Trapped in a Fake Grip

TGP 10

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These tears seemed to stop. It was as if the world had stopped spinning. It was as if a thunderstorm had struck my body. I was badly shaken, hit hard, sprawled but not drooping.

"Is this true? say San!"

using the remnants of power, I tried to move my finger to reply to a message from San-san.

As if an inner bond, the invisible San-san was online replying to my message.

"Is it still unclear Reta? Open your eyes to see if it's your girlfriend or someone else?!".

Reply San-san who still has no sweet words.

" San, I'm so sad you scolded me. Not for sungkawa".

Blue again and this time typing long enough. I thought maybe he would come back to scold my silliness at length.

But...

"😘"

"Over typing and all he sent was this emoticon, the fridge's base".

my obvious scolding can only be heard by myself. Of course because my sisters are already on the fly to dreamland.

"Lazy talking to the Fridge Ind*m**t must be the answer is cold make me sick.

"Then." the reply is short.

"My God San-san Bin Din-din chat you make me nauseous and want you*tah".

" If you want to*tah, don't bring my father. Kasian him if you have to get to you*the worthless notahanmu".

The reply is quite long because maybe I dare to carry the name of his father.

"Yes sorry San, I'm emotional. You end if you answer the chat I never have any sweetness".

" I'm not Reta's mineral water, ya've gone to bed don't cry. The worse the more hurt you will be".

Only the breath represents my resentment towards San-san's words. I ignored her last chat and pulled the blanket over her head.

Messaging with San-san made me forget a little about what I just saw. San-san is a friend of the enemy, who if whenever I need help he will come and finish.

"It's also what the fridge said for what I was crying over.. He should be the one crying over me" I said to calm myself.

"Er, even we just did it again.. Have you never been sincere with me? Are you just using my feelings, Er?"

My heart was wondering.My mind was floating. And the tears that had frozen were now melting again..

"Oh no.."

Panic me getting out of bed and approaching the nightstand and looking at the calendar.

"What if I'm pregnant? While during the relationship I and Er always spill his ruah inside". My rag still shows the silliness side.

"If I were pregnant and pregnant with Er's child, maybe He would be responsible for the results of this effort.Yes the results of this hard work there would be a father".

Why at this time I still expect the king of the dreadlocks.

" Right, tomorrow I'll go check who knows if it's grown inside here" I hope on this flat and slim stomach.

I came back to bed, and perhaps because I was so tired, I fell asleep in a mess that I was a little confused to face.

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Tomorrow is the day..

While preparing to have breakfast on the table. Dita who happened to help me suddenly surprised me with her question.

"Sister, yesterday when Brother went to work, Bang Er did not pick up Brother?"

Ask Dita carefully.

"No, my brother left for his own job. Why did Dita ask that brother?". Ask me curiously.

" Oh no Brother. I think what I saw yesterday on that street was Bang Er's brother".

I kept trying to calm down and divert the conversation.

"Hmm. yes maybe. I misjudged. Yes, Brother, I'll call them first".

" Your ishes are melting!!! every time I have breakfast I have to omelette first ". Groused on the Twins Dika Diki.

After I make sure the door is locked tightly, the stove is not on, the water tap is neatly closed,

We also leave each. Do not forget to tell them to go home immediately if they have finished studying at school.

Worry, because they're my only family.

I'm trying to be okay, because my problem isn't for many people to consume. Another thing with the food menu at this restaurant which is famous for its delicacy and cleanliness.

Less sane minds, and a tangled heart made today a little battered by my unfriendly attitude.

It could be that I forgot my professional at work. Stupid fuck! Because the one who's going to lose isn't me either, that's how I think I am.

While others are busy with customer guests, I'm just busy playing games on my phone.

"Once in a while, having Bebi or Lili take care of my responsibilities is okay"

my mind is selfish.

"in 2 days, 2 Er Restaurants will be mine, and I'll prove to you that He'll regret hurting me" murmured me with a flat face and seemed haughty.

I regained my senses as I looked again and again at the evidence San-san sent to my phone. Unable to stay on Er's side. Although later the liquid will coagulate into a danging that will grow in my womb.

"Quite have I become a bo*oh man enslaved to love". I thought so.

Not to be hypocritical. The love that remains is even greater. But my deep regret makes me want to get away from this disappointment.

" I am Renata Eliana bint Beni Sodikin, abstaining for me from weeping over the traitor who has not kept his word".

I saved a picture of that handsome-faced amulet. I am determined to turn things around. "You have to regret and beg not me".

But before that I will be kind and still give him pleasure, so that He will regret more later.

I may be evil, but he's not a good actor in this story either.

Because I feel tired and tired of planning revenge for Er alone, I stepped foot into the kitchen to see the state of the kitchen that was separated from my supervision for 5 hours ago.

"It turns out you guys can be reliable".

" Next month I will give you an additional bonus because of the success of making customers full and satisfied".

I'm acting like the boss..

Turning towards my room while giggling I felt amused by my own actions.

"So Boss turned out to be good too, ah even in this state I was still able to laugh. Means I'm still normal".

I shake my head to expel thoughts that are milling densely crawling like an ad on the soap opera **Lepish**played by Mbak Andin.

Tired and suddenly my stomach felt churned again. Oh no, I forgot today I'm going to go see an obgyn doctor..

"Basan Pikun" my hard drive on myself.

Didn't wait long. I decided to go home first on the grounds of not feeling well. I was actually just covering for a check

"has my stomach grown its seedlings Er ?".

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Next will be Pov Erdian, the result of obgyn's doctor and also his Pov San-san. Btw Si San-san this visual I shadow Bang Ojun. People I'm her fan Dia😁🤭

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Warm regards

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Ukano