Trapped In Love In Pesantren

Chapter 12's

"At the end of the day, all we can learn from life is how to be strong alone"

-{Najwa Shihab}

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Tiara POV

Today is the worst day I have held the title of santri. Yes, this santri title does not deserve to be pinned on me who collapsed this. Where is the story, a prosecutor must be a santri? To be sure, I will prove, that my ideals will be realized. I don't want to be in brackets here forever. Huh, amit-amit. I assure you, the main point, do not use a comma.

My long trip to the pesantren, from Jakarta to Garut made me fall asleep while in the car. I don't care, nyokap on the pleasantries, what story, they certainly again celebrate the victory, because it managed to get me into the pesantren. Lv? don't care. Soon enough, the school will knock me out again. I laugh more and more in my heart, as fun as this to lie. Who told you, they are also my meaning.

The nightmare arrived, when the car that drove me to this boarding school stopped at a towering gate. Apparently, the pesantren is very similar and deserves to be called a prison. Damnit damnit! But I saw the view here, okay. Eh, it means not wrong - very so loh, it turns out the place is fun for ngadem. How can there be a garden in the pesantren? Is this really called pesantren? Em, I'm talking about what the fuck. No, I'll keep judging the negativity, anything related to pesantren.

"Darling... Come down, we've arrived." said Mama with a sweet smile towards me.

"Hem." I'm males nanggepin said the mother. After all, they look happy, while I'm tormented here.

"Eh, um Sandra. Welcome to our Pesantren. This is the state of our pesantren, this is how it is. May Tiara's son feel at home, go to the cottage here." hello Nyai ma'am very warmly.

"Ih, this besan is talking what the fuck. Pesantren yummy gini called as it is. Surely at home, this child will love the scenery kayak gini." said Mama while glancing at me, while I smiled wryly.

"What's? Besan's? Dream time." rutuk Tiara in his heart, he was horrified to hear the words of his mother.

"really? Wow, that means fitting? Nak Tiara is not wrong to live in this place." said Susi's mom with a smile and approached me.

"Darling." hugged her mom tightly, hugged her until I couldn't breathe.

"Uhukis.. Uhuk.." I also cough, whether it's because the hug bu nyai is too tight or emang I'm too nervous.

"Eh, son Tiara? Why sweetheart?" ask mommy to worry about me.

"Hehe, it's okay. I think it was a sprain. Tiara is fine." I said embarrassed.

"Damn, why do so many students see me? I'm ashamed to be so." I muttered while glancing to his right and left.

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"Eh, that's like a new student?" said Santriah who kepo, saw Tiara come and was welcomed directly by the leader of the boarding school.

"Yes kayaknya. But how special is it? Who's the pesantren family about?" other santri murmurs who come to kepo with the presence of Tiara.

"Ah, ma'am nyai to whom. No need to be exaggerated." said Citra who so' know. When he found out, Joseph was betrothed to Tiara. He must have been flailing himself.

"That's really you, Citra. Say it's envious. You really feel the same as A Yusuf." said another santri.

"Oh, look at it. If I were a mom here. I law loe-loe all right now." Citra threatened while pointing her finger at the santriah who mocked her.

"Wouldn't. Nyai also nyeleksi kali. Where there he chooses a daughter-in-law has no ethics like yours. Do not dream, if the haluu yaa do not be too high. Later if it has been rasoh, the pain is asking for forgiveness." said another santriah. They also laughed at the image whose face was now red withstanding anger.

"Udah ah, noisy. You know, people are useless!" The image also left the santriah crowd.

"Basic. Haluuuu." aspara santri kompak.

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"Well, this is the room for you, baby. How comfortable, right?" nyai Susi's mom specializes rooms for Tiara.

Coincidentally, the room chosen by Ms Nyai was one of the boarding houses. Later, who will room with Tiara is a santri manager of his age or more mature than him. Coincidentally, Tiara was entrusted with her age alone, so as not to be awkward, also easier to guide because they could definitely make friends because of their age.

"Mom, is this a special room? Why not join other students?" tanya Tiara began to be sensitive, because since a lot of santri who peeked, while in the room was indeed limited, aka only a few people.

"This is the santri's room. Later you will room with Saskia. Well, Saskia is your old friend later in High School. Hope you feel at home here," hope Susi's mom.

Tiara just nodded her head while smiling knot, I don't know what she is thinking at the moment, which surely her desire to run away is very difficult to do.

"Hello. I'm Saskia." he said with a smile and reached out to Tiara.

"I'm Tiara." Tiara smiled back as well.

"Well, honey. You're grateful, ma'am nyai is watching you here. Hope you are comfortable living here!" mama Tiara said sincerely, while Tiara even pouted towards her mother, but she did not show everyone.

"Yes. Next month we will look at you. So don't be sad!" timpal Papa Raihan as well.

"Kok papa making fun of it anyway?" reply Tiara shrunk her bow.

"What ridicule?" papa Raihan laughed softly.

"Ah, forget it." Tiara turned her back on the papa. It brought out the laughter of everyone there.

"Yes, this kangen-kangeannya want to be continued here or want to go to the mother's house first? You see, mom and dad Tiara will be home soon" Susi said.

"That's a big shot? Where are you going, Dad?" Tiara panicked immediately.

"And who wants to go with you, baby. Should we stay here too? Anyway, Papa and Mama will want another honeymoon. Our children are happy with their new lives." whispered the Mama, at once Tiara sulked.

"Oh, Tiara's herein anyway so you guys can have some fun by yourself huh? Good, means Tiara has been a burden on Mama and Papa? Why is Tiara not in the foster home all at once." said Tiara quite hard. It makes the mistress Susi, Saskia, and other caretakers who heard so bad.

"Eh, baby. How to say that. Shame dong with his friends." said Mama Sandra trying to calm down.

"Honey. Think of mother here as your Mama too. So, you won't feel like that anymore. Inget, you're here to seek knowledge, not to be in tarantarin. So, stay away from such negative thoughts. Mama and Papa Tiara love you very much, son." Susi's mother's advice is soft.

For some reason, Tiara's heart became calm, will Susi's mother just said. He was determined to accept the reality. Let the business of his hope, he will mean it again three years later, when his high school is in order. Then there is no word of repulsion from everyone to pursue his hope. Because, the expectations of his parents are now fulfilled. So, he can also collect his promise later, so that both his parents allow him to study Law and later will work as a Prosecutor.

"But, Tiara has a condition for Mama and Papa" Tiara smiled cunningly.

"What terms, dear?" timpal the Mama curious.

"Udah get out of here. Tiara wants to study law. Tiara will continue to pursue the goal of becoming a prosecutor. So, you have no right to reject this one Tiara's hope anymore" Tiara said uncontested.

"alright. We will allow you to achieve your expectations. Whatever your ideals. As long as it's good, we'll always support you" said the mother chimed in on her son's wishes.

"Seriously? Ahhh, thanks Mama." Tiara also hugged her mother haru, while the Papa had always supported her son's decision.

"Yes. So you're the one who's really mesantrenya here, huh?" woo the Mama.

"OK, Ma. The shop, thank youuu." Tiara also kissed the cheek of the Mama. It made everyone smile at themselves.

"Yes already, mommy's equally papa, can go home now right?"

"Please. Tiara wants to get used to being a santri starting today. Hopefully these three years, will pass quickly." murmured enthusiastically.

Miss nyai susi was shaking about her daughter-in-law's behavior. He knew that at this time both Tiara's parents did allow the wishes of his son. Whether Tiara's ideals are true or not, only God knows. Indeed, man tends to plan goals in his life, but in fact, only God has the right to determine.

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