Trapped In Love In Pesantren

Chapter 47's

The POV Mega

That afternoon, it felt like my world was blown to pieces. My heart is not safe because it seems to die suddenly.

How can I find the fact that my parents who have always been gentle and loving were indiscriminate monsters to exterminate anyone.

Why that? Are they dark-eyed? Why the Rayn family? Not that someone else? If wanted.

Ah, I enjoyed this trip with such a shaky pace. I walked around every corner of the hospital with a very complicated feeling. I was confused, should I call my parents and tell them to leave Indonesia?

Wicked! Selfish! I am a true villain who releases real criminals to let them run from their foul behavior. I am a child with dark eyes, for the sake of my loved ones whom I have loved, protected, and cherished, should I shut down his evil?

Nah! Why don't they think of me as their son? While it is true that they are washilah why I exist and was born in this world, but.. It's really fatal. It cannot be allowed to hide, and then someone else will bear it. Doesn't that behavior include bullying others?

I don't want my parents to be bad, if they're not warned immediately. Doesn't rule out the possibility, will they commit other crimes? They must be given a deterrent effect, in order to be willing and repent not to commit other crimes again.

Then, what should I do? Should I testify, and put my parents in a holding cell. While I will be crowned corrupt child, then will be scorned by the people of Indonesia, due to the results of my parents' behavior? Is that better?

Again I guessed all the possibilities, good and bad risks and steps that I had to take in the future.

I also have to be ready and willing, if my boyfriend decides me let alone we have planned a three-year engagement again. Coinciding with my graduation in High School. Should I sacrifice everything?

Drt.. Drt.. Drt..

My phone suddenly rang. Wh who?

"Hello" I said in surprise, because the call is an unknown number.

"Yes. Who is this?" curious answers.

"Oh, Mama. Kirain who," I replied, looks dag-dig-dug not because of.

"Why did you get a new number?" manya curious.

"A-pa? Mom and Dad moved abroad. Why?" I said pretend I don't know.

"OK, Ma. Mega immediately went home yaa," I replied calmly as I ended my call.

Sure, this is what I'm afraid of. They're upset, right? They're angry too, right? Argha! My tears cannot be stopped anymore. My tears were pouring so hard on my cheeks. It seemed, my heart was currently like it was being squeezed and pierced countless times by the endless sword. I'd love to tell my boyfriend about my current condition, but honestly, I'm not ready to lose him.

"O Allah, will you forgive my guilt and my parents?"

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"Darling, you eat first huh? Ko daydream?" said Yusuf who currently gives a tray of lemu porridge and ice cendol on the wife.

"Em, who says dream. No ko," Tiara replied slightly frowning. She seemed to have no taste for the food her husband brought, but she liked it so much herself.

"Well, if you don't dream. Why did you refuse this favorite food? Hayo, why hem? Dong's story,"

"Bag,"

"Yes, why my wife?"

"I just got word, today Mega and her family moved to America. Do I feel his family is very selfish, huh Mas? It avoids the problems they create. Then, how's Rayn's family problem going?" said Tiara who seemed to be glazed over the complicated problem.

"Well, where did you hear from, baby? Did Mega tell you? Hem, the three of us are discussing the best solution to this problem. So you do not dizzy again ya think about it," said Yusuf who immediately rubbed gently his wife's forehead.

"But, Mas.."

"Syut, already.. Mending you eat first lemu porridge same ice cendolnya. Later keburu stasi loh. Mas bought it far from here, the time is not in the eating," finally Tiara was dirutur and resigned to be fed by her husband.

"Mas, you didn't buy anything. I'll be sad," he said, chewing.

"Back, ah. Your body is well proportioned, say you want to diet everything. There's no need," omeli Tiara.

"Yes time? You want to try it?" he said while glancing at the bow.

"Try what? It's weird, though," Tiara said, looking relaxed. She knew the direction of her husband's conversation.

"Well, this is my wife still innocent or what? Ah, yes. I forgot, he's still in High School. Hihahi. Yaudah, hold it for the next two years. May the brother be strong, "he murmured in his heart while turning towards his innocent wife.

"Em, you're tired of not staying silent at the hotel. Where it is, we go for a walk!" take Joseph to divert his talk.

"May, but wait another night. Was it maghriban?"

"Gass!"

When Tiara was about to move her legs to the side of the bed, it seems that she also lost balance so that she fell beside Joseph who was both about to get out of bed.

"Auwh, uh, Mas. Sorry!" tiara said looking nervous as they were currently hugging each other. With Joseph below him and Tiara above him.

"Ti" Yusuf said in a heavy voice.

"Heuh," Tiara also looked nervous, because her husband was so strangely saddened.

"I Love You" Yusuf said as he continued to look at his bidadirinya lethargic who is currently in his arms.

"You're why Mas, ko is this weird." Tiara did not usually hear these romantic remarks from Joseph. She thought, her husband is on a whim.

"You still don't love me, do you?" joseph asked who was still maintaining their position while stroking the beautiful Tiara's hair.

"C-love really. Ko you nanya that's it. Btw, I'm not comfortable like I keep going," said Tiara as she tried to release her embrace.

"Aren't you married to me?" ask again with a deeper look.

"Why should money? No really. Instead I am grateful and happy, it turns out that this matchmaking is not as complicated as I thought. So don't you freak out anymore, you talk,"

"Are you sincere about this marriage?" her tanya was constantly and it made Tiara want to immediately let go of her embrace.

"You know the answer? Lepasin first dong. I'm hot, I want to take a shower," let's get Tiara. He has been nervous since. His heart had been insecure ever since Joseph looked at him and kept him on top of his body.

Finally Joseph let go of his embrace, but he sat down on the side of the bed again and let Tiara sit on his thighs.

"Mas, are you a horror gini anyway?" said Tiara who felt afraid, because Joseph did not want to let go.

Without warning, he hit his wife gently. Tiara did not refuse. He was full and felt a different sensation, certainly more intimate than before. But suddenly, Joseph was conscious. He was still sane, of course he did not want his wife to regret having to give herself now, while he was still in school.

"Mas, why?"

Joseph suddenly turned his face, and rubbed it harshly. He stood up and went to the bathroom.

"Sorry wife. I shouldn't have acted like that. I don't want you to regret, for having followed my lust,"

Tiara also seemed to digest the words of Joseph just now. He then buttoned back his clothes that Joseph had originally explored. There was a sense of disappointment in her heart, but then she realized why her husband did not continue the activities that are usually done by adults.

"I took a shower first! Please prepare my clothes, Ti" Yusuf said, then Tiara nodded her head a little awkwardly. However, the incident has made him fantasize wildly and it makes Tiara overwhelmed in control of his feelings.

Suddenly, a phone came in from Joseph's cell phone.

"Yes, Waalaikumussalam. Yes, Om. Joseph again in the bathroom first. What's up, huh?" answer Tiara.

"Oh, okay. Tiara will say yes. Thanks for the information," the phone disconnected.

"Huh, can Rayn's case be handled like that?" tiara said.

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