from the beginning was not wrong. Yes, now he is happy to have found his ribs that he has been looking for all this time.
The soul mate that God has prepared since he was in Mahfudz. The soul mate he often prayed for his arrival and he was looking forward to his meeting.
Yes, he is in front of her. The woman who maybe everyone doubted her, because this woman was indeed somewhat different from the others.
But he's so special. Joseph was always opium on whatever was in the virgin. Until now the moment that they should have welcomed with happy tears, but even ended with tears that left tightness in the chest.
The wife who from the beginning did not want this event to happen, but now she is even so very lost. Yes, Joseph was sure, his heart was now wounded and it was seen from the look of his eyes filled with regret.
"sorry. But.. How do we say this to our parents" Tiara said suddenly.
"We'll be honest and tell the truth. Isn't that better? Maybe this is our fault too, because yes each of us no one realizes it, right? Stupidly, I should have realized that you were pregnant, but I didn't see any signs of it and just felt it earlier, when you were so greedy when eating at the Turkish house earlier" he said.
"Mas, sorry," Tiara's great-granddaughter again with feelings that still remain in her heart.
"It's okay, honey. It's been. Don't cry anymore. We can make it again later. Let our son settle down there. Maybe he'll pick up Mommy and Daddy in Heaven. We pray that he will forgive our mistakes and God will forgive us for our negligence" Joseph said.
"Aamiin." said Tiara while sighing for a moment.
"Mas, there's a ringing phone" said Tiara who happened to be glancing over the nightstand and found Joseph's phone calling.
Yusuf cringed his halis, thinking he did not recognize the phone number.
"just ignore. Maybe he is another prankster who will disturb the harmony of our household," said Yusuf Cuek.
"But Mas...,"
"That's it. You must heal quickly. I don't want you to drag on in this sadness anymore,"
"Do I feel heavy? Would there be a child if I hadn't miscarried?" tiara recalled that atmosphere.
"Honey. Yes already. You don't mind much. It may be heavy for you. But, you should be able to get through it well." Joseph immediately stroked the head of the Tiara hijab gently.
He deliberately did not deny the words of his wife anymore. He was afraid, his wife would keep thinking. He hoped that his wife would be able to do it. It was heavy, and he was also injured. But this is one way that they are sincere with this sudden shocking destiny and must immediately make peace, so that God can replace it with something better someday.
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