Trapped in a Fake Grip

TGP 6'S

The chirping of birds and sunlight that slipped through the gaps of the room curtains was able to make my eyes slightly blink and open.. Apparently, after last night I spent a curiosity about who the figure of Er who for 5 months became the Boss and concurrently my lover, it made me sleep soundly as a result of waking up bad luck..

Fortunately, today is my work holiday schedule, well I am also an ordinary human who needs a day off to rest my body which is honestly very tired.

Sleep and eat, maybe that's all on my schedule today. In addition to cooking and bathing. Fortunately Dita my sister can already be relied upon in her other household chores. And among my lazy days off, still tucked into my chat with Er last night. And honestly, it made me feel an increasingly deep feeling towards her.

Last night...

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The flasback

"Re, I'm here to build my own dreams, Papa and Mama forced me to continue the family business. They always press me. They never asked me what I liked or disliked. I'm clearly against. Until, I came out of the house to prove that I could succeed without their help and proved. Only their attention I probably won't get"

"I don't not miss them Re. But, I want them to understand and give me the blessing of his freedom.. Because it hurts so much if even parents just think I'm not a child..

"Re, all this time I've been so lonely. And when I met you, I was comfortable and you made this heart feel warm.. You know, this feeling before her I've never felt" she said, pulling me in the arms.

Lord.. Is this maybe the truth.

I seemed reluctant to move from the arms of this man, a man who was able to shake my body.

Whatever I think, it's up to whether this is true or not but this time I just want to enjoy the moments together.

But back I remembered. That woman, who she is and now is the right time for me to ask.

"Er, may I ask you one more question about the Woman who was with you yesterday at the meeting?"

"Of course, whatever you want to know with pleasure I'll make your curiosity treated" his chuckle made me a little embarrassed.

"She was Yulia, a friend in college, and she was a witness to my struggle.. Don't worry, honey, he's just my best friend. Not more"

"I have fallen in love with you and to me you are the cure of all my pain and sorrow Miss Renata"

Cup

I ventured to touch her lips with mine.. I let my sense of taste win tonight, win against my tempest.

Maybe right now my mind is being filled with flowers and Er is the one who is watering her.

"Re.. You're getting naughty now"

swear by anything He pulled me back in his arms and glued my lips back with gentleness.. Er, he broke through both my consciousness and my shock with his overly sweet intoxicating attitude..

Before it got too far, I pushed his chest slowly to let our mutant link slip.. The look in her eyes filled with hope, made me feel anxious and fall more and more in her grasp..

Flashback Off

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My lips are still sweet as his mouthful, aah it feels reluctant to forget the sweet thing last night.

"I'm apparently crazy, why was it so hard to forget last night and it felt so stupid"

Really no sane. Renata who is famous for just crazy work is now crazy towards the pleasure of a man's fondness. Yes how else, he was able to bring me the feeling of flying even with just the cradle of his lips..

Drrt...

Like a balloon that erupted, the delusion in the Er axis sublimated because my device was ringing.. Lazy, I langakah feet approaching the nightstand where my device is singing..

"Er." I cried with excitement

ahem I check the voice so as not to discord when arguing with him (ckkkk more than once)

"Hallo.. Er what's up?"

"Hay dear I miss you, it feels so hard to miss me this"

Why is he a hobby once overpowered me.

"I haven't taken a shower, why have you been flirting? makes me ashamed" my scolding.

"You haven't had a shower? it's worth the smell of it smelling all the way here.. Baby I miss"

"Ah You are indeed a dreadful king" kekeh I feel happy..

"Darling if you could come to my apartment.. I want one more last night"

tease her without knowing if my face may already be like red tomato sauce but not sour.

it was my turn to tease her.

"Well baby I'm waiting for you, don't take too long a shower, then we take a bath together here" he said while laughing teasing me..

"isshh Er, you're such a pervert.. "

"Yes it's a pity her quick shower I can't stand it"

" Yes well.. "

tut

The phone connection was cut off, like the boy who was going to buy a new bike I danced indistinctly because I was happy. Very happy.

It only took 20 minutes, my appearance was so fresh and energetic. Perhaps the effect of falling in love so that my eyes glowed with excitement. Feeling lazy and the intention to sleep all day as if forgetting to just disappear. I'm looking after myself, I'll make sure I get back to my appearance. I don't want my loved ones to be disappointed because I came with less than maximum performance. ("severe bruise" Maki Author)

I booked a taxi online to Er's apartment. It didn't take long, now I'm in front of the door of his apartment which is quite very luxurious for ordinary people like me.

I took a breath and convinced myself that today I would be happier.

Tinctong.. Tincture

I pushed the bell and not for long..

Cklek..

The door was opened and it appeared that an above average handsome man was smiling spoiledly welcoming me with his adoring gaze.

"Darling, comein. I can't wait for you from now on, you've been a long time"

it was as if a year of not meeting Er was spoiled once to me.

"That's right, I didn't even have time to eat because I came quickly.. You blame me instead" I don't want to lose.

"Dear, I'm sorry.. Coincidentally I've prepared you something special, let's eat I'm just as hungry as you" Er led me to sit right next to her.

The first time I served Him at the dinner table, it turns out Er was not difficult in choosing a meal menu. The proof, He cooks food that is very liked by almost all the ummah. Oseng Capcay and Fried Chicken. Simple but feels very delicious if served with love.

After finishing eating and cleaning dirty dishes, Er introduced me to every room in her apartment, she said so that later I would not stray if I was a hostess. You know readers, it's all like a blood-boosting supplement to me.. I'm afraid to fly back into space, living happily as if framed beautiful eyes.

Er succeeded in making me a Renata who will always obey what He wants. Like this time, we were so close because Er pulled me to sit in her lap. Shameful, but no hypocrite I want to, even if He asks for my life I will voluntarily give it.

"Honey.. I miss you" she said hoarsely with a gaze that made me more entangled to fall in the cradle of her sweet lips.

"I.. A a me" next is all I can say because he quickly silenced my bi*ir with his ciu man.. Deep and deeper. Like hypnotized. I could only enjoy resignedly when He began to take me in touch an-of course han venomous.

"Bad.. Dear Er"

raved me when the chewy meat came down my hi sap leh er.

As if my han village was a support team that evoked his spirit and ga irah.. I felt my body floating. He carried me into a spacious room with a bed that was soft and the mattress did not need to be doubted..

I'm getting lulled and losing my mind. With joy in the morning so deep by someone who only holds the title of Halal Beloved.

Give what I should give to my Halal Beloved one day.

Even if you have to regret, you will not return to bring something that has been lost as before..

"Ers.. Uhhh.."

panting in the sweat I'm melting..

I enjoy this though aches and pains..

I'm. like..

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"Praise yourself of what is Haram to you.. Because something Haram will only lead you to the abyss of humiliation"

Warm Greetings

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Ukano