Trapped in a Fake Grip

TGP 54

Pov Erdians

Maybe if anyone could see how my heart was filled, there would be nothing in the slightest bit of sadness or gloom. Everything looks bright, like the clear sky this Wednesday. Looking at the son of mere puppets who have found his heart patch, relationships with the most highly loved women improved, stable companies even somewhat did not recede giving the coffers of rupiah flowing, the, and do not forget the health of the body and soul that makes this gratitude soar unstoppable.

Which other delights should I deny? Perhaps the holy verse of the Quran is what I am feeling now. If now anyone asks me what I want, just one answer is 'want to be a better person'.

Maybe some people think why when the age has begun to twilight, just think of wanting to try to be a better person. Ah whatever, because what I think at this time why the author is very long-winded in creating the contents of his story.

Whatever the opinion of others, what now crosses the contents of the head is to meet the most beautiful woman, the candidate besan who has never shifted his position in this niche of the heart. I don't know, every memory of his young soul I always thrashed as if far from the word middle-aged let alone old.

Want to hear his voice that sometimes mocking, even nagging indistinctly. It's okay, if he's a little tighter and doesn't even want to look at me, just as long as I ask him he'll answer. Although only briefly it is already luck, yes luck or even arguably a bonus.

My lyrics of the watch, it was only one thirty noon, and coincidentally a meeting accompanied by lunch with a client just finished with encouraging results. I want to go home, but I can make sure now in a crowded middle house with three young men whose good looks can not beat me. Chuckles alone, and I don't know where I open the chat application and as usual chat from him is what I always keep neat never want me to delete. For a moment this heart was pounding and I wrote a message to her, with a little flirtation.

"Re, if I may want to see you half an hour from now. I'll wait at your favorite ice cream shop first. Don't make me wait until it melts like a late-licking ice cream. See U future wife😘"

I saw immediately tick two but he had not read, oh wait a moment later the color changed to blue sign he had read the short message.

Now, this is where this body rests. In a favorite ice cream shop that used to be my favorite place now, since losing the spirit of not being able to have this shop is the outlet. Usually this is done by women, but I'm sorry as adam also it feels we have the right to channel sadness by bombarding every taste of the sweet freshness of ice cream. Wh-wh-what for? yes definitely to momentarily freeze fatigue and sadness, even hopefully this sad feeling can also be sublimated immediately.

A little disappointed, when he opened this flat object and found no reply from it.

"She must have come.." I murmured confidently. Nothing made me as confident as I am now.

Almost an hour or so a few minutes later, the figure I always missed appeared.

He approached, his footsteps approaching. Aah if my shame can be contained maybe I want to grab her hand and bring her into my warm embrace.

"I'm sorry I'm a little late." His regrets.

Hearing her beautiful voice, slightly made my consciousness return.

"And almost made this ice cream melt.."

Instantly I chuckled trying to tease my Renata. I didn't think she'd laugh at that ridiculous remark.

I swiftly pulled the chair so that the owner of the beautiful body could sit side by side with me. Like two teenagers in love, I can see a red tinge adorning her pretty face.

"Thank you for the service." Now my Renata sounds seductive. The sweet snippets of her sexy thin lips further made this weak man waver, wavering to touch, taste the intoxicating sweet like before.

"By pleasure. "reply with me. 'Even more than this will I very gladly do Re.' his inner speaking.

Three flavors of ice cream have been exhausted, with a heated chat surrounding Nick and Seta's relationship, as well as Renata's plan that will tell how their previous relationship to his two daughters so as not to arise misunderstandings that will make his future relationship become runyam again.

Erdians.. Yes it was me. I really enjoyed today, enjoying the ice cream and also the beautiful face of the ice cream connoisseur who was not free from my expectations.

'The 'Renata.. The more days it is not disappearing this sense, the less my age actually the more it arouses to you, the further away I don't know why this feeling even more want to get closer.. It might be crazy, but I enjoy it. Enjoy the sensation of the law of karma that is always tempting.'