Trapped In Love In Pesantren

Chapters 10

I don't love easily

It is not easy to say love

But why now with you

I'm in love

God please listen to me

Give me him

But if not a soul mate

I can what?

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"Suf. You're all right?" faisal said carefully.

"Hem." Joseph was just a fool. He was lazy to respond to Faisal who was like a pleasantries to him. Currently they were in the park, while Tiara had permission to return first to her inn. He planned to keep Joseph until he recovered. This was an opportunity for Joseph to use the Tiara.

"Surely, the Tiara has long loved the guy." - guess Faisal.

"Where are you from?" now Joseph threw a dislike look at Faisal.

"Haha, nebak doang" said Faisal flatly, as soon as Joseph bluffed and shook Faisal's head.

"Calm, Bro!" prevent Faisal from avoiding Joseph who seems to have been angry with him.

"How to naklukin girl, how about?" joseph said suddenly. This made Faisal laugh out loud.

"The real lo? Blind jealousy is the story?" ledek Faisal did not stop laughing.

"Damn!" yusuf was upset.

"Sorry!" faisal answered Joseph's question seriously.

"First, you never fell in love. Yes sure, the girl must be baper first lo, then can naklukin his heart. Second, find out about the girl. Be free, want it his hobby, his favorite food, or whatever the girl you like. Third, the real man must ask for blessing directly to his girl parents. Well, surely the girl would not want to be able to say what her parents said." explained Faisal at length.

"Hem, really, you too. To be sure, the third point I got. Only the first point remains the same second that I have to fight." murmured Yusuf slowly.

"Well, you have to be excited! If you really like the girl, do not want to lose just like that. Prove, you are a guy who deserves to be with him. Btw, you mending first thesis, then you focus on your love problem." Faisal advises.

"Haha really. The cave thesis is completely abandoned. Not because of Garut-Jakarta. The script data is still confused, where not in acc mulu, chaotic life." lamented Joseph while laughing, rather laughing at him.

"It's not good to get a thesis if it's not serious. Try to focus on getting there first. Where did the girl say she just entered the pesantren? High School huh? Well, if you want to get married you have to wait three more years,"

"Yups, right. Is it really the guenya that is too hot? Do I want to get married?"

"Didih, horrified. Since when does your lust buy gini? Careful, Suf. This is a test. Nafsumu is your greatest temptation right now."

"Can only lo. Be not. I can really. You think I'm a slave to what lust? Huh."

"Don't do that. You're the new nyaho!"

"Damn it!"

They finally decided to return to Joseph's room. Since Joseph is still in the process of recovery, then he must really maintain the condition of his body, because occasionally he drooped not because his wounds were infected. But it was his thinking that occasionally made him drop, until finally his condition deteriorated again.

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"Honey. When are you going to the hospital?" sandra asked the girl.

"I don't know, Ma. Really males. Can't Tiara go there anymore?" tiara complained while manyuning.

"Lah, Joseph is so because of you. You have to take responsibility, honey. Mama is ready for Yusuf. You love it there. Do not let Joseph be disappointed with you, for you cannot return a good favor to him. Inget, Yusuf's life was almost lost because of you." ingati Sandra to her son.

"Why, Joseph must help me? Kan ribet be gini." Tiara's nag in his heart.

"Inget, Ti. Were it not for Joseph, you would already be in his position. Be kind to him, for the reward of good is nothing in vain." counsel the good angel in him.

"Of course you do good, yet he only once will nolongin you. How if in the future, you only used doang. You want to, Tiara?" murmured the evil angel inside him.

"Yes too? How do I keep going?" tiara muttered confusedly.

"Make it right, of course.."

"Don't care, or you.."

"Enough!!! Stop!!!" yell Tiara loudly. That made the driver who was driving his taxi suddenly stop.

"Have you arrived, Non?" ask the driver behind the wheel.

"Eh, sir. Sorry. I was daydreaming. We're at the destination address, sir. To hospital X." said Tiara clumsily. At this moment he was embarrassed, because suddenly he was screaming for no reason.

"Good, Non." The driver then drove the vehicle again.

While at this moment, Tiara closed her eyes. He neutralizes the state of his heart that looks troubled. Whether the shock of what possessed him, the point is, his life is now really not in accordance with expectations. He was tired, he also wanted to give up, but circumstances forced him to stay.

"Argh! Lord.. Is it true that you are not torturing me? Why do you really care for me?" lirih Tiara in her heart.

"You are less grateful. Your heart is less widely accepting of destiny. Should be, you are sincere and accept it cheerfully. However, the good and bad events that come to you are none other than my efforts, so that you know Me more, so that you love Me more. Not even away from me."

Again Tiara heard such heart words in her deepest mind. He was careless, he didn't care either. Whether it was the whisper of the shetan or the angel, Tiara was currently on the verge of anxiety. He is so sick with the fate he is facing, but he must also be strong, because after all, this life must continue.

Maybe he didn't know his God. Until now, he was completely on the verge of destruction. There was no light or light that could calm him. Only a cramped and troubled race covered his heart. Now he really made up his mind to get into the pesantren. He thought this was an opportunity for him to draw closer to God. He wants his heart to be more spacious and calm in accepting every destiny that perch and come to him.

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"Eh, Tiara. Thanks for the food." Yusuf was warm.

"Yes, you're welcome." Answer Tiara flat.

"Who are you here with?" joseph said again in pleasantries.

"Himself."

The atmosphere was silent, at once the situation turned awkward. Joseph was confused as to what to talk about. Faisal went back to his home in Bogor. Ummi and his Aby returned to Pesantren again after yesterday's day-long stay in the hospital.

"Suf" Tiara said suddenly.

"Yes?" there was a sparkling feeling in her face, as the woman began this pseudo-talk.

"Gue doesn't want to be fooled by you. I know, you've been talking a lot, haven't you been like me?" check Tiara. Even Joseph's face, which had been grim, turned grim.

"Where do you know, Ti?" joseph asked, trying to calm down.

"Gue was accidentally shocked this morning chatting in the park. I'm disappointed, why do you want to be fooled as a delinquent as me? You should be looking for a Muslim girl, who is graceful and sholehah out there. Many ko, why do you want me?" ketus Tiara's.

"I didn't expect much, Tiara. If you want, thank God. If not, that's up to you too. I don't mean, that's the only trust from nyokap you. If you don't want to, try persuading your parents. Don't go to me." Joseph answered beyond suspicion.

As Tiara's face turned pale, "This guy wants what? I don't have any advantages, is this a resigned guy who wants to be the same as me who is like this? You're crazy, huh?!" tiara in his heart.

The mood changed again. This time, Joseph thought hard. What should he start a conversation? After the rejection of the two who were rejected outright by Tiara. Joseph immediately went down and felt himself unworthy of any girl.

"Lo handsome, well, sholeh. Try to find a girl who is kind of like you too. Don't go to a rebel chick like me. No pantes! Later I help you, nyari girl make you." said Tiara unexpectedly.

"No need, Tiara. Don't go looking for another. I don't want any girl. I just want you!"

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